I've moved here indefinately, and plan to stay for a long, long time.
What can I say, the games are soft, the girls are hot as hell, I got laid in my first 2 hours in vegas, and everythings sooooooo nice
since its all FR in the casino's, I'm going to play only FR online as well now too, I'm starting with $200 and playing on 20 bi up to nl100 and going to ceiling there til I have 10-12k and play 1/2 after that (im only gonna play online a little bit, starting at NL10.
I'm totally in love with this city and my roommates (quoc04 on LP) and Antony (a real cool guy that lives here) are both fcking awesome people
hrm, theres deepstacked tournaments starting in beginning of april, im real excited 4 them
i met Joe, the leader of the PPA, and talked with him for about 4 hours yesterday
I had some leak at fr my first day out here, kinda expected to run over the tables
took day 2 off, went over my strategy and now just playing pure ABC + best hand poker, and have been winning since
Going to the hard rock to play right now
My normal casino is the venetian, if you ever stop in, or are coming to vegas, send me a msg on LP!
I'll be postin nl10 hands for now as im workin my way up the fr ladder for the first time in a long time
This month has been pretty wicked awesome so far, I play poker like 5 hours a day 2-8 tabling. Rakeback is awesome. I'm so stoked to be getting nearly 1k for doing absolutely nothing at the end of the month. I wish proleague would start again, i miss being able to watch starcraft every night of the week and 2 tabling while doing so.
I'm going golfing today and I'm prob gonna life tilt because i suck at golf. I have the baseball swing syndrome and am absolutely terrible at golf. Girls suck, I woke up cuddling with a semi pretty looking girl who ugh i wouldnt fuck sober but i didnt remember anything but she was snoring LOL. I should really quit getting blackout drunk.
SCOOP is coming up and I THINK i'm going to play every single low event maybe not the $109 horse though. Prob will play a few mid events and I might ask for some backing in future blogs regarding them. I hope I take down something cool like the 5card draw scoop event.
I'm torn about continuing to play on cake. I can finally cash out now and it's a relatively speedy process which surprised me quite a bit. The problem is is that 9/10 players is a reg and even though I don't really think any of them play well there are just so much softer tables when I look @ nl100 on stars/ftp. Rakeback is way too awesome to pass up though esp considering im bronze star on stars. So, maybe UB or FTP next I dunno yet but im at least staying on cake long enough to get my rakeback check and then prob will move to another site get comfortable with it and move up to nl200.
Anyone ever been to the Coushatta Casino Resort in Kinder, Louisiana??
i figure pretty soft tables b/c it's in some small swamp hick town... Any scouting reports would be helpful. thanks.
leaving in 2 hours, gonna try to drive very long sessions in attempt to make it there asap, and leaving myself with atleast 20+ bi upon arrival
ONE TIME CAR HOLD!!!!! NO BREAKDOWNS!!!!
have fantasy baseball draft on sunday, its a 32 hour drive to vegas, so my dilemma here is if i drive 2 16 hour days i can have my fantasy baseball draft in vegas instead of some hotel that could be skeezy on the way.
buuuuuuuuuut
if i drive 32 hours in 2 days, its gonna be TOUUUUUGH
but
u all know me
im all about the challenges
expect me in vegas sunday
hope to be chillin w/ the winner of the wynn classic (FROM LP OF COURSE) sunday night :-)
if your in vegas or plan on being in vegas, pm me your cell # and ill give you mine and we can meet up sometime (that is if i know you anyway whatsoever or if your reputable in our community)
ok, so i'm in a $100 league with $1 trades w/ my brother and a lot of his friends, first is close to 1k, its on cbs.sportsline.com
I've been out of baseball for 4-5 years, but grew up watching baseball all day everyday, watched sportscenter everyday of my life til i was around 20, etc.
my main question is, who are the best players to get right now?
obviously the bignames (aroid etc) will get picked first, i'm looking for a list of good sleeper players, ppl that are good for points in a league that gives and takes points for everything, such as singles doubles triples, strikeouts, BB's, etc.
The most efficient players I would say
Also, some good relief pitchers and closers would be nice
Hope some of you can help, don't wanna be dead money in a league of ppl that do this everyyear in 3-5 leagues, i'm just single tabling the fantasy league this year
So I don't watch much TV but do like to get myself a DVD series when I hear about something good.
I'm sure many of you have watched the Wire, and I'd imagine if you're an American, you probably liked it (and even if you aren't you probably still liked it). I was surprised when a friend informed me that The Wire was actually heavily based off of an HBO Original Mini-Series from 2000 titled "The Corner", based off of this book: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Corn...he_Life_of_an_Inner-City_Neighborhood
Of course, Reading books is sooo 1980's so I didn't bother with that and ordered the DVD.
It came in last night and I watched the first episode just a few hours ago. Judging from the first episode, I would highly recommend checking out this series. I went over to some websites and people are pretty torn over whether or not they like The Wire or The Corner better. I think The Corner is a lot more involved of a story, as they basically crammed everything going on in The Wire into six one-hour episodes, and due to this intensity I think I slightly favour it thus far. It's production style is definitely very 90's-ish which is really the only negative I can draw out at this time (and maybe some iffy acting, but not horrible by any means).
If you were a fan of the wire, I'd highly recommend checking this DVD out, got if for $18 on Amazon.
yeah i buy CD's, i don't like pirating things. i'm a freak.
anyways i got this CD today, and it's so crazy different from his usual stuff. i think he actually did it right though. i usually don't dig "experimental" albums but i really can get into this.
Raiz's poems pretty good (a few blogs down from this blog), kinda made me want to chronicle some of my poetry online, so im gonna post a few here that i wrote in the past few months (haven't written one in a month or two), a good backup, and hopefully some people that enjoy poetry can read
Some of you might not understand these, if you do, then enjoy, keep your mind open, wrote most of these after experiencing serious love/pain/ups/downs/drugs/etc
laugh it up girls, i like poetry, write a little bit, and have some sick mc skills from time to time (not on the spot, just flows out of me sometimes when im with friends, usually when im drinking or high ), def comes from the heart (as all poetry does obv)
hrm, i posted a couple on raiz's page that related to his poem, i've seen a few other lpers post some poetry, and im not gonna be blogging often anymore ne ways about poker, since its all just an ego show (Oh i won this much today, wee!!! praise me!!! or, oh, i lost this much today! and have bashing go on, why blog about standard variance everyday, its just stupid. Literally, its just a retarded cycle that needs to be stopped, so I'm stopping blogging about most things poker related except when I move from one limit to the next, or other important things that others may need to know. Mainly, I'll just post the graphs from each limit and let the green line speak for itself)
so, ugh, i'll post 4 poems here, def not posting a few certain ones, since some are obviously for my eyes only
First off, a poem to lead to the souls enjoyment.
"Dancing with no seat belts"
Its a mission to go out, open your mind and have fun
walk through the doors, release your inhibitions and you've won
don't take too much, or try to hard
you might get kicked out, so kick back and jump around
chemicals change your reality, too much is never too good
Losing yourself on the dance floor is something only a few would
feeling free as a bird, open to see the world
seeing bob in the sky, protecting us or spreading his word
finish the night with a drum and a beer
wake up the next morning wondering what the fuck went on here
Heres a poem I wrote, mixed with poker, in search of right and wrong, Jesus, drugs, and finding inner peace.
"The Path"
Life all is but just a game
One that will drive you insane
Beyond the edge you may go
This is one place only a few know
Upon arrival you may be lost
sharper than imagined
in search of the cross
aspiring one day to be again at peace
Eyes opened to a new world unleashed
If you find the rabbit and free your mind
Learning and truth will begin to unwind
The hole implodes, Your soul is true
The journeys begins, to each a new
Heres a poem I wrote relating to a bad acid trip I had that lasted over a year, distorted my views of reality, put me in a dark place for a long time, until I understood wtf was happening obv.
"Inner Demon"
Centuries before, never seemed to Exist
Awoken in Pain, blood Filled with piss
Beginning to wonder, is this a Dream
Losing sense of morality, ethics, Self-esteem
Shadows Emerge, from each corner and hall
Finding inner light, the biggest challenge of all
A racing mind of Dark morbid thoughts
Distorting your views of who you are Not
The world seems duller now, with Eyes full of pain
Theres but one question left, will I ever Change?
hrm, one more, a good one for everyone on this forum imo.
"Destination"
To get here one must travel far
through fires and storms til you stand true
you can hear all the darkness too
ones failed in the path suffering from broken hearts
Reaching out to see the gate took forever
but forever is never in our infinite time
its time to finally sit back and drink some wine
this is a bond that can not be broken or severed
Feeling of achievement and glory now fill your eyes
Chest full of love, no more pain, no more cries
You knew it'd be worth it, Is it what you had dreamed?
Such a hard path to fullfill, so many cried, kicked and screamed..
As you can see, I'm not a professional poet, almost every poem I write, I try to use a different style and not get caught up in the same rhythm and having poems all sound the same, I've written less than a dozen poems in my life, so call them all shit, i don't care, i believe these are poems that relate well to many poker players, and many other ppl that walk a similar path in life.
Alright LP, this should be my last blog until I get to Vegas.
I'm going to be mostly a live player now, I've made way more live in a fraction of the hours in my life than online ne ways. I'm still going to spend 1-30 hrs a week playing online, but cuttin down from 20-100 hrs a week is going to be very nice and healthy for me :-)
Wish everyone the best of luck, hope atleast a few ppl that appreciates poetry reads this blog b4 it gets bumped, I'm goin to sleep, almost 11am, wtf am I doing still up
im new here and looking to meet some new people and better my poker game...as for may....im not sucessfull at all..all 200nl with -2400 in 400nl headsup
Why the fuuuuuuuuck do i even waste my time on these?
Lawl...I made a sick amount of $ with FPP sats today...like $1100-1500, and used a few hundo of my own on the mtt circuit.
i missed two big draws in the mil....tilted off everything after that, kings kept losing to jacks, shit like that all day in the big tournaments...started today with around 1k online and 30k fpp, now I don't have an online roll now since I decided to play everything that had a prize pool of over 5k for the most part, and I really DO NOT want to redeposit.
i'm going to vegas on friday anyways, who gives a shit.
I put way to much pressure on myself today, I think I kinda cracked a tad at the end, but kept my compusure for like 85-92% of the day, just mtt's fucking suck.
started the day getting uber to close to 2 FT's and had them taken away from me...kinda unavoidable situations like ppl shoving 11-13x bb behind 3-4x bb shoves and i have AKhh otb and have them covered. Obv I call, knowing my range is atleast 58-65% vs there range (pp's and AT-AK/QK/QKss/KJss)
So I feel like jumpin off a cliff right now, but I'm sure that'll pass.
Just smoked a fat joint, gonna spend this week working on getting ready for vegas and playing some of the $55's and maybe a few $162's here n there.
I also found out when I play MTT's, if I play more than 4, I do not play efficiently, so, there u go, whenever im focusing on winning big tournies (entries of $11 or more (not sng's)), I'm just going to 4 table and mass note take and play my A+ game instead of roboting 30 tables and needing more luck.
hrm..
I'm stoned as hell, this is a big ramble, I'm kinda wrecked right now.
I have more $ than I have had in a long time ne ways, although its cash now instead of on a cashier.
To be brutally honest, I'm really fucking angry at myself.
I totally failed today.
FAILED TODAY HARD.
I put like 2k+ into mtt's of my own $, figuring I would win atleast $600-$25k.
I'm so delusional sometimes.
I I I I I I II I I I I I I I I I I I II II I I i gotta learn to be fucking selfless and stop starting every sentence with I
ok
FUCK YOU MTTS ON STARS, YOU ARE FUCKING BULLSHIT, YOU'RE WORSE THAN 30 MODELS TEASING ME BY LICKING MY DICK AND NEVER GIVING ME HEAD, FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.
um, so I hope u guys are doing well, I hate tournaments.
Idk, I'll probably give in and put $600-$1200 on and restart grinding at nl25-nl50 and only play tournaments on stakes for now on, I think thats the ONLY LOGICAL thing that I can do in this situation.
oh, devon beat me at hu today for like $500
i'd like to say he ran in pure god mode, but he was one step ahead of me for the first 10-15 mins of the match and won 2-3 bi off me during that time, then he just sucked out one me a couple times and i said fuck it and left since he had all the momentum.
god that was humiliating.
get to share that with everyone here at the lp.
one that im going to say about HU poker, a wise person once told me, when the competetion gets to a high level, everyones at the same level and knows all the same plays, so its just variance....
But how the fuck can u not sit hu vs devon?
Like...I felt a moral obligation to sit and rape and pillage him, and he whooped the shit out of me.
hrm.....
this blog long yet?
So........I started grinding this morning (sunday morning at 4am, I played until 3AM today, 23 Hours)
Oh, I totally got my "satisfaction teddy".
You know what, I learned one thing from this, NEVER EVER fucking spend my own money on MTT's.
psh, thats a lie
i'm sure when im in vegas i'll buy-in to $40-$200 events..
still, thats what I SHOULD DO.
I'm gonna re-read this sober tomorrow, maybe.
I think I should
FUCK YOU TORUNAMENTS
YOU FUCKING SUCK
IHATE ALL YOU UCKING TOURNAMNET DONKS WHO PUT IT IN WITH ZEE GUTSHOT AND OVERCARDS AND HIT EVERYTIME (just search my hh's.......one hand really stick out, its a Q8os bvb, in the bb, in the $109 $100k gntd, ($145k prize pool today), he shoves a dry flop that i paired and runs out AK.
Ok, thats one instance, there was like 4,000.
this game can REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY suck sometimes.
ok.
wanna hear the worst thing about all this?
I ASPIRE TO BE A NL200 6max player and MTT player on all weekends. But these MTT's are fucking spirit breaking, mind boggling luckfests filled with ppl who have no idea how to play logical poker. Its fucking ARGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
plan of attack.
monday - watch tv - smoke pot - maybe play a tournament or two, idk, maybe deposit and start grinding again online as well, although a week off should be good for me before my trip (clear my head, get all the stuff I'm going to need for the trip, spend some time w/ some friends, etc)
tue - same
wed - same
thu - same
fri - GO TO VEGAS
trip across the states is gonna be epic. I'm gonna try to get fitshased in a few great cities across the states before getting to vegas, I'll get batteries for my camera and take some sick pics along the way (idk if they will be to the calibur of milkmans/johnnys pics, but they'll be gud
So I did it, I made roughly $23k from MTT's and cashgames, then lost around $5k in mtt's (about 1.3k in makeup, 3.7k my own $)
Cashed out 4 checks that will support my trip to vegas
is this blog long enough yet?
If your still reading this...
THEN U MUST REALLY <3 ME
so get on ur knees...
n get ready for some pearlz
seriously though, I'm just blazed, pissed, feeling strong emotion from poker for the first time in 3-4 months....
Crown, I feel your pain, I'm sitting here and I see your blog that says "I CANNOT WIN"
Meh, I ran like god for 2 months, I had to expect to run like shit eventually.
My discipline is better, but letting myself spend my online roll just cuz I have money in my pocket and can re-deposit is fucking flawed logic and I need to revamp that mindset like, NOW.
So tomorrow I start working out! As of 30 minutes ago I am no longer drinking/eating/consuming sugar and or eating any junk food.
Not sure what type of workouts I'm gonna do just yet but prob just gonna bulk up and eat lotsa clean protein and try to stay away from fatty protein intake cause i dont need to put any more weight on T_T.
I used to be very muscular/strong/in shape when I was in highschool and lifted every day/played baseball/basketball. I weigh about the same now as I did then (I weigh 182lbs and i weighed 180 when i graduated but i'm a far cry from the build i had back then.)
The hardest part of all of this is i dunno how i'm gonna handle not drinking. I've been drinking 5-6 days a week on avg i guess i'll try to cut that in half so 2-3 days a week only.
I'm gonna update every sunday after hsp i think with pics/stories/whatever and for now here are some nasty pics of how gross i look right now.
I'm not real sure what my goals are with this but I wanna lose this feeling of being fat that has recently set in and be proud to take my shirt off this summer when im at the lake or wherever.
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), def comes from the heart (as all poetry does obv)
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