HU is such a rush. It's weird how you can be down 2 BI so quick and then win it back and be up. Gets the heart going. I'm enjoying this very much. Every time I play I feel like I learn a million new things. Luckily I'm just donking around on the lowest stakes so there's plenty of soft competition for me to recover off of when I lose. I try to play anyone though cause it's all new to me. And vs every different player type there's a different strategy, so I'm learning a lot no matter who I play.
Also started watching prinnyraiding and it is awesome. It is my kinda style for videos. I am excited to keep going on that. Tomorrow is a poker day for me and it's gonna be funnnnnnn!
I make some really horrible calls by leveling myself on boards where I'm certain to be crushed. I put no logical though behind some calls, and I just hit the button, which destroys my showdown winnings. Today I had a short session and went up a buyin, but I definitely costed myself about 2bi being totally spewy.
Every other session I finish, I look over my hands and there are at least two big pots where I say to myself, "Wow, why did I do that?" Then I realize I could probably up my winrate by something like 3-5ptbb if I just stopped making horrible calls.
Here's an example of a horribly played hand:
Submitted by : edzwoo
PokerStars Game #24564864607: Holdem No Limit ($0.50/$1.00) - 2009/02/03 14:46:30 CT [2009/02/03 15:46:30 ET]
Table Charis III 9-max Seat #7 is the button
Seat 1: germut ($46.40 in chips)
Seat 2: Trippen180 ($23 in chips)
Seat 3: chrisalson ($41.20 in chips)
Seat 4: S180382 ($19 in chips)
Seat 5: LuckySOB ($128.65 in chips)
Seat 6: hondizls ($18.70 in chips)
Seat 7: HomerrrJay ($128.40 in chips)
Seat 8: paulitschMC ($99 in chips)
Seat 9: edzwoo ($100 in chips)
paulitschMC: posts small blind $0.50
edzwoo: posts big blind $1
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to edzwoo
germut: folds
Trippen180: folds
chrisalson: folds
S180382: folds
germut leaves the table
LuckySOB: folds
hondizls: folds
HomerrrJay: folds
luiji03 joins the table at seat #1
paulitschMC: raises $3 to $4
edzwoo: raises $8 to $12
paulitschMC: raises $16 to $28
edzwoo: calls $16
paulitschMC: bets $44 and is all-in
edzwoo: calls $44
Showdown paulitschMC: shows (three of a kind, Aces)
edzwoo: mucks hand
paulitschMC collected $195 from pot
Summary Total pot $198 | Rake $3
Board
Seat 1: germut folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 2: Trippen180 folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 3: chrisalson folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 4: S180382 folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 5: LuckySOB folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 6: hondizls folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 7: HomerrrJay (button) folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 8: paulitschMC (small blind) showed and won ($195) with three of a kind, Aces
Seat 9: edzwoo (big blind) mucked
I mean, I really had no reason behind flat calling the 4bet, I just decided to click call instead of getting it in. In a broad sense, I don't mind that I got stacked because I'm getting QQ in bvb for sure, but it makes me mad realizing that I could have saved myself most of my money as played had I not been stupid.
So yeah, I'm beating NL100 in general at 3ptbb-ish, so I can't really complain, but I'm also still 10bi under expectation lifetime, so I'd love that to even out. If I can have a few more good sessions, I'll be taking my shot at NL200.
I decided to restart my poker career after busting my whole BR. And because I want to take it really seriously I will start my blog here on liquidpoker, hoping it will help me to stay focused and become a part of community :D
Briefly abou my poker life till now - I started playing freerols 2 years ago after watching James Bond : Casino Royale, because I was just fascinated by this game and really wanted to know atl least rules etc. Because I used to play a bit of some other kinds of hazard games (shits like roulette and spins - I really wasnt so clever these days :D, it made me no problem to ship some real money (actually not much, like 20-50 usd per week) to the pokerroom and then absolutely busted it playing NL100 with 1BI etc. Fortunately I really hate when I am loosing in whatever I do, so I started learning some basic strategy stuff and played sngs, tours, cash all together with a bit of succes because I made my BR to 500usd in april 2008. Then I discovered cardrunners and it literally changed my life, because I started watching videos, think more about my game etc. and switched entirely to 6max cash games. I was doing quite good and I moved up from NL25 with 500usd br to NL200 with 8k usd BR in 5 months and was feeling like I just discovered the gold mine :D But then I took a shot at NL400 ...
... and lost close to 5BI on tilt first two sessions and got crazy. I was thinking like this : "OMG WTF I LOST 2k FROM MY 8k BR I HAVE TO CASHOUT SOMETHING TILL I WILL LOST IT ALL" So i did cashout half of my BR with intention to buy some sweet stuff, enjoy the money and work on my game on NL100. It was terrible mistake. I was not able to beat NL100 again. I overestimated my skills everytime I was playing and was sure that I deserve all money on the table, because I AM THE BEST, BIG BALLA WHO PLAYED NL400 AND WILL CRUSH EVERY GAME SOON OF COURSE :D Than every bad beat, unluck, my mistake or just common variance threw me on super tilt, when no matter what stakes I was actually playing I lost 2+ BI every session and was really narky on poker and whole life :D After few weeks of misery, when I tried every anti-tilt and tryingtostayfocused ideas with poor results, I decided to cashout rest of my money to save my nerves and think about something else ...
... but roughly after two months I realized, that I love this game even more than money you can make by playing it (and as student I like the money really much, trust me) and ask my poker playfellow "dratek" ("Drateks" is his nick on lp, he started roughly in the same time as I did - only few months before - and now he is a stable winner at NL200 and taking a shots at NL400, respect to him) to stack me for NL25 and he insta shipped me 700usd for what I want to thank him here. It was on 1st of January when I started playing againg ...
... but nothing changed! I still was a monster tilted monkey and automatically thought that I am the best player on these microstakes tables so they have to give me their money as fast as possible because I want to move up and make some serious cash. Epic fail again - I changed 700 to 300 usd maybe in one week on NL20 ...
... but I dont give up, I will try to fight with it again and now I want to take it really seriously. What definitely change my view on poker, was one answer to "how to stop tilt?" question here on lp. I cant find it again now, but I will reproduce it for you - it was somethink like :
"Everytime when you are sitting on the table and you actually realize that you clearly missplayed some situation, stop your session"
This really hits me hard. I realized that there are nothing like predestined winners. Variance Is bitch and she can slap you in your face very hard and alone make your live living hell when you are running under expectations for 50k hands. There are no predestinated winners also because no-one is clearly better than every single one other player. Your hyper agressive game can be sucesfull agains 99/100 players, but you will not benefit from it in situation when you got tilted agains huge calling station who calls your amazing A high bluff with bottom pair because he thought he has a flush and than you donate him another two BI in monkey iwantmymoneyback tilt, which erase your hard gained winnings from the majority of players. And it is not only about loosing dozens of BI´s in one day. We work really hard to beat others and rake to make something like 5PTBB/100 profit in long term, which is imo very good result everyvhere higher than NL50, but is still only 10 BB per 100 hands! Lets assume that it will take 1 hour to play 100 hands on 6max table, and during this hour you will make two smaller/light-tilted mistakes (call our draw agains odds with no implied odds, run unreal bluff agains calling station in small pot etc.) which each cost us 10BB. These two mistakes can easilly turn our 5PTBB/100 profit from the table to loosing -5PTBB/100. So you should be really concentrated to every decision you make on the table, because it can have a huge impact on your overall winrate. But this may be not end. From my experiece, everytime I made some stupid decision (like calling 8BB to 22BB pot on the river, when I am pretty sure that he has me beat, but given history, actual state of my mind, his nick, weird bet sizing or whatever I finally persuade myself to call, than insta muck my hand and delude myself that he could be bluffing and I had to find out for only 8BB) the next one is coming, will occur really soon but unfortunatelly will cost me much more BB´s. Small mistake will in the end finishes in loosing one or two BI´s. In my opinion this happens because in this point I lost responsibility to my money - I did a clearly bad decision because of that I lost my money, but I say to myself : "Nevermind, it was not too much" and I continue playing ? This is crazy and spewy, because I only allow myself to loose more money with this actual state of mind (and it will happen sooo often). So what I really need to do is start following posted quote. Try to dont tilt and spew ever. Play my best as long as possible and when I saw first indication of tilt/bad play caused by aggro oponent, lucky fish, tideness or whatever just quit the session and come back later with new enthusiasm and clear head. If I will be able to stop my session in the begging of loosing, it will be so easier to come back in 30-60 minutes and play without presure, than lost 4BI´s first session and than try to grind it back whole day no matter what. I will try it ... hope it will work for me :D Secondly I have to stop thinkink about me as skilled player, be humble and hope that the results will come. I am pretty sure that for lot of you this is something you already managed and I say nothing new. Sorry wasting your time then :D
I am quite suprised that you read it all till here :D ... excuse me please for my bad english - this is definitely longest and hardest what I have ever write in english and it took me hour and half of my life so I hope it was readable.
Finally I want to set some of my February goals and overall BR management. Actually dont think it will be interesting for you, but I hope that if I make them public, It will force me to keep them at least a little bit.
I have 1200usd right now so I will start on NL50 and proceed in harmony with this BR management :
NL10 - from 150usd
NL20 - from 400usd - back to NL10 at 300usd
NL50 - from 1000usd - back to NL20 at 850usd
NL100 - from 2300usd - back to NL50 at 2000usd
NL200 - from 5000usd - back to NL100 at 4400usd
Before I start playing NL50 now, I also want to take little "warm-up" ... so I will have to win 3 BI on NL2, NL4, NL10 and NL20 before I actually try NL50. I hope it will be good practise for executing quoted rule and will force me to play solid ABC poker which is crucial on these stakes (I hope I wont stay at NL4 whole month trying to win 12usd).
So actual February goals are :
- win 3x BI on NL2, NL4, NL10, NL20 and be a winner on NL50
- play at least 30k hands
- dont tilt
- finish all of my school stuff
- stop drinking, start grinding :D
If you really read it till here, you deserve this picture. First time we saw it with one my friend we couldnt stop laughting for 15 minutes :D
Just played my first session for the month on NL10, and it started out pretty well. Was running pretty good for once! I hope this holds up for the rest of the month.
I live in a university student housing neighbourhood, and this guy pulls up to the house next to me in a car blazing jay-z real loud + windows down (its below freezing too). White guy gets out and goes in the house. Bit unusual, but not that funny.
Then a black post office delivery guy, who looked like 20-30, walks by and has this "LOL WIGGA" grin on his face. I broke out laughing: he's probably the one token black guy in Canada too.
In Starcraft, I knew I was at the point of no return when I started having progamer/SC dreams.
Tonight, I dreamed that I was on a Stars table with Daut + random fish, the table had collapsed but the fish wanted to know wtf my avatar (LP fish av) was and Daut was explaining to him that it was a LP.net LiquidPoker icon.
well, this time at nl10 i'm not playing like a dumbass.
i think i'm running at like 10ptbb/100, which is respectable, but it is insane how many bad beats i've been getting at nl10 compared to other stakes. Anyways, today is a decent +$50, and now i'm back at 250 (after losing like another 100 from HUSnGs). I'm going to play back up to 400 and then go back to nl25.
wish me luck!
(yesterday was -1500 FPPs too, which sucked since i got owned out of all my tournies)
Back to NL25 after being bitchslapped by Geometryb over aim haha.
MASSSSSSS Grinded today, 6.6K hands at NL10, 1K hands at NL25. Changed my goal for # of hands things month from 60K to 100K. I'm definitely on pace so far .
Worked on looking for the fold button @ NL10 the past 2 days and thought I was getting somewhere so I moved back up to NL25. Good results thus far, I realized I was getting raaaaped by the rake at NL10 as well .
Basically broke even over the entire duration of NL10, then revved it up at NL25. Looking forward to tomorrow when I'll grind about 5K hands of NL25. Stoploss of about 5bi's I think.
Thanks to the guys who helped me out "finding the fold button" over aim/msn. You know who you are~ <3
Notice my consistent winrate up until Jan 25th. Then I try a shot at nl100, doesn't work out, no biggie. I haven't won at showdown since. I really don't think I'm tilting either. Just a horrrrrrrendous run of cards. Wish me luck LP, cause this sucks.
so attik34 was caught in ihop by me and my roommate after a night at the bars.
what was he doing you might ask "coming home from the bars too?" The answer a firm NO.
The internet at our place had gone out and attik just spent the last 7 hours at ihop playing $5 sngs.
Degenness anyone? Addict? idk you tell me
p.s. thats fucked up
Yeah Phantom of the Opera is playing in Denver so I bought tickets. Gonna take my GF. She's never seen it and it is a fucking awesome show. My dad took the family when my brother and I were little and we spent like 2 months running around with hand made paper half masks pretending there were secret passages in our house and that we were gonna kill everyone or some shit. I can't wait! But I will have to cause it's not till mid-march, but oh well, I've waited for like 15 years so I can make it.
Spent forever trying to get good tickets for a decent price. Finally got some right in the middle section and semi-close for only $148 (for 2 tickets). I think that's pretty good.
Being the ABSOLUTE donk / fish / ATM that I am, my poker mind has not yet developed. As such, I'm still tilting, playing too many hands, playing impatiently, and not thinking everything through before I act. I was losing money, but today I've had a huge winning session.
If I'm playing sudoku while I'm playing poker (sudoku book on my keyboard), I find it incredibly easy to look at the game more logically and get less emotionally involved.
1. I always wait for the best hands. Anything less distracts me from my sudoku.
2. I'm able to think logically instead of react, saving me from straight v flush hands and flush v full house hands.
3. I'm not phased or excited when I see jacks or queens because whether I'm playing a hand or not is fine by me. I don't get impatient and I'm not looking for any excuse to play a hand.
This is likely going to help noone but me because as far as I can tell I'm one of the worst on this site, but give it a shot anyway.
Ran like total crap, guess I have to go back to nl50 for a while now -________-. Hopefully I'll do well tomorrow, going to play a lot.
BLAGH FUCK.
Didn't flop the best hand a single time in an hour 45 minutes and get my cbet called.. and hold after that. Was crushed everytime. Ah well, hope tomorrow goes well.
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