Help me stay focused
gawdawaful, Apr 13 2008
I need to study, exam tomorrow at 3:30 and I'm basically going in trying to learn 13 weeks of material (its cumulative, bad beat)
I need to like, get 60% or something to pass. Help me stay focused. Ideas/whatever?
heater
gawdawaful, Apr 10 2008

Running hotter than the fucking sun is fun
hmm, update
gawdawaful, Apr 10 2008
I was pretty happy that I won money today, but this graph has me concerned almost. Such crazy swings...

According to pokerEV I ran like jesus but w/e. I'm even for the month now which isnt bad I guess.
Swongs
gawdawaful, Apr 06 2008

Break, check
Busto, check
Vengeance, in progress
fuck April
gawdawaful, Apr 05 2008
So far so gay. Shit ton of coolers, playing bad running bad, overall bad. Cant win, exams coming up, slash wrists
concerns
gawdawaful, Apr 01 2008
Addressing concerns from my last blog, see below (subtle bump omg, it was only up for like 3hrs)
It was really hard, I actually accidentally checked my session results today (which ended good apparently)
I'm not overly concerned about going busto since I have a decent roll for 1/2, but I am concerned about going insane :/
I have bad eyes, so I dont really see my br when I add chips :D
Bejamin, I do find that the temporary results (meaning, at that moment during session) that it affects my play. If I'm down like 5 buyins I play way too overly aggressive to try and win back pots to win it back, which is bad. When I'm down a small bit I tend to nit it up. Same when I have a small/big winning day too. So I felt this is one way to addressing my result orientedness
But yah, this does seem like it will be hard to do...
Dumb or decent idea?
gawdawaful, Apr 01 2008
I plan on not checking my cashier/PT ring game stats for 1 week or 2 weeks at a time. Goal is to play my best and not let results (positive or negative) affect me.

Poll: Not checking results for 1+ week at a time, good or bad?
(Vote): good - interesting idea/concept
(Vote): bad - stupid
(Vote): dont care/indifferent to the idea
So far, I know my session started off horrible but I think I bounced back to close to even, +/- 1.5bi and I desperately want to know :/
March
gawdawaful, Mar 30 2008

Pretty meh month despite it being my biggest winning month. I feel I'm starting to play a bit better though I guess.
Anyways, instead of writing boring shit that no one reads, I'm gonna post some pics and videos... of Alizée
From before she became a star
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Some other song, her most famous or something. I dunno, I mute the songs since I dont speak french
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Some live concert
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Some pics
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why why why
gawdawaful, Mar 27 2008
Why did I think playing satellites in class was better than listening?
God, now I'm stuck in that steps thing, gay gay gay. I also blew about $107 trying to satellite into the $650
imo I got jewed in both
On step 4 from 2 now. Ship.
baller + thoughts
gawdawaful, Mar 25 2008
So just a general thought/poll before I move on to my faux-baller attempt:
When you go to a restaurant, does the amount you tip base at all on how cute/attractive the waitress is assuming the level of service is the same? My assumption is, the cute & attractive ones get tipped more than the less attractive ones on average because of their appearance.

Poll: Does waitress attractiveness factor in to how you tip?
(Vote): yes - I tip more
(Vote): no - I tip indifferently
(Vote): I'm Chinese, I don't tip
As you can see, I left an option for that giant baller newbie.cjb
Anyways, today I left $35 for a $27 something bill because my team was winning, I felt so baller lol. Almost 30% tip! Then my team lost in the end. And I caught the bus home. Fuck
PS: I'm done playing poker for the month so I'll be available to coach here and there for like $60 a hr for 100NL+, $50 for anything below. Pay for my steak dinner + tip pls.
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