Had the worst fucking start ever since long, even amongs all my stupidly bad run... just fucking gay, 3.5k this morning... I'm gonna have to play all fucking weekend long and probably wont even be able to break even... on a side note I hit around 10 higher PP vs lower PP who hit set preflop, most were fullstacks.
On Wednesday, I was kinda tilty in the middle. Today was more bad beat and coolers. Yesterday was heater, can do no wrong on those days apparently
Well, that about sums it up. I'll probably take the rest of the day off and play tomorrow, see how I feel about the whole thing then.
The lone bright spot today is that I think I know why its good to open for 3bbs from CO/btn now. I'm not so sure if I'm sold on opening for 3 bbs from utg/mp though. If i'm right, then gonna need sick LAGtard image for that.
well..after long consieration i've figured the only way for me to succeed in this game is to play SnG's where i don't care about the money and play my best.
I started with $5 on the $1 45 man SnG's and plan to move up to the $5 45 man SnG's at $150
When i was in Vegas i was doing some shopping at an outlet mall, waiting in line at Ralph Lauren to pay i look at this woman and im like "damn she looks like Ava Devine" then i keep looking at her and im like "omg it must be her"
I go to snap this picture on my phone and she looks round and sees me and looked a little angry and i was like "oh man she knows im some porn fiend"
She left and i went to the till to pay. I was pretty stoked i saw her...
BUT THEN! She came back in to get some boxes and was now stood RIGHT next to me. I couldnt take my eyes off her. The worlds filthiest woman was standing right there. Ive seen her get pissed on, give a rimjob to a midget, fist her own ass and lick her hand clean - the list goes on. Ive sprayed my load countless times to her movies and now she was infront of me in the flesh and i start to shake a little.
She turns to leave and i just think "oh fuck it if i dont ask if its her ill regret that shit for the rest of my life"
I turn to her and say "Excuse me..." (didnt quite think my line through because how do you ask if someones a porn star in public)
So i whispered "are you Ava?...."
she went "YESSS!" gave me a big hug and said "I saw you looking at me - youre so cute" (ship it)
The guys at the till ask "hey are you famous?"
I reply "yeh shes pretty famous"
so they ask "are you in movies?"
Ava looks at me with her dirty grin and i smile back and say "Yeh shes been in some movies"
I ask for a picture and Ava throws one arm around me, and then the other hand instantly grabs on to my cock and balls and she starts gently massaging them as i line up the camera.
I snap a picture and she gives me a big kiss on the lips (oh man the things that have been on those lips - but i fucking love her)
She says goodbye to me and the staff and I am just unable to contain the smile plastered on my face - I just had my package fondled by a pornstar - shes handled a lot of dicks in her time, and now mine is on that list.
I highly recommend her movies. I know some of you will be like "oh dude shes not hot" but when you hear her explicit filth that comes out her mouth its like the hottest fucking thing in the world. Shes absolutly wild and deffinatly lives a genuine sicklife.
Omg haha, I think I'm finally not getting the respect I deserve. People are playing super aggressive vs me, however that lead to some pretty annoying cooler, I'm trying to take them as what they are, because they were. I got shoved JT vs AA, QQ vs AA, uhhhh 55 vs KK 130bb(didn't get this one tho)
Had some regular setup in 3bet pots, set vs top pair, some classic 4bet AK vs QQ or AKs vs AA deal v sb and so on. I overplayed a couple of hands too, shoved a pair cause I thought he was weak and he had AK, overall I'm slightly down again... something like 1.5k today, I was at 59.3k and I'm at like 57.7k, it pisses me off pretty bad I haven't moved up since sometime... always taking many coolers which leads me to go down - then up... it's annoying I really hope I start running good again at some point, but I've got over the mega deep tilt I had not too long ago, hope it won't build again but it's starting.
Oh and the cashout is being issued, 40k in total and I'm pretty damn certain it's going to work this time. Still got work on the tilt part of poker if I want to move on higher stakes cause nl1k requires pretty good control I still play occasionally w like 2-3 tables within my 2/4 and 3/6 tables.
usually i 6 tab because then i can observe tables and find out stations and fishes what is kinda profitable and act fast.
tonight i tried some 14 tabing shorthanded for 2k hands ..i dont understand how some ppl can do this for hours. After machinegunning one hour i ended even but my finger was kinda hurting. cut tables 10 tables after that and it was much easier didnt time out on some tables anymore. I find ppl were calling much more my cbets then i was 14 tabing because they didnt belive if somone bets 4 secs after flop strong what i found anoying but if i barrel i always double barrel mostly.
ok so.... i started playing FR today @ NL25. gonna grind my way up ASAP. NL25 is really solid. i feel like i get leveled alot by tricky lines from all the regs. it's hard to avoid them though, cuz they play so many FR tables .
had a 3k session earlier today. ended up about 4 1/2 bi, so that's good i guess. ill update every day or two w/ progress and PT shots cuz we all luv pics.
so last night i had the opportunity to have gawdawaful sweat me for an hour. there were tons of info to take in so i may have gotten a little overwhelmed but still it was nice to actually get some insight into how poker is supposed to be played. i think for the session i was up about 2 buyins.. it would have been four buyins if i had won that AA vs. 89o in which the 89o landed a FH on the turn but still, overall a great session.
after that my friend and i decided to finish off a bottle of vodka and played some drunken starcraft and passed out eventually ship ship
oh.. won another 70 FPP so that makes it like 6/12 overall =O
last night i dreamt that i hit a five-of-a-kind on PStars but then i lost to a royal flush??? WTF?
lol..
I'm getting back to my grinding once I return to my dorm to my computer
I love Tommy Emmanuel and I actually really like this song too. There are like 85402865 videos of him performing this and Ive seen many of them. This one just purly stands out as the best unplugged perfromance of any song by anyone that I've ever seen.
I really want to sustain a higher winrate than this. 6bb/100(not ptbb) doesnt seem to good. I feel like I'm capable of 10bb/100. Its really hard to say so maybe some of you can help me out. I think that most of my stuff looks pretty standard so I'm really not sure where I'm going wrong. I really like i've hit some serious coolers this month. At the beginning of the month though I did become a cardrunners member and have learned a lot from that. I've been making some pretty accurate reads in a lot of spots and experimenting with firing 2nd barrells more often only to find out that ya my read was correct but num-nuts still liked his hand enough to call me down light.
I've also started going through hands of the regulars and taking notes on everything, how they play their draws their sets, what kinds of flops they're floating or raising cbets etc. It's a long process but I think it'll pay off huge since I'm often on 4-5 tables with these same guys day in and day out.