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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 04:29. Posts 8947 | | |
Tournaments fucking suck.
They are the devil. -Nolan
Why the fuuuuuuuuck do i even waste my time on these?
Lawl...I made a sick amount of $ with FPP sats today...like $1100-1500, and used a few hundo of my own on the mtt circuit.
i missed two big draws in the mil....tilted off everything after that, kings kept losing to jacks, shit like that all day in the big tournaments...started today with around 1k online and 30k fpp, now I don't have an online roll now since I decided to play everything that had a prize pool of over 5k for the most part, and I really DO NOT want to redeposit.
i'm going to vegas on friday anyways, who gives a shit.
I put way to much pressure on myself today, I think I kinda cracked a tad at the end, but kept my compusure for like 85-92% of the day, just mtt's fucking suck.
started the day getting uber to close to 2 FT's and had them taken away from me...kinda unavoidable situations like ppl shoving 11-13x bb behind 3-4x bb shoves and i have AKhh otb and have them covered. Obv I call, knowing my range is atleast 58-65% vs there range (pp's and AT-AK/QK/QKss/KJss)
So I feel like jumpin off a cliff right now, but I'm sure that'll pass.
Just smoked a fat joint, gonna spend this week working on getting ready for vegas and playing some of the $55's and maybe a few $162's here n there.
I also found out when I play MTT's, if I play more than 4, I do not play efficiently, so, there u go, whenever im focusing on winning big tournies (entries of $11 or more (not sng's)), I'm just going to 4 table and mass note take and play my A+ game instead of roboting 30 tables and needing more luck.
hrm..
I'm stoned as hell, this is a big ramble, I'm kinda wrecked right now.
I have more $ than I have had in a long time ne ways, although its cash now instead of on a cashier.
To be brutally honest, I'm really fucking angry at myself.
I totally failed today.
FAILED TODAY HARD.
I put like 2k+ into mtt's of my own $, figuring I would win atleast $600-$25k.
I'm so delusional sometimes.
I I I I I I II I I I I I I I I I I I II II I I i gotta learn to be fucking selfless and stop starting every sentence with I
ok
FUCK YOU MTTS ON STARS, YOU ARE FUCKING BULLSHIT, YOU'RE WORSE THAN 30 MODELS TEASING ME BY LICKING MY DICK AND NEVER GIVING ME HEAD, FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.
um, so I hope u guys are doing well, I hate tournaments.
Idk, I'll probably give in and put $600-$1200 on and restart grinding at nl25-nl50 and only play tournaments on stakes for now on, I think thats the ONLY LOGICAL thing that I can do in this situation.
oh, devon beat me at hu today for like $500
i'd like to say he ran in pure god mode, but he was one step ahead of me for the first 10-15 mins of the match and won 2-3 bi off me during that time, then he just sucked out one me a couple times and i said fuck it and left since he had all the momentum.
god that was humiliating.
get to share that with everyone here at the lp.
one that im going to say about HU poker, a wise person once told me, when the competetion gets to a high level, everyones at the same level and knows all the same plays, so its just variance....
But how the fuck can u not sit hu vs devon?
Like...I felt a moral obligation to sit and rape and pillage him, and he whooped the shit out of me.
hrm.....
this blog long yet?
So........I started grinding this morning (sunday morning at 4am, I played until 3AM today, 23 Hours)
Oh, I totally got my "satisfaction teddy".
You know what, I learned one thing from this, NEVER EVER fucking spend my own money on MTT's.
psh, thats a lie
i'm sure when im in vegas i'll buy-in to $40-$200 events..
still, thats what I SHOULD DO.
I'm gonna re-read this sober tomorrow, maybe.
I think I should
FUCK YOU TORUNAMENTS
YOU FUCKING SUCK
IHATE ALL YOU UCKING TOURNAMNET DONKS WHO PUT IT IN WITH ZEE GUTSHOT AND OVERCARDS AND HIT EVERYTIME (just search my hh's.......one hand really stick out, its a Q8os bvb, in the bb, in the $109 $100k gntd, ($145k prize pool today), he shoves a dry flop that i paired and runs out AK.
Ok, thats one instance, there was like 4,000.
this game can REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY suck sometimes.
ok.
wanna hear the worst thing about all this?
I ASPIRE TO BE A NL200 6max player and MTT player on all weekends. But these MTT's are fucking spirit breaking, mind boggling luckfests filled with ppl who have no idea how to play logical poker. Its fucking ARGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
plan of attack.
monday - watch tv - smoke pot - maybe play a tournament or two, idk, maybe deposit and start grinding again online as well, although a week off should be good for me before my trip (clear my head, get all the stuff I'm going to need for the trip, spend some time w/ some friends, etc)
tue - same
wed - same
thu - same
fri - GO TO VEGAS
trip across the states is gonna be epic. I'm gonna try to get fitshased in a few great cities across the states before getting to vegas, I'll get batteries for my camera and take some sick pics along the way (idk if they will be to the calibur of milkmans/johnnys pics, but they'll be gud
So I did it, I made roughly $23k from MTT's and cashgames, then lost around $5k in mtt's (about 1.3k in makeup, 3.7k my own $)
Cashed out 4 checks that will support my trip to vegas
is this blog long enough yet?
If your still reading this...
THEN U MUST REALLY <3 ME
so get on ur knees...
n get ready for some pearlz
seriously though, I'm just blazed, pissed, feeling strong emotion from poker for the first time in 3-4 months....
Crown, I feel your pain, I'm sitting here and I see your blog that says "I CANNOT WIN"
Meh, I ran like god for 2 months, I had to expect to run like shit eventually.
My discipline is better, but letting myself spend my online roll just cuz I have money in my pocket and can re-deposit is fucking flawed logic and I need to revamp that mindset like, NOW.
OK
BLOGS DONE
FU
<3
GL
Ryan
ReaMe
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CrownRoyal   United States. Mar 16 2009 04:35. Posts 11386 | | |
im pretty sure its along your way, come to joplin MO and play at the downstream casino with me/girlsrvicious
1/2 to 5/10 run there and lotsa omaha games and other stuff |
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BalloonFight   United States. Mar 16 2009 04:38. Posts 1380 | | |
Read the whole thing mainly cuz im on a sick heater right now and bored. sucks about the tourneys today neilly but gl along the way to/in vegas~ |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 04:39. Posts 8947 | | |
Ryan says:
hah, after i made my vegas cashout, i was trying to cheat a roll instead of grinding it
i got wut i deserved
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YoMeR   United States. Mar 16 2009 04:45. Posts 12438 | | |
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ShadowDrgn   United States. Mar 16 2009 04:51. Posts 1156 | | |
Sidebet on Neilly ending up broke in a gutter somewhere in the middle of the country by this time next week? |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:00. Posts 8947 | | |
psh those were paid for with FPP satelitte Tournament dollars, how does that count!! hahaa
and nobody came and actually spotted me on a table, cmon now 
ya, seriously tho, i have been tryin to cheat a roll back together instead of regrind it, i'm gonna play on 20bi up to nl100 and get there and stay there again.
i only have 30k sample there, but i'm pullin close to 3bb/100 16-24 tabling which is pretty solid imo
so, im preppin 4 vegas, wanna get a nl100 online br going asap, have 20 bi 4 nl200 ready for vegas and moniez 4 fun n all that, just wish i could leave tomorrow..
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milkman   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:10. Posts 5719 | | |
wtf is with u luckbox fucks running like god and losing for one day and being liked " i had to run bad sometime" or "i knew the downswing was comming" fuck this shit, its not running bad, its a standard losing day for everyone else..ur so used to being lucky as fuck u think u can cry when ever u lose.. fuckkkkk that, u played tournaments that wernt chuck full of idiots, and u played as bad as u always do, so u got worked.. not heatered to victory.. goddd how can u even have the nerve to make a crying blogpost.. |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:17. Posts 8947 | | |
milkman ive made like two bitchy blogposts in my life.
and i did play pretty bad at certain points today, i admit it, i don't give a shit.
and check my fucking OPR before you say I just run like god in MTT's, check last year, check the year before, I was constantly playing THOUSANDS of MTT's for very little if ANY profit.
how the fuck do u consider someone who is a winner in cash and mtt's and sngs a "luckbox fuck" when i've been playing for multiple years?
I know I'm not up a ton, but Its not luck, and u have NO IDEA of my tournament style / play. I've spent the last 4-5 months refining it, going over it with a tournament professional (to me he is, hes made over 100k last year in mtt's alone and hes a cash player as well)
You may have seen one or two FT's, but you haven't the faintest idea of the logics behind many of the plays Jlost88 (lostaccount) and myself have worked on for months. You think its a coincidence both of us do so well in MTT's?
Its not luck, although it takes luck to win, u need to know how to play every stack size in every situation throughout the whole tournament(s) without ever losing your cool and keeping solid reads on every player that you would ever need to be keeping solid reads on (lag's, tricky tags, etc)
Milkman, yes, I got "worked", some by the players, but mostly by stars, and yes, this was a losing day, and im bitching about it, cuz its way more than I'm used to losing and I was doing great in a few monster tournies today and they all fell apart (not my mistakes in most, had the $11 tourney torn away from me this morning and won $80 instead of the $6k I shoulda won 100% (i had a 300k stack and had a dominant lead, then setup after setup and gg)
You're so hypocritical, you've never seen my play, my style in action, you just see single hands and pick them apart without understanding the metagame that i bring to the table.
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TenBagger   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:18. Posts 2018 | | |
| On March 16 2009 04:10 milkman wrote:
wtf is with u luckbox fucks running like god and losing for one day and being liked " i had to run bad sometime" or "i knew the downswing was comming" fuck this shit, its not running bad, its a standard losing day for everyone else..ur so used to being lucky as fuck u think u can cry when ever u lose.. fuckkkkk that, u played tournaments that wernt chuck full of idiots, and u played as bad as u always do, so u got worked.. not heatered to victory.. goddd how can u even have the nerve to make a crying blogpost.. |
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matdon460   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:21. Posts 1089 | | |
this is such an epic blog I don't know where to start. |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:26. Posts 11386 | | |
i taught jlost to play mtts
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:28. Posts 8947 | | |
I didn't teach Jlost how to play MTT's, I taught some a little bit of lagness and some dif ranges to play from dif positions effectively, he (and artanis) showed me how to win them, and gave me the opportunity to do so. |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:38. Posts 11386 | | |
no, i did i was being serious
he was staking me for nl25 or something and got deep in a mtt once and knew i was an ex sng/180 man/mtt player and i sweated him throughout several tournaments when we were friends, like one time from when antes kicked in in the 3r until HU play.
he won the sunday million not too long after that! |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 05:45. Posts 8947 | | |
sick , he won 2 $55 FO's for 13k and 18k when we started working together, then he kinda stopped playing mtt's cuz they don't have the excitement and flare they used to have to him (guess hes happy w/ what he has and sees no reason to push it, logical)
I can not take any credit 4 what he does tho, he is a sick hero, way better than I am, and hes kinda what I aspire to be, poker wise that is. |
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MayZerG   United Kingdom. Mar 16 2009 06:09. Posts 2123 | | |
epic blogpost Ryan  |
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whamm!   Albania. Mar 16 2009 06:16. Posts 11625 | | |
no worries man, thats just poker, tough on everyone at some point, just learn to grind for cash ffs, patience and discipline is key when trying to build a br esp nowadays
play tourneys on stakes too, ive noticed u dont do very well when playing with ur own money on tourneys |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 06:17. Posts 8947 | | |
"ive noticed u dont do very well when playing with ur own money on tourneys" - i agree whamm |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 06:18. Posts 8947 | | |
atleast online, live ive always done well w/ my own $ |
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fakeshaver   United States. Mar 16 2009 06:22. Posts 1313 | | |
| On March 16 2009 04:10 milkman wrote:
wtf is with u luckbox fucks running like god and losing for one day and being liked " i had to run bad sometime" or "i knew the downswing was comming" fuck this shit, its not running bad, its a standard losing day for everyone else..ur so used to being lucky as fuck u think u can cry when ever u lose.. fuckkkkk that, u played tournaments that wernt chuck full of idiots, and u played as bad as u always do, so u got worked.. not heatered to victory.. goddd how can u even have the nerve to make a crying blogpost.. |
exactly what i was thinking |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 06:49. Posts 8947 | | |
Do you notice its all the people that don't know me, haven't had any conversations with me and have no idea of my approach of the game that has said this? Each player that has said this has NEVER railed me, and RARELY played with me. You guys are fucking idiots, every negative cynic who sits here trying to bring ppl down.
Milkman, If you would like, I will play you Heads up NL50 25k hands $250 sidebet to the winner on top of the winnings.
Tenbagger, same to you.
Fakeshaver same to you.
HAHA, you are all fucking NL50 "hustlas" who haven't moved from limits like, EVER, and milkmans the only one out of the three of you with ANY sort of talent, the rest of you are just mindless grinders who ugh, suck?
| On March 16 2009 04:18 TenBagger wrote:
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On March 16 2009 04:10 milkman wrote:
wtf is with u luckbox fucks running like god and losing for one day and being liked " i had to run bad sometime" or "i knew the downswing was comming" fuck this shit, its not running bad, its a standard losing day for everyone else..ur so used to being lucky as fuck u think u can cry when ever u lose.. fuckkkkk that, u played tournaments that wernt chuck full of idiots, and u played as bad as u always do, so u got worked.. not heatered to victory.. goddd how can u even have the nerve to make a crying blogpost.. |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 06:53. Posts 8947 | | |
If you don't want a HU challenge, we can both do 25k hands of NL25-NL100 6max (w/e ur comfortable with) and whoever pulls the best BB/HR, I'll make a $400 sidebet vs fakeshaver and vs tenbagger, and a $200 bet vs milkman. |
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SemPeR   Canada. Mar 16 2009 07:07. Posts 2288 | | |
the structure of this post...is like.......a portal into your mind. =p
this makes me want to learn mtts though. |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 08:18. Posts 8947 | | |
when i said i ran like god for 2 months, i did NOT by any means run that well, my graphs show it, all you have to do is go back the last 60-90 days of my blog and you'll see all the swungs.
and i played like a million mtt's, it was a matter of time b4 i win some, and just because you don't understand what empathy is, doesn't mean you have to bring your soulless attitude into my blog. |
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maryn   Poland. Mar 16 2009 08:36. Posts 1208 | | |
lol neilly u luckboxed mtt and moved straight into nl100 and act big while u couldnt even beat nl50, get real imo. |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 08:46. Posts 8947 | | |
wtf are u talking about?
couldnt beat nl50?
are u joking?
if you combine all my nl50 from this year im up.
im down like 6bi at nl50, i was down like 28, then i won a tournament (after winning over 20 bi at nl50 and becoming extremely confident at it)
maryn, jealousy will only get u so far, learn to play kid |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 08:47. Posts 8947 | | |
and im running at 2.6-3bb/100 16-24 tabling nl100, where REAL poker is played, not just strict ABC poker, isn't that what YOU would rather be playing? Or can't u hack it? |
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Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Mar 16 2009 08:47. Posts 8947 | | |
lol...responding to ppl with 90 posts
def time 4 bed |
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Artanis[Xp]   Netherlands. Mar 16 2009 09:13. Posts 4697 | | |
ITT Neilly and Neilly haters need to both calm down. |
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phexac   United States. Mar 16 2009 09:13. Posts 2563 | | |
This blog is awesome on so many levels. lol |
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maryn   Poland. Mar 16 2009 09:30. Posts 1208 | | |
lol im not jelous u arrogant attentionwhore
and u arent special just average "grinder" get over it |
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lebowski   Greece. Mar 16 2009 09:30. Posts 9205 | | |
what happened to the thread???? |
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new shit has come to light... a-and... shit! man... | |
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whamm!   Albania. Mar 16 2009 09:40. Posts 11625 | | |
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itsryan7290   United States. Mar 16 2009 10:51. Posts 19 | | |
lol i love how poker has slowly become more and more of an ego thing...
ppl need to focus on themselves and how much money their making and not anyone else...neilly u responding to these guys who hate u isnt going to help you at all in the poker world its jus wasting a few mins of ur time and gettin u worked up
get back to the grind..use a 100 buyin rule for mtts and profit...easy as that |
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True. I wonder where the hate comes from? Totally worthless. |
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