So I started from scratch with $100 at NL 10 about 10 weeks ago. Due to a massive heater and a new mindset/discipline I managed to grind through NL 10/NL 25 and then went to NL 50 @ $1250 and after 42k hands there my roll sits at $3600. So here comes the dilemma.I have probably played around 400k hands at NL 50 throughout the past two years - It is where I am most comfortable at. But I now have 36 buy ins for NL 100 and I think it's time to stop fucking around and progress my game even further, especially since I have been playing for 2 years online and am only at NL 50. Can some more experienced players please offer me some guidance and feedback on what to expect when I move up. Keep in my mind I have played solely Rush Poker and plan on continuing to do so.
i am trying not to be depressed but i probably am extremely depressed
been way too long without anything good happening in my life at all it feels like.. and especially poker-wise. definitely the biggest thing
at least in most ways. i'm sure someone could point out how i have somewhere to live and stuff and yeah that's good stuff, sure. i will concede those things as nothing to complain about. so don't reply with that.
Stripper handjob failblogby Charliehorse, October 19
Holy fuck no mercy for the weak
I go to strip club get two "dancers" at same time, one of them likes to give massages and gives me her card after the dance. She was telling me all this personal stuff about her brother suiciding and she has no boyfriend and two children. So I thought she wanted me as boyfriend cause next day I ask her if she wants to smoke weed or give me massage and she invites me to dinner and a movie and we hold hands, hug and kiss. Problem starts when I start telling her that I've attempted suicide and been in a mental hospital (holy fuck did not see this one coming) cause next day she asks me to hangout with her at strip club. Like now i'm confused if she wants me as client or boyfriend. Maybe the strip club is just a cool place and she wants me to check it out?
So I tell her im confused and if she wants me as boyfriend or client, she says what how are you confused you are a client, I met you at club. So then I text her if she gives happy ending massages. My phone snap rings after I send the text.
Me: whatsup
she: what's your problem
me: (I don't think well on my feet, infact I don't think well at all) what?
She: The texT you sent me
me: it was just a question
she: it was a rude question and you know it
me: um, ok I'm sorry (fml I'm a piece of shit can't even stand up for what I believe in or get a handjob, simultaneously)
maybe mufassa has it figured out, just never get out of bed
fuck life, world of Warcraft is better than life
I have atoned for my previous day's sins and recovered nicely today to make back the 7k I lost in my session yesterday morning. Stopped at 160k VPP exactly so not far behind pace after 18 days. It just hit me today that I am only half way to the 300k vpp mark and god damn, it sure has felt like a super long grind so far. Hopefully these next few sessions will fly by and once i hit 250k vpp it should be easy sailing from there because the goal will be so close.
Played a few sick hands today that Ill post in my next blog where I thought there was a 5 percent chance I could have lost less then I did but probably not. Need to sleeps to wake up and do it all over again tomorrow. Who knew having a gf to take care of you while you grind would be so +ev also
Almost to the 700k Milestone too, ship another few K to the account!
Graph is missing a few hundred profit from 3/6 deep tables that dont import for me for some reason
I started filling out with €2.2's to be able to climb up in the leaderboard (it's €1-€5 levels). Right now I'm at 7th place, but if I keep this up I should be able to get the 4th spot for €500.
I'm quite busy in life right now so I don't really much spare time for blogging. I apologize for the low quality around here lately. It will get better within a week or so.
It seems like I'll have to postpone my Japan trip a bit. Next month I'll be looking for playing mostly €11's, with a much better deal. If I just put in enough games I should be able to stay abroad for quite a long time. Hopefully long enough to be able to avoid most of the winter here in Sweden. I'm so not looking forward to another 2 months of -20C....
so last night its a friends birthday and theres a pub quiz on, good excuse for a piss up. we drank lots while the quiz was on, and we won . first prize was a £50 bar tab, by this point there is only 5 of us left, so we just spend it on a few beers a few shots and what not.
I live in a town and pubs shut at 12, but asda is open 24 hours, so we go there to get some more alcohol. we storm about in asda behaving drunk and obnoxious as to be expected, get some alcohol and leave.
At this point i jump in a trolley and get my mate to push me about, its all a bit hazy now but somehow the trolley has gone straight into a empty trolley bay, i smashed straight through see through plastic and crashed my face into a pole, could lose my 4 front teeth at the top. i look like a hill billy :x Will i get in trouble for smashing a trolley bay? got a friend of a friend to drive me to a hospital 90 minutes car journey away. I feel a bit guilty making her drive all that way at 1 in the morning, i shudda just got a taxi.
past week i ran good in some mtts, was really happy with my play came 7th in warm up for 19.5k, 11th in 55 rebuy losing a race for chip lead, 2nd in a 5$ rebuy for 3k and 2nd in 109 rebuy for $13k.
Thats basically all ive won this year about $34k + 16k$ bonuses on stars and most of it came from my run good last week. won some money on some various other sites.
if anyne can swap 1500 of my stars for 1500 on full tilt, pm me grateful to anyone that can help.
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. first prize was a £50 bar tab, by this point there is only 5 of us left, so we just spend it on a few beers a few shots and what not. 
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