Poker books for mental aspectsby napoleono, November 22
Hey guys,
Can anyone recommend me some books which are talking about the mental aspects? Usually I don't tilt, but still have some moments, when I just can't close the client, even though I know I should or I'm going all-in just to try to run-up a big stack, even if I know it is -EV, but after a couple of beats, I don't have the patience to grind it up once more (the same applies after I make a deep run, I just don't feel like playing after that anymore, no matter if I win or lose). What do you do in the middle of an MTT session if u feel like tilt is taking over?
Want to improve my mental abilities and to develop an iron-will. Lately work has been pretty easy, with not many things to do and I just waste time, procrastinating. This is something I definitely want to get rid of, but it's effing hard. Another aspect I observed, that instead of cherishing the success of others, I'm rather jelly - I quickly ward off this feeling, but the first emotion I feel is definitely negative. This is another thing I hate about myself. So, if you have any advice, books or w/e, would be greatly appreciated.
going to be launching in Jersey in the next week or so, they are pushing for federal and getting through many of the problematic stuff there was before. im quite optimistic that within 1-3 quarters this is going to pass and states will be back international with the world.
govt takes a long time tho, they vote every 3 months (I think)
Made most serious replies in previous blog, was many statesments and questions, if I missed any, let me know.
Trust the Process.
About the Cashgames, I want everyone to know this is my approach, 1-5 MTT's a day, and 4 tabling cashgames 24/7 if I'm not MTTing, or if its early stages of MTT's.
I hope to be able to move to Jersey in the next year and play w/ good playerbaes....ne one know any nice suburbs in Jersey that isn't very expensive? lmk in comments if so please.
Just passing news on to USA citizens,
know the feeling,
GL
RYan
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I quit MTT's. Except for Special MTT's and Live MTT's. (random MTT is ok..)
They can suck my nuts, im so tilted, literally want to shoot myself the last 2 weeks (except when im cg'ing..)
had 2 great chances yesterday, but lifetime of the previous 27k owned me *slightly more impatient daily* and i got a pittance compared to the 10k/15k...like fuckin always.
These are bringing extreme negative emotion to me and fucking with my ego.
I will play the Nightly 55/162 and 1-3 Sunday 215's SOMETIMES.
Pure Zoom for now on. Less stress, more fun, 99.3% less pain, can have a life, been winning cg for a few yrs now, but kinda just "really" got it this year when Marshall taught me.. TY Marshallgenius~
Sucking up this MTT loss and playin like 5 a month for now on. If you don't like it, suck it. Pokers my job, I gotta be where its profitable.
CG is fine - MTT's 1 mistake costs you soooooo much + badrun costs 28k in 2 weeks.....Fuck That.
I'm at 89k FPP btw, is there a bonus for reaching supernova? I see a $2500 bonus for 200k FPP, let me know if you know! (edit lol $200..)
The last time I wrote something, aside from the very last post to get a free subscription to workflowy (thanks yo!) I've done a bit of seemingly random stuff I consider positive and a step forward. Still I'm a little frustrated I have no income being generated from something I built or am doing aside from my regular work for some company job, which i only just started.
I became interested in real estate investing about a month ago. I learned about some successes people achevied buying distressed properties in vegas and renting them out on airbnb for a 20% annual return. I bet a few people are thinking that's great, speak to me first because las vegas doesn't like people taking business away from their hotels and you have to act accordingly. Leins and deeds are sweet in texas, the hybrid state that allows folks to buy back their property for a 25% premium, which apparently happens about 15% of the time. And then there's wholesaling, which has no barrier to entry and the only strategy I could do myself in the short term, only I don't think i'll have success negotiating in french.
Last week I began talking to a 150 year local boutique that's being run my a new owner about building their website. I got really into the project, which expanded into digital strategy, and marketing, and have a solid start to viable business plan. Hopefully I can persuade him to let me build the website and go from there.
I bought drawing software. I want to create drawings for a clothing line inspired by power.
Got one client for my dog walking service.
Can't seem to find an area of to focus on aside from REI, which is a tough space to start with no money.
hey guys the deal i was on just ended in good terms so im in the need of lookin for another mid term stake.
as u may see in my stars sharkscope i had a rough start but i came from playin eurosites mtts and super small fields and softest games, i have improved a lot since i took part of the stable got coached and played a lot so my skill level is higher now obv.
i can play full time and run up to 100 games per day 4-5 days a week.
im willin to get a stake at stars for turbo 180s (3.5r and 8s) and low stake mtts (up to 22 fo regspeed, 11r regspeed, and 3r and 11 fo turbos) only open to play soft mtts at 888 if the backer is interested.
enough talkin, here come the graphs.
stars last 3 months (as i said moved from playin exclusively eurosites + learnin 180s)
so i ended up going to a 5/5 on friday with my friend, i was going to get some rest for a wedding saturday but my gf was just generally being a cunt so i decided to have my friend pick me up and go play.
a little background of the game, its a game i have never been to before but it was ALL asian (mostly philipean/koreans) who are semi recreational players composed of either fancy play asians that make fancy plays for no reason or degen gamblers.
raises were generally $20-25 preflop and there are players with like 10-15% 3bet preflops that would pop to like $70+ and half the time show their J10s or pocket 7's ect.
i started well up around $500 within the first 2 hours, then eventually got into a few drawy hands that missed, had to lay down a set on the river to an obv flush and got AA cracked by K10 pre. its ok tho i still walked out with almost $200.
il be going to a 1/3 at a different spot tonight who my freind swares its 1000x softer. i could really use the money at this point in my life.
in a game like this, im only playing my hand for value.
then choose liquor over your family, then almost get kidnapped by a black dude, THEN blame it on your family, not yourself. This is how to be a great mother.
And to think, I was disappointed that she didn't get kidnapped.
Finishing up my last semester of school. Only 2 classes, so i had a lot of free time. Decided to put 100 into bovada and started playing .5/.10 just to get a feel of the platform.
kept randomly shoving all in since if you try and type in your bets, a lot of times you'll type to the left of the decimal, so you'll randomly jam more than your stack.
anyway immediately moved to .1/.25 and so far it's been super soft. played maybe 2-3 hours for the past 3 days. i've been spewing a buy in every session, so i guess the outlook looks great.
Help me find an article.by SpasticInk, November 16
For some reason I just can't get ahold of this document through my university despite being logged in and everything. I just need to check a few things before using it as a source.
The article is called
Effects of Different Brain Lesions on Card Sorting
The Role of the Frontal Lobes (1963)
Weight Loss Blog #1 - Moob/gross warning?by Svenman87, November 15
Ha well shit I figured I'd like to document my personal weight loss to keep me motivated by the trolls as well as the progress
I'll be the first one to say that prior to joining a gym in July, I had NEVER lifted.
Anyways a intro would probably be nice.
I had always been a bigger kid growing up, not huge but never slim or muscular. I played sports as a kid but got super depressed and reclusive when my parents divorced at age 15, instead I trapped myself away in my room playing StarCraft and Counter-Strike. This was pretty much my life for years; along with depression I over time had developed terrible anxiety. When I was a senior in high school it was so bad that I couldn't eat lunch in the cafeteria due to a horrible stomach ache I would get immediately seeing all these people around me (probably had paranoia issues as well) anyways as a result I rarely ate lunch, and I never at breakfast and my dinners were always small and on the go since I had almost a full time job on top of school. I dropped to 160, and not a lean 160... https://scontent-a-ord.xx.fbcdn.net/h...481369_3369367434299_1282637899_n.jpg
like a skeletor 160 haha that was me at my grad party with my (now deceased grandparents)
Anyways at the time I wasn't into drinking and didn't really have any friends, I kept to myself and I didn't get bothered which was fine. I did have girlfriends all through high school so I kept pretty busy between 30-40hr work weeks plus school and a girlfriend.
Upon entering college I found this fun thing called Alcohol - which turns your shitty life, to a not so shitty life for a bit, then generally makes it even shittier at the end. Drank a lot alone in college or with my roommate (Skot) when he would go out to a party I would rather stay inside and play poker and get wasted. I ended up dropping out during the 2nd semester and moved back home. This is where the initial weight gain began, since prior to being home all I could afford was cheap vodka and no food vs now that I was home I had all the food I could eat plus alcohol. Was basically drunk 5-6x a week most days when I wasn't working - really didn't give a fuck about my life.
Anyways we can fast forward a bit because nothing about this so far is 'brief,' weight slowly came on, and I didn't give a fuck. I got to the point where I was eating fast food for my weekly diet.
I got up to 265 over this past Summer and caught this image of me at a wedding was really fucking tired of feeling bad about myself and tired of being the nice funny fat friend. http://i.imgur.com/joKm0l5.jpg
I remember thinking how could I let myself get to that point.
I joined a gym and proceeded to do what every fat ass does after joining a gym, never go - ha. I would make up every excuse to myself not to go to the gym for a few months. Until October I committed to going every fucking day (M-F) from now on and I have. Luckily my roommate now and other good friend both go to the same gym, so it's nice to have gym buddies and people to help you out. I also vowed to get my diet on point in October, was okay at that time but I was still eating shit foods and binged a lot after drunken nights.
I started taking supplments (just creatine and beta-alanine) and hit the gym hard. I remember for the first two weeks thinking why the fuck am I doing this!? I was fucking sore all day, if we did arms that day, I knew I would barely be able to move them for the next few days. But after that first few hellish weeks things got better I checked the scale again to see 236 - Damn! Almost 30 lbs since July just from working out and also by starting to keep my diet in check.
This is me October 15th - 236 http://i.imgur.com/z2CWPey.jpg
Still no where I want to be, but def going in the right direction for once in my life!
By this time for the first time since I can honestly remember I've been consistently happy, despite other external factors that are pretty fucking shitty in my life at the moment, it's like all that shit is washed away with this new self worth.
Right around then I decided to cut my intake of alcohol - not become sober, but to get that shit under wraps, since I was still going out getting wasted and eating everything I could find. Basically all that hard work during the week was negated by my drunk ass.
So kept up the diet, excersize, lifting, and not getting drunk anymore has really pushed me down a positive path.
Anyways again this is more for me to keep tabs so I can look back and easily see my progress as well as my thoughts at the time. If you wish to join in on my weight loss trip that'd be great as well, it's always nice to have some added commitment and motivation.
Current 1 Rep Max
Bench - 185 x 1 (started out barely doing 95 x 3 in August)
Squat - 275 x 1
Deadlift - 335 x 1
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