The Sun rises;
The Sun sets
The tides rise;
The tides fall
We blissfully caress our souls
Feeling that passion but letting it go
Not knowing which direction we should follow
We get lost in the idea of love
When the Sun doesn't rise anymore
The tides seem to stay idle
A strange equilibrium of eloquence
A clock without time
Stuck in your way
A thorn in our sides
We feel the passion
That is our soul
God exists through this
Giving a sermon that no preacher could ever preach
An understood code of emotion
Well i hate to say this, especially because i really like the guy and think he's a great poker player, but i pulled my first "neilly". however i realized that i am stupid and cashed out because A) it prevents me from being stupid B) i need money anyways. I have $50 in my account, and i am going to regrind starting at 2nl on stars. I am going to continue to play cake just how i was @ 10nl.
I just can't play 25nl underrolled anymore. I had $200 in my account which just ain't enough. I find myself wanting to go back to 25nl just because you can win more money more quickly.
I'm going to get PT3 + hud for some additional help.
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gl everyone.
Well, I'm not sure how many of you know this, probably none of you, but i was purposely under-rolling myself @ 25nl. I started it after a June July and August break-even or losing 3 month skid @ nl 10. I started 25nl with $150 in september and during september and mid august i built it up to approx. $370 twice thru about 50k hands. (once, then went down to 250, then back up to 370). I then got coolered and went card dead for a while, and now i'm just about back where i started @175. This has taught me a better understanding of BRM, because now i am uncormfortable with my roll at this level. I wasn't before because i wasn't going to let myself lose (funny, b/c i wish i could say that now...) I was a nit when i started and it worked, got to a comfortable br, but now it's low, so i'm starting all-over again back at 2nl. I am up 10bi in the last couple of days, and i will be playing 2nl until i get to a comfortable level again. I would say move up at $200, but i don't think i am mentally prepared yet. I am trying to study more poker before i move up to 5nl. When i am ready, i am sure i will know it, and obv be prepared for it, as i already have 39bi for 5nl.
In other news, i played the 30+3 on cake last night, got 70th out of like 383 i think. Pretty ridiculous, never had a big stack, stayed around 6-7K all night, then the first hand back from the second break 8bb deep on the button i get AA and there were 5 limpers (blinds 300/600 w/ 25 ante) so i shove obv, get called by 2 people, flop was safe, however one of the players who was near the top of the leader board called my bet with A8dd, and caught runner runner for the nut flush. =/ so i wasn't itm, but i did knock i guy out and it was a bounty, so i got 10 bucks back.
My 2nd job just ended (season is over, i was an umpire for the YMCA) so i was lucky and found a 3rd job to replace my 2nd one. I am an assistant for a real estate agent. Pretty sweet little gig i have going. She paid me upfront for my work i did today, what i will do tomorrow, and the project i have due tuesday. $400, and i really should only work for about 8 hours or so total, if i take my sweet ass time on the project. It's easy work too, all i do is walk around a neighborhood and put flyers up letting people know about an open-house they are having. If the house sells to a person i gave the ad to, i BANK. "We will take care of you" qft. It's a shame the house is about 5K sqft and about $900,000. It's a beautiful home, on a golf course. I'd buy it if i had a mill laying around.
My schedule is pretty busy the next 6 weekends. Tomorrow i have "work", 2 papers, a project, 7 chapters of homework i have to do, and 2 tests i have to study for. Once i make it past that however, life will be fun. Next weekend i am going to McMurry University to visit them and meet their baseball coach (this is my last year of eligibility for Junior College), The weekend after that i am "camping", then the weekend after that i will be w/ family for Thanksgiving, then the first weekend of December i will be in Iowa to visit William Penn University and talk to their coach, then the weekend of the 13th, I will be getting absolutely SCHLOMMERED ON MY 21ST FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and going to SHREVEPORT, LOUISIANNA AND PLAYING POKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLZ YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That will probably be the last weekend i will have with you guys as i predict my Blood Alcohol Level will be 1.34 = dead.
=)
GL everyone i am playing in a tourney and grinding cake!!
lp lowers the flag to half-staff, i'm sure there will be a moment of LP silence sometime today. I think the background should be black so we can mourn. Candle-light memorial service to come after barack wins.
I dont exagerate when i should i should be up around 12k in equity, this was just INSANE, it was also my longest session ever, with an average of 5 tables running for atleast 14 hours straight, and 1 bathroom break (i ate infront of the computer).
The lowest valley was as low as -7k, and eneded up -4700, so frustrating
All these hands happened in this session, and they are obv not all of them
The huge fish i were trying to stack the whole session, weee i finally make a hand... or not. http://www.tlpoker.la/h/5140
During current Hold'em session you were dealt 5300 hands and saw flop:
- 329 out of 1005 times while in big blind (32%)
- 152 out of 1017 times while in small blind (14%)
- 612 out of 3278 times in other positions (18%)
- a total of 1093 out of 5300 (20%)
Pots won at showdown - 174 of 375 (46%)
Pots won without showdown - 1112
ROFL SO FUCKING STUPID
i played on cakepoker about a year ago and not touched it since. now i find my redstar account (which is a different skin on the same network) has been locked for 'fraud play' which is fucking retarded.
i signed up on redstar after reading this on bonus whores (http://www.bonuswhores.com/red-star-poker/)
You may have multiple accounts on the Cake Poker Network. However, you can't use the same email address for multiple sites on the network.
And i know its totally legit to do play on diff skins to clear the bonuses like the ipoker network where the skins just offer diff bonuses to compete for players.
Now im fucked? Whats the chances of me getting my 1k back? What can i do?
Anti-Itch cream...$4
Pre-Wrap + Tape...$7
Neosporin...$3
Driving to Baylor University, Hanging out w/ friends, Getting drunk, Running from cops, Getting leg stuck in barb-wire, then going thru the forest silently to not rattle a dog, and avoid cops and spotlights, getting arm in poison ivy, but doing it all w/ great friends... priceless.
Thats right, poison fucking ivy =(
But i didn't get another MIP so i guess its worth it right???
Anyone have an estimate of how long it would take to achieve 16k FPP as a silver star, 9 tabling 10NL? I wanna get the $250 gift certificate so i can get another monitor.
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