After a long dry spell I finally could score in a MTT again. :D
Coulda done better, but made a few spazz-out-plays when the game got 3 handed. =[
Ah well, I take it.
Also doing kinda ok in cash games, even though I tilt-cashed out some money a few days ago.
Wanted to take a break of a few days but I felt good today and was bored cuz its fucking sunday so I decided to play a bit. You know what happened.
I think Im going to cashout all except 200$ or some fucking retarded amount and rebuild ONCE again since I obviously can't win ever ever ever. Im so tilted right now I cant even think clearly. -19,5 Buyins in like 3K hands lol. Fuck this game fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it. Maybe I should fucking quit, I could maybe win in 2006 /2007 on middle stakes but apparently I'll never make it again.
I have to struggle so fucking hard for every $ won, and losing everything is so fucking easy when you cant win a single fucking hand. Also im putting in so much time in this game but all I get is a spit in the face. I know that in poker anything can happen and you dont deserve to win a shit and all but it still feels so unfair. Maybe I should really stay on NL5 and just grind until I have some retarded amount of money so that I can piss away 20 buyins in 3k hands again on NL25 when the time has come. Got like 30 buyins left for NL25 but feels like nothing since with my luck I can easily piss them away in another 3k hands.
Just wanted to post that April is going kinda good, was already up like 230$ then I decided to play a small session before going to sleep.
That was the worst decision I ever made I guess. I seriously never had so many bad beats within such a short time span. I was on a table where a guy sat that went allin every hand, I called him 4 times, 3 times being a huge favourite, 1 time a coinflip, and lost ALL of it. Meanwhile on the other tables, my Aces would get cracked constantly and my sets ran into flushes on river etc. This all happened within 20 minutes or something, I think I never saw money burnt this fast. 7 BI lost in 500 hands... wow
Seriously it never ceases to amaze me what a fucking joke this game is.
Session.
April.
On a sidenote, I contacted my ex-gf(Aletta Ocean lookalike) today again. She doesn't have a boyfriend, yeehaw. Gonna meet her next week, I'm definately attacking again. Maybe I'll post some pics tomorrow if anyone of you wants to see.
And now, FML, off to sleep, if I will be able to.
Oh and lol, this never gets boring for me hahahaha.
-HM-fresh+div
March started horrible, went on bad and then in midway it got really great, and then ended bad with my spewing almost 1/5th of winnings while playing a drunk monstersession.
April starts swingy and fucks my head. Very annoying, running like shit as usual, I'm surprised I'm even up so far lol. All in all pretty ridicolous, already played a shitton and didnt make any money at all. Pokergods dont want me to win EVER I guess.
Beat or Brag? You decide : While i was surfing for.... XXX today out of boredom (ofc) I found a new Pornstar out there that almost looks exactly like my ex GF lol. The resemblance is mindblowing. Her name is Aletta Ocean. Lol...
starting great, fold button is broken again and im just spewing and spweing FUCK i coulda saved so much money y just pressing a little button called FOLD. well now its too late anyway fuck that
Hit my goal of platinum star yesterday, and taking my first NL50 shots, everythings going fine so far, going to grind 10-20 buyins more on NL25 and a bit of NL50 combined, probably like 8 tables of NL25 + 4 tables of NL50. I really like NL50 so far, doesnt feel a lot tougher than NL25, which is great. Time to build a healthy br right now.
I'm going to be a real bankroll nit this time because I will never repeat the mistakes of my past again.
Doing very good the last days. Coming closer to PlatinumStar as well. 390 VPP left yeehaw. I'll probably finish this on sunday.
I've been starting to play 3 tables of NL50 + 8 tables of NL25 since the last 3 sessions, and its going very good. It's nice to get used to the new limit faster.