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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 18:15. Posts 11386 | | |
First of all, let it be known that I'm worthless. Secondly, I don't think I can run worse than I have been in poker, im pretty sure ive cashed in one tournament out of my last 30+ tournaments. Sorry to anyone who staked me, I promise i gave 100% of my effort and tried my best because i need a score in something more than anyone right now.
I owe my parents 600 dollars, I can't find a job anywhere because i live in a rural piece of shit town with 800 population and there aren't a lot of local opportunities. I also owe albonycee $50 which I have at the moment but haven't paid him for whatever reason, so i'll probably do that after i post this even though I really can't afford to take the hit to my br.
I also somewhat wrecked my truck last night, I was at my old highschool gym playing basketball with other graduated people and after I got out it was really dark out and raining really hard. This combined with my illegally dark window tint makes it really hard to see and as i was backing out i hit the back fender of a camaro with my door (ugh)
I can't afford to get that fixed and my parents really came down hard on me about it and everything else and how im worthless and stuff. It sucks when they are right and you can't do anything about it.
I probably could find a job, but I have too much of an ego to keep harassing the people who have interviewed me and stuff. I hate my life so much right now and I really don't wanna lose my truck. 
I'm gonna try to start playing 5k + hands a day in an effort to do something, but mch like neilyl I have a hard time ever pulling these things off but im pretty much in dire straits and it's this or nothing.
I sure would love to heal the stress and shit in my life, it's killing me.
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Moffa   United States. Feb 17 2008 18:35. Posts 617 | | |
Just keep puting in the hard work and keep your chin up man. In time, things will work out. I'm in the same situation over here, pretty sure we are the same age too so I can sympathize. |
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JYang   United States. Feb 17 2008 18:46. Posts 2669 | | |
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rogier   Netherlands. Feb 17 2008 19:03. Posts 1528 | | |
get a job
microstakes aint cutting the costs+playing for urincome at those stakes blows (5k/day is a lot) |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 19:07. Posts 11386 | | |
yo, im trying to get a job?
obv failing man. |
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Silver_nz   New Zealand. Feb 17 2008 19:13. Posts 5647 | | |
you live at home? sweet no rent NL25 balla 4 lyfe |
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Fayth   Canada. Feb 17 2008 19:16. Posts 10085 | | |
try harder to get a job, and _STOP_ playing tournaments, build a roll from cash games, get coaching when u can afford it, and move up using a strict br management, you can make it from NL2 to NL100 easily in 2 months if you put the effort.
You either pick that or keep having such a good life of party and shit like you told me, that seems to bring a shitload of stress, your call. |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 19:19. Posts 11386 | | |
I don't think i need any coaching ~_~ |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 19:22. Posts 11386 | | |
and why should i quit playing tournaments? they are definitely my best game  |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 19:23. Posts 11386 | | |
or at least i have won the most money there anyway, im more comfortable at cash games really. |
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Fayth   Canada. Feb 17 2008 19:28. Posts 10085 | | |
you wouldn't need any coaching if you could beat 25/50 for a solid winrate, but it's obviously not the case, you're going to need coaching most likely, for now just grind the micro stakes with a 30 buy ins rule and you should be fine |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 19:39. Posts 11386 | | |
30 buyins is for nits
seriously, why would i do that |
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Fayth   Canada. Feb 17 2008 19:43. Posts 10085 | | |
the real question is, why would you question that |
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Fayth   Canada. Feb 17 2008 19:45. Posts 10085 | | |
I'm not trying to force you to do anything, as a matter of fact I've had more success than you in poker (don't take any offense in that) and I'm giving you advices, therefore you should take them, not criticize them |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 19:50. Posts 11386 | | |
rofl
going by that logic you should be taking advice from clay who used a 20 buyin rule pretty much his entire poker career |
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Fayth   Canada. Feb 17 2008 20:03. Posts 10085 | | |
you know what, you don't deserve any advice from anyone, actually you deserve what you get, which is stress and no money and asking for stakes, when you tone down your ego a little bit and accept help from others then you'll have some kind of success, until then, good luck |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 20:12. Posts 11386 | | |
you suck at poker though fayth
i dont want your advice |
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Fayth   Canada. Feb 17 2008 20:14. Posts 10085 | | |
you telling me that is like me telling clay "you suck at poker though clay, i don't want your advice" |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Feb 17 2008 20:19. Posts 11386 | | |
yeah, except clay is good. |
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Fayth   Canada. Feb 17 2008 20:21. Posts 10085 | | |
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Silver_nz   New Zealand. Feb 17 2008 21:31. Posts 5647 | | |
wtf... don't rag on fayth, he is about the best person to advise you... you *do* need to be more solid...
This is like a neilly blog -__- |
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BigRed0000   United States. Feb 17 2008 22:11. Posts 3554 | | |
I would def. advise some coaching, from what I saw in your 6max NL25 vid you have some very big leaks. Just being honest. GL. |
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sniderstyle   United States. Feb 18 2008 03:54. Posts 2046 | | |
youre the biggesrt idiot ive ver herad crownroyl, bust with your big ego, or gain some humility.
to be honest icould care less and i hope you bust and become homeless
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