Sooo now my computer is taking a shit (I'm @ a pc bang atm). I think it has corrupted sectors, but it already ran CHKDSK by itself. I guess I will do it again tonight and pray it fixes it all up. Otherwise, I will have to take it to one of these thai computer repair shops which I don't really have absolute faith in. I'll just have them reformat the son of a bitch and get it done with I hope.
(my prayer to the world)
Please let me stop running like such a legless, god forsaken sewer rat in every financial aspect of life. I'd also like to be reasonably OK at poker again, whenever it is I'll get to play again.
(end prayer)
I'm going to drown myself in HON for the rest of the day now.
still can't get my table load high enough, at least not without exploding my brain with 5 different HU opponents.
from here it's either A) add in 20bb min tables and calculate the effective stack every single time i want to play a hand, nevermind actually playing it, or B) improve HU play, cutting into VPP earning time, or C) play bigger.
ok, gna play bigger. whenever a limit jump is feasible, nevermind reasonable or intelligent, i will take it. go big or go home. what's the worst that can happen, i have to drop down and go on to vaporize the smaller game?
what to buy with 25k fpps? (*spit on ps)by whamm!, March 25
- im not good at donkaments at all, luckboxed 1 sn freeroll years ago that was it
- how can i convert this to monies if ever without playing another day at this goddam site
- electronics shop is good, but i fear i might get taxed by customs here which is a bitch(happened before)
I have a tilt problem, a game selection problem, a bankroll problem and a poker problem as a whole.
I've actively been chasing the dream of being unemployed. Poker has somewhat provided this for me. Although i choose to have zero responsibility and zero commitments. I currently live with my parents, i have no car, i have no cell phone, i simply exist. I do have...debt.
As things stand today, i have exactly 1000 dollars to my name. My goal for the year is to raise my standard of living through poker.
Within that wide goal there are many smaller goals.
1) Tilt way way way less
2) Own a car
3) Own a cellphone
4) Rent a place
5) Have at least 20, 000 in the bank
I will be updating regularly, once a week on my progress financially. As well as adding additional blogs to recognize each and every time i tilt in hopes to see how i can improve on my greatest leak.
Now I'm talking about actually fishing, with fishing poles and baits etc.
Can anyone offer any suggestions on what pole(s) are good to start off with? Also what's the least amount of supplies I should get? I don't know which weights to get, lures, hooks, etc.
As many of you know already, history was made on Sunday with the passing of comprehensive Health Care reform, and yesterday when President Obama made that bill the law with his signature. After almost a year of working to overhaul the Health Care system, voters, volunteers, community organizers, activists and politicians brought the change that so many needed. For the 14,000 people who lose their health insurance every day, this is a huge victory. For the 32 million people who will now have health insurance, this is a massive victory. For our nation that has been fighting for Health Care Reform for nearly 100 years, this is historic.
Fear and lies have ruled the Health Care Reform day ever since it was proposed by Republican President Theodore Roosevelt. The rumor spread by opponents back then was that it was a secret plot by the German Empire to take over the United States. Fear and lies won and the measure failed. When a health care overhaul was proposed by Democratic President Harry S. Truman it was destroyed by a rumor that the “Red Army,” or the Soviet Union, would be marching across our land. Fear and lies won again. When Bill and Hillary Clinton attempted to pass a major overhaul of the health care system, it fell flat on its face due to a particularly nasty lie, the “rationing of care,” which meant that the government would have a say as to when a sick person should stop receiving care. Fear and lies won by a landslide.
It should come as no surprise then, that the opponents of our generations push for health reform tried every lie in the book. They took a page from Teddy Roosevelt & Harry Truman’s day, saying that it was a socialist/communist take over by the governmen. Next thing you know, Obama will be telling you when to sleep. They took a page from Bill & Hill’s day by conjuring up the catchy notion of “death panel” that would decide when you grandparents would die. Even comparisons of Barack Obama and Hitler were drawn in attempts to “kill the bill.” This time, thankfully, fear and lies lost.
God damn im so tilted right now, i think my PC is fucking up it cant handle hud+ 24 tables without lagging too hard to even play,i dont know why.
Decided im just gunna get some vouchers from FPP's and buy a laptop on amazon, then jus hook it up to my monitor/keyboard/mouse etcetc
Don't really know too much about laptops but hopefully £500~ will get me a nice one these days. Need it ASAP cos i need to play a load of poker to keep supernova status, stressssssssssssssful shit.
The One Per cent is a documentary on the growing disparity between the rich and the poor in America that's both entertaining and informative. You can find it on the web if you're interested.
So im on vacation in Florida for a week, each day consists of golf then poker with drinking all the way thru.
So far in 3 days I played 20 minutes of live poker and got bored out of my mind and quit.
PLO has been going very well. 2nd day here i played 50PLO and won 8 buyins. TOday i played more and won about 6 buyins. Then i played some 50PLO HU on one table and ran my 50 buyin stack up to 450 thru 3 opponents. I was crushing noobs haha. SO im up about 18 buyins or 900 dollars since I got here and I've earned a shit ton of VPP/FPP's.
Tomorrow I got golf at 8am then im playin a 64 man $120 heads up tourny at the racetrack nearby. Hopefully i run decent.