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I am Just Enjoying Daily Intake contently n found my passions again -_-, helping people is a passion. Love amour ai


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just noticed, i used to use it here daily

thanks for fixing it mystery lper!



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I had the thought my blog always ends up being about me. Not always. Those are probably my best blog posts. The biggest reason it always ends up being about me is I don't think I'm skilled enough to put out serious essays especially with sources and notes and such. I used to do this in academia but I got a degree and never went back. I'm more of a consumer (reading) than a producer (meaningful writing).

I just finished The Brothers' Karamazov by Dostoevsky (good read) and started Who Fears Death by Okorafur (jury's out but I like it so far). That's on top of reading some non-fiction. God knows I have the time.

My mom also got me a subscription to The New York Times. It lets me know what The Regime is up to more or less. It lets me know what the propaghanda arm of Blackrock Inc. and Harvard University and the CIA is saying. NYT is probably slightly better than Elon Musk propaghanda (X). The X algorithm got really fucked some times too. Good fucking riddance.

Being away from LP for a while forced me to find all new stuff and gravitated towards reading versus video games which is a very good thing. I still missed some writing outlet even if it's not meaningful. I even considered writing a blog and sending it to lostaccount to post lol. So, it's a problem. I recognize this.

I am also attempting to purge sports from my brain as well as red v blue political bull shit. See what my brain can come up with with more room in there.

I've been having dreams about painting but sadly I am too broke to paint currently. That is ok though. This vacation from work has mostly been about reading and walking at the core. I continue to read and walk and I'll be ok. Perhaps up my getting a job game. I am waking up between 6am - 8am. I got a haircut today. It looks pretty good. It's funny how a good haircut can be an instant confidence booster. I also need to get better with my exposure therapy irt driving a car. It is a lot easier to get a job within a 30 min. radius in a car than trying to find something remote.


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bit of an overshare


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Hey there LP,

Couldn't remember my password for a few months,

Just went on an insane sun run the last week with 2 big 2nds and a 5th in nightly $100 stars tournaments for like 6500.

sitting deep playing all the $50-215s on stars and wsop for the last 8 months now, with a lil over 100% roi since coming back

I just purchased HRC and working with my tourney coach Tony, 1st.place is his stars id

going to becoming a solver pro now,
had to learn to think how hrc thinks in these spots and throw away my old chipev mentality, finally coming along good now though!

Just had this hand happen Heads up https://www.liquidpoker.net/h/1099975
meh! $1700 river oh well still doing well

Working real hard on my game for the first time in a lot of years.
next goal is wcoop and fall series, hopefully win a main event.

I got 12th in the last $200 70k event we had,
getting really close..

anyways, GL
rambling;
Ryan Neilly




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Well, lostaccount wanted an update and I can't sleep at the moment so here WE GOOOOOO!:

My bank account is dwindling and dwindling. I'm starting to drive further and further. My haircut looks like I have been out of work for 9 months (I have). I want to get a haircut that looks like I am running for office. I am thinking short on the sides and back and then going with a sidepart or a slickback. Suggestions welcome!

It's been interesting how I've been keeping myself busy. I started watching Avatar: The Last Airbender and Succession. I'm finally reading a book Stroggoz suggested to me probably almost 10 years ago. I don't remember the title. Something about Corporate Propaghanda vs Freedom and Liberty. Sometimes it takes me a while to get to a book but I typically will get to it at some point. I've just been really into politics lately. I read Hillbilly Elegy by JD Vance. I think Trump / Vance have about 66.6667% chance to win to keep the numbers simple. I'm not a big fan of Kamala Harris but is she better than Project 2025? Why do our choices have to be between insane situations?




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what is something WOW in your life?
kids, wife,gf

for me its freedom



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Any idea the best way to get money off of ACR?

They are asking for all sorts of identification, proof of this, proof of that. I just want my headache to be as small as possible.


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Finally trying to learn editing and my blog is dead because of AI and Google updates. It's still around but it's filled with casino guest posts lol.

Now I've created an outlet for movie and tv stuff and I hope the 2 Lpers who still come here and subscribe, like, or comment. I'll post reviews there soon but for now it's just shorts and movie recaps or great scenes.

https://www.youtube.com/@grimezone





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I have been studying n to play gto is so different then the style I use to play when I was crushing. im so rusty gonna study for the next month or so n get better. no wonder I am not a big winner anymore everyone got so much better which I need to level up now


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I forgot how to meditate and I can't go back to Y Bikkhu. Hello, hello, hello, is there anybody out there?


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I just hold on to stuff ya know? I got to get some of it out ya know? If I'm going to have any shot at recovery.

I have to start with poker because this road to mastery makes me feel alive. Of course there is the gambling too. That plays a part in ALIVE! But, many of the times I play recently my hands shake uncontrollably. Imagine you get QQ and you go to raise and your hand is not cooperating. I have to hold the mouse with 2 hands and hope to get the right bet out. I should be focusing on hand ranges not if I can actually get a legitimate bet out across the line. I guess I have been studying a lot but it's time to get some hands in.

I see my Doctor on Tuesday so we will see how that goes. I just have to remember everything that has been going on and be honest about it.


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Would u choose karma or love

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Poll: Karma or love
(Vote): Karma
(Vote): Love

I choose karma first then love after


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I've been out of the loop for a long time. I miss poker and want to get back into it casually for some side income and fun.

TBH, I sometimes find myself missing my early/mid 20s, the pokerstars days, and this community. I felt a lot lighter and worry free back then.

Are games fishy enough in ~nl100 for an old timer like me to stand a chance?

I miss live poker too. But I'm living in Mexico now, and def don't trust the casinos here.

What poker site should I look into?


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Once again, I'll be traveling abroad for the entire summer (June and July), so I won't be posting much until I return in early August.

This time, I will be traveling to the Philippines and will visit as many islands as I can. That being said, aside from my first two weeks in the Philippines, I plan to do everything week-by-week, so that it feels like I am on a real vacation and so that I don't have to stick to a scheduled plan that is often tiring.

My plan is to island hop, go to sleep whenever I want, wake up whenever I want, eat and drink whatever I want, go to the gym often to keep up with the food intake, go clubbing whenever I want, etc. Some of the islands I already planned to visit are Cebu, Coron (in Palawan), and Malapascua.

This won't be my first trip to the Philippines, but it will be my first time staying in the Philippines for more than 1 week at a time. Prior to 2024, I was in Belarus for summer 2021/2022/2023, and South Korea in summer 2018/2019.

I'll try to post update blogs during my trip when I can, but if I can't, then I'll definitely post a complete blog when I return to California.


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I have been going through some bizarre mental illness or neurology problem. I get the shakes sometimes. Sometimes the shakes get out of control. It happens when I play poker too which is the last of my worries because it happened to me while driving and now I don't have any confidence in driving. I feel like I am pretty fucked. And in relation to poker it was like I finally got the AC fixed, I finally was finding some mindset A game poker strategies that helped a ton, I knew where my leaks were. Like, you can't reallly just say to your leaks play better poker it has to be more specific and I was finally getting specific. Poker is all I really have now and I don't have it because of this shaking bit. I could play and be fine or I could be shaking so much I have to guide the mouse with my left hand trying to make the correct bet size.


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June 1st

what did I do today? not much went to eat chicken pot pie with fries and gravy, watch some champion league highlights.
cook some noodles clean the place a bit. today was raining so a chill day didn't have the appetite to do much except relax.
gonna buy some movies to watch on YouTube.

what more do I want out of this life? some things but im gonna keep it a secert for now lol.
do I miss poker? not really but I miss making money from it though lol but I can't play online poker as it is too tempting to lose my profits at table games as I can't resist sometimes haha.

what else is there for me to do I ask myself if im not having a kid and staying single but this is not set in stones so who knows

GL to all the grinders who are still putting in work at the tables I can't believe u guys can still make a living out of it.



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