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Meh, I feel completely dead & depressed. My roll & all of my money in general has been completely obliterated. I have to redeposit to play nl100 anymore, if I can even beat the limit, because I'm back down to my original deposit on FTP (1800). If I don't do that I have to grind god damned 1/2 and 1/3 live, which is fucking pathetic.

I can't play anymore today to try and save myself because I'm fucking awful and obviously tilted.

I dunno what to do except keep grinding but that's already what I've had to do and it clearly hasn't worked.

I don't know wtf is wrong with how I'm playing except that I can't fold when I ought to, I timebank-call everytime I should click the fold button and its hilarious.

I do appreciate all the advice and thoughts I get on hands btw, I know there have been a couple comments I haven't responded to in the hands section.

I might as well post a funny graph of my 6max online this month
also I'm down 1350 online this month lollllll and like 6k live(this was legit sick running bad) + expenses & I got robbed for 400 this month

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I have given myself a hand goal of 2500 hands/day for the next 25 or so days. I've been just about reaching it, but the internet at my timeshare is fucking TRASH SHITCUNT PISS and I can only grind from the hours of 12AM - 8AM. So I have that headache.

So I was grinding after I woke up at 3 or 4 in the morning to do so, and I took a break after my ~1.2hrs @ 700 hands and I was up 4.5bi. I felt really good and like I was playing well, so I convinced myself to go for my goal.

But then I forgot if I don't stop playing right then, the rule that I cannot win at poker ever will kick me in the balls



now I can't really continue grinding because the internet is starting its day of being incredibly fucking shitty and I get sat out on my tables every 10 minutes, regardless of if I'm in the middle of a hand of course.

This is fkn retarded........

Please take a look at my hand thread I posted in mistakes

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The downwards part is nl50 hu, the upwards part is nl100 hu. Children, let this be a lesson in moving up to chase your losses.


Anyway I'm still down a fuckton this month @ live (I try not to let it haunt me.. but I had the sickest fish of life during all of my sessions and got owned by the deck<3 though there is one hand that I could of made a super sick hero call for.. would of changed everything ><), had a bunch of stuff I had to pay, and had $400 stolen from me on Friday (this MAY get refunded but we'll see). So my roll is really, really raped.. but I can recover.

Only problem is that I need to win quite a bit in the next 4 weeks between online & live, and I have no live cash and I'm only playing nl100 online lol. SOOoooo we'll see about all that. I might be looking for sum steakz if things aren't looking like I'll be at an acceptable level in 2-3 weeks.

Really just trying to get my grinder spirit back after getting crushed at the start of the month and return myself to glooooory! I've played 7800 hands in online HU during the past 4 days which is OK and I can hopefully maintain that, with a little live sprinkled inbetween if I get my hands on some cash.

I also *REALLY REALLY* need a place to stay in Vegas from like the 25th or so - mid/late sept. I'll pay by the week, and need highspeed internets.

I really want to give thewh00sel a shout for being very cool, even though we haven't even properly met, and to corwin for being corwin-y.

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we both started with 100
yikes

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check out 2nd blog down

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all nl50 HU 1 and 2 tabling LOL.

are u serious?

poker is literally making me want to die.

also look @ blog below, need a room for a couple of weeks in vegas~

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So I'm planning on being in Vegas 'til mid-sept. I'm looking for a room to stay in from the 22nd of this month through mid-sept (thinking the 12th-22nd or so). I'm pretty a clean person over all, drug free, and quiet if that's needed. Anyone have a spare room I can camp out in for a reasonable price?

Send a PM or reply here, thanks :D

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Lol so sick runbad @ poker & life.. down over 3k in flips alone in the past 4 session + standard flopped a set -> retard turns gutshot straight on a monotone board type of stuff. Then some stupid life stuff, mostly because my sister is a dil-tard.

Meh I hope my friends can help me out. <3

This is my new lowest point :D Not going to emo out really hard here, cuz I'm feeling strangely not emo due to feeling overall.. very satisfied w/ my play.

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for the small moniez, but yah, made some pretty elite suckouts when I make mistakes which is pretty cool

hopefully live treats me right when I get back tomorrow.. first stop is naked sushi to make my return to vegas as pleasant as possible:D

I'm also going to try to get myself on a more stringent schedule to keep my head clear & my game as sharp as possible for the rest of the month.. gl with that, lol

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playing 5/10 is like throwing money down the drain when your name is Terren.

hopefully I run good at 2/5 for the rest of the month because I really need to win a lot this month now.


whatever.

going to visit my grandpa, grandma and uncle in montana. leaving in 5 hours, gonna be there 4 days. should be cool.

poker.. aosidjfoaiwjeroijweaoiv

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