Costa Rica

Your in debt but your too lazy to setup your shit for yourself and instead you pay someone $1200 to do it???

Doesnt seem like a smart decision

GL send me a message if you want to chatter it up a bit! GL with the new setup ^^

This is fucking awesome man, really happy for you. Steady long nigga, steady long.

best of lucky for you man!

Holy shit. Ryan.. I seriously hope you put poker behind you at some point soon, or else you'll most likely be in even more of a ruin by the mid 30s.

And I mean that, not a bash or anything.

Regardless, best of luck man. Sounds like a nice spot.

Please try and think of the long-term. You seem like an intelligent fellow, I'm sure you could succeed at other things.

Cheers

lol @ paying someone $1200 to find you a place to live when you dont have real job commitments or any money.

from your 35 day challenge posted in January

March : Frequent Pitts often, Foxwoods for bigger MTT's + Hero April : "" same as above ""

why would you sign a 1 year lease when your plans seem to change monthly, last month you were looking for an apartment in Ontario.

in before "looking for someone to take over my lease" blog post.
in before "haters gonna hate"
in before "everyone i owe money to is cool with me spending $2k+ on relocating"

him relocating is the only chance they gonna get there money lol. Gl you should have moved a year ago moron. <3

On April 03 2012 00:55 devon06atX wrote: Holy shit. Ryan.. I seriously hope you put poker behind you at some point soon, or else you'll most likely be in even more of a ruin by the mid 30s. And I mean that, not a bash or anything. Regardless, best of luck man. Sounds like a nice spot. Please try and think of the long-term. You seem like an intelligent fellow, I'm sure you could succeed at other things. Cheers

ryan is a sick mtt players, he can crush them for 20k a month. trust me i saw his skills in vancouver. he just needs to have bankroll management, avoid cash game avoid spewaments.
maybe ill come visit for some fun

Death, taxes, and Neilly making dumb life decisions.

Sorry bro, I ain't believing your BS until your net worth is positive.

Best of luck bud Hit me up on skype sometime, keep in touch mang... Gonna ask some questions about the site you used to relocate or w/e

good luck sir. know you're gonna be shipping shit soon.
A friend of mine just used that same site to relocate to costa rica as well

place looks like shit, cant believe anyone would preffer this over vancouver

On April 03 2012 07:56 dogmeat wrote: place looks like shit

but i also think that if neilly sticks to mtt's for a longer period of time he would be crushing it.

I live on the beach out in costa rica.. Its pretty dope dogmeat. Tropical weather is the nuts.

GL back on Stars Ryan, i'm sure you'll crush

what about giant insects?!

On April 03 2012 07:56 dogmeat wrote: place looks like shit, cant believe anyone would preffer this over vancouver

Would you rather be on the beach, swimming, or in Vancouver wearing a jacket at 4°C ?

Do black people also lie out on the beach for tan-related purposes? Or is it just to blend in, relax (enjoy the sun) n stuff?

(I am not racist, I have 2 black friends)

No. Light skinned black people just get darker if they hang out in the sun alot. But for like my complexion or darker we dont need sunblock unless we stay out in direct sunlight for more then like 5hrs.

On April 03 2012 02:14 lostaccount wrote: Show nested quote + On April 03 2012 00:55 devon06atX wrote: Holy shit. Ryan.. I seriously hope you put poker behind you at some point soon, or else you'll most likely be in even more of a ruin by the mid 30s. And I mean that, not a bash or anything. Regardless, best of luck man. Sounds like a nice spot. Please try and think of the long-term. You seem like an intelligent fellow, I'm sure you could succeed at other things. Cheers ryan is a sick mtt players, he can crush them for 20k a month. trust me i saw his skills in vancouver. he just needs to have bankroll management, avoid cash game avoid spewaments. maybe ill come visit for some fun

totally agree with you!
I know poker is your dream ryan, KEEP IT UP!

On April 03 2012 02:14 lostaccount wrote:ryan is a sick mtt players, he can crush them for 20k a month. trust me i saw his skills in vancouver. he just needs to have bankroll management, avoid cash game avoid spewaments. maybe ill come visit for some fun

And I'll be extremely rich one day. I just need to win the lottery.

I don't want to be mean or anything, but come on... Still, best of luck, Ryan.

On April 03 2012 13:02 Kapol wrote: Show nested quote + On April 03 2012 02:14 lostaccount wrote:ryan is a sick mtt players, he can crush them for 20k a month. trust me i saw his skills in vancouver. he just needs to have bankroll management, avoid cash game avoid spewaments. maybe ill come visit for some fun And I'll be extremely rich one day. I just need to win the lottery. I don't want to be mean or anything, but come on... Still, best of luck, Ryan.

to learn discipline is very different than winning the lottery, cant even compare
if you are trying to say ryan is such a degenerate that he can never become a disciplined person, then you are just being mean
he's got a bad past but so what? ppl can change, evolve and become better, it is not up to you or anyone here to tell them they wont
if one cant help why bother to try put them down?

hope you didn't forget about me while repaying your debts no hurry tho gl

i admire your determination

You know you're fucked when you have tutz coming to the rescue

hey guys, the 1200 was welll worth it with the translators, them handling all the banking info, having a very nice apartment waiting for me. they're handling all my paperwork to get on stars asap too, plus they do a ton of extra services for u too (cant post here) - but guess what i do when i 24 table all day on the 5 minute breaks?

i like it here, its really nice, same pitfalls as vegas, learned the hard way for a g.......wasn't fun, but a true learning experience. i still haven't been to bed (this was last night)

tuts is a good friend who'm ive mentored on and off for a while, devon, just cuz ur still at nl50-nl100 making 2-5k a month, u have no right to bash on me who makes 4x that monthly atleast. i made 50k in november 2011.

anyways, devon, I plan to play for a very long time obviously, but I definately have a new perspective on life and the game and goin w/ the flow now. I'm learning a ton here and Its been great so far. Back in touch with my true spiritual self since I was 6 yrs old. What a long strange trip its been.

ANyways, I think you will be fine obv and I know I will be fine no worries. you have no idea what i did in vancouver in3 months, im gonna stay here for 5 yrs or so, so u do the math bro! its great here, my family is selling the family bussiness because my dad is retiring etc, they are moving here in the next 6 - 15 months most likely~ they have to liquidate everything they own b4 they come

The 5 months off b4 vancouver really helped my mindset as an individual, sad to say, but i definately needed it. vancouver was great, then i came home for 4 months and just chilled, did some hero won 5k in january, lost 750 in feb and dint grind much there in march, think i dropped 525 in march too

we are both good, u just think of me when im at 6max games etc in the past. you have no idea what i bring to the mtt felt sir.

anyways, u can scope and do all that shit np neillyaa stars neillyaa merge neillyjq ftp rneilly ftp

who cares about vanity and all that shit man, just do ur best and im rootin for ya, ur a good player i tangled w/ u and u won like 15bi off me lifetime or so mb more. but u def know i am a fulltime mtt grinder.....i run 50-100 mtts a day no sweat.

w/e i dont have to explain shit, gl to u, respect ur game, wonder how ur so oblivious to how solid of a player I am. sharkscope.com neillyaa - semi nanonoko graph over 20k+ games

have fun man and im not just tryin to single u out, but ya u bash me alot so w/e, def see no reason we can't make peace and let bygones be bygones. Its a life journey man.

GL,
Ryan

fixing the degen aspect and getting the necessary discipline is easier said than done...

the cycle continues ;o

Neilly you are not an idiot for fucking up an owing money, you are for not realizing it and your true situation and talking back to people who are right when you should just shup up or prove them wrong.


I disagree with others on the 1k thing to, it sounds very convinient if he gets you a place + bank account etc set-up in a foreign country it can probably take a lot of time you could spend grinding.

On April 03 2012 18:10 NeillyJQ wrote: hey guys, the 1200 was welll worth it with the translators, them handling all the banking info, having a very nice apartment waiting for me. they're handling all my paperwork to get on stars asap too, plus they do a ton of extra services for u too (cant post here) - but guess what i do when i 24 table all day on the 5 minute breaks? i like it here, its really nice, same pitfalls as vegas, learned the hard way for a g.......wasn't fun, but a true learning experience. i still haven't been to bed (this was last night)

do you smoke weed get jerked off by a hooker? I think lp is beyond going to the costa rica cops!

agreed about the 1k thing that baal said fwiw.

this has nothing to do with poker skills btw - i'm a horrible professional poker player. i drink too much, and i play drunk far too often. i'm actually playing some nl10 now heh (and after last nights silliness, probably play some nl5 soon lol), i haven't played poker professionally in long time. i finally realised that i don't have the 'package' that a true poker professional requires - and as such, finished my degree and am throwing out resumes like a whore trying to get into the business world. mind you, people don't seem to like my past work experience..

i'm just saying, i have no doubt you're a solid mtter - it's just like yomer said - it seems to be a perpetual cycle with you.

i wish you the absolute best of luck - i have no reason to wish bad upon anyone on this site, no matter who they are, as none of them have wronged me (personally) in any way. hell, i think tutz is a fucking retard, but i hope he kicks ass at modeling/whatever and makes a mint. even people who come across as complete fucking idiots - i hope they succeed.

it's just the delusional cycle that really irritates me. i mean, fuck, here i am - posting on someones blog who i've never met (nor ever will most likely). you've heard the same advice time and time again, and it's like putting out a fire with gasoline.

tldr - i'm skeptical as fuck. i wish you the best. btw, you're in costa rica.. i'm in fucking halifax, nova scotia. you're winning lol. and no, i don't bash you a lot, i used to, but meh, my days of being an internet warrior are long gone.

enjoy the sun

On April 04 2012 00:11 devon06atX wrote: agreed about the 1k thing that baal said fwiw. this has nothing to do with poker skills btw - i'm a horrible professional poker player. i drink too much, and i play drunk far too often. i'm actually playing some nl10 now heh (and after last nights silliness, probably play some nl5 soon lol), i haven't played poker professionally in long time. i finally realised that i don't have the 'package' that a true poker professional requires - and as such, finished my degree and am throwing out resumes like a whore trying to get into the business world. mind you, people don't seem to like my past work experience.. i'm just saying, i have no doubt you're a solid mtter - it's just like yomer said - it seems to be a perpetual cycle with you. i wish you the absolute best of luck - i have no reason to wish bad upon anyone on this site, no matter who they are, as none of them have wronged me (personally) in any way. hell, i think tutz is a fucking retard, but i hope he kicks ass at modeling/whatever and makes a mint. even people who come across as complete fucking idiots - i hope they succeed. it's just the delusional cycle that really irritates me. i mean, fuck, here i am - posting on someones blog who i've never met (nor ever will most likely). you've heard the same advice time and time again, and it's like putting out a fire with gasoline. tldr - i'm skeptical as fuck. i wish you the best. btw, you're in costa rica.. i'm in fucking halifax, nova scotia. you're winning lol. and no, i don't bash you a lot, i used to, but meh, my days of being an internet warrior are long gone. enjoy the sun

I lived with Jlost88 for 3 months last year in vancouver, i'm 100% sure he will attest that "it's just the delusional cycle that really irritates me. i mean, fuck, here i am - posting on someones blog who i've never met (nor ever will most likely). you've heard the same advice time and time again, and it's like putting out a fire with gasoline." is 100% false information.

I rarely post online anymore, I post in a 40 player skype chat on hands with all mid-highstakes regs grinding 50 mtts a day, lp focuses mostly on cg's etc, i stopped posting in railheaven a long time ago. sharkscope me, or just go to pocketfives.com, search me. roughly $380 a day, that was before my new coach who has drasaticaly imrpoved my game.

anyways, im sure u have what it takes, its just cg's are tough as shit and swingy as shit. mtt's u just gotta follow a system on 50 tbls, mb u should give it a whirl, i do very well month after month with it when im always on the grind etc;



Oh btw, any debts that aren't paid as of yet will be paid the second i get out of MU. I wont keep any $ til every gambling debt is paid.
I have learned some serious lessons in my life in the last year guys, I dont post all them like I used to because itsj ust childish.

Anyways, Wish you all the best, scope me if u think im bad idc, im a very solid player, im being backed on all sites for all mtts and im goin w/ the flow waitin for some rungud , havent gotten many days in yet tho, starsi s 1 day away from being active; gotta go fix bank papers w/e

ne ways gl everyone,
devon, i think ur a quality person with a great personality, I know we clashed years back, but you gotta know i respect you're game and respect you as a person. You're one of the best cyncis on the site imo. (from my pov maybe only) i tihnk we shud always just let bygones be bygones when I was an irriational fool etc, its been years bro.

I wish you nothing but the best,
Ryan

On April 03 2012 23:26 Baalim wrote: Neilly you are not an idiot for fucking up an owing money, you are for not realizing it and your true situation and talking back to people who are right when you should just shup up or prove them wrong. are I disagree with others on the 1k thing to, it sounds very convinient if he gets you a place + bank account etc set-up in a foreign country it can probably take a lot of time you could spend grinding.

You are right. I know its been a long time paying back people and still owe some money out, was backed in vancouver or would have it taken care of , backed here too so gonna take a month or two, everyone knows they will get every cent.

Anyways, I am an idiot for being so obliviuos to the fundamental laws of the universe and how terrible of a person I was being. I was seriously possessed or something idk

anyways, another page is turned to stone.
off to bed,
Ryan

I hereby make a public apology for every cent that is owed out, although i talk with them on a regular basis and they know roughly when they will be paid,
because I was very wrong by accumulating all those debts when i was at max a $55 bi reg, playing 215s and 109rs etc.

I was playing off ego and out of my league back then, it was kinda sad but It did help me in many areas as well for the future..

MTTs are pretty standard run ur system and run good some days
I have no incentive to spend $1 thats from gambling until I have paid back every single penny that I owe the gambling industry.

also very sorry it took me this long ass time to realize how i was acting, literally last summer thats been my main priority, although i kept 7k leaving canada, which blew up in my face rightfully so. think i paid around 20k in debts from 2009-2010* After my debts are paid, I'm working to accrue 40k (80K staked) and start playin on my own. I'm thinking pretty long term here, atleast 1-8 months to do this, never know hwo u will run in the higher bi events, not that it matters

Gl guys,
Ryan

On April 03 2012 12:54 tutz wrote: Show nested quote + On April 03 2012 02:14 lostaccount wrote:   On April 03 2012 00:55 devon06atX wrote: Holy shit. Ryan.. I seriously hope you put poker behind you at some point soon, or else you'll most likely be in even more of a ruin by the mid 30s. And I mean that, not a bash or anything. Regardless, best of luck man. Sounds like a nice spot. Please try and think of the long-term. You seem like an intelligent fellow, I'm sure you could succeed at other things. Cheers ryan is a sick mtt players, he can crush them for 20k a month. trust me i saw his skills in vancouver. he just needs to have bankroll management, avoid cash game avoid spewaments. maybe ill come visit for some fun totally agree with you! I know poker is your dream ryan, KEEP IT UP!

nested quote from my roomie in vancouver;

ryan is a sick mtt players, he can crush them for 20k a month. trust me i saw his skills in vancouver. he just needs to have bankroll management, avoid cash game avoid spewaments.
maybe ill come visit for some fun

John, book a ticket! I have plenty of space man, come stay as long as u want;

yeah i havent played a cashgame in forever it seems, I play poker as my 9-5 now, MTT's and thats that. I like a soft live cashgame with a low bi though :-)
Avoiding spewaments i love it , ya theres so many reg infested mtts comin up next month, def gotta select well, good advice sir;

tty soon man hti me up @ skype
Ryan

On April 03 2012 02:14 lostaccount wrote: Show nested quote + On April 03 2012 00:55 devon06atX wrote: Holy shit. Ryan.. I seriously hope you put poker behind you at some point soon, or else you'll most likely be in even more of a ruin by the mid 30s. And I mean that, not a bash or anything. Regardless, best of luck man. Sounds like a nice spot. Please try and think of the long-term. You seem like an intelligent fellow, I'm sure you could succeed at other things. Cheers ryan is a sick mtt players, he can crush them for 20k a month. trust me i saw his skills in vancouver. he just needs to have bankroll management, avoid cash game avoid spewaments. maybe ill come visit for some fun

oh found original from my roomie and great cashgame player 1/2-10/20 and he has ft the sunday million um, twice and he watched me daily and we played hu very often 5/10 1k stacks, sometimes blind increases sometimes no, was some very sick calldowns and evaluations to say the least, had my confidence very high.

well its way harder to fuckup in mtts than in cash for obvious reasons and i actually believe that he will eventually get out of debt and payback, your ego has led you to ruin so many times.

Actually i think your biggest risk as a poker career isnt now its probably going to be in a not so far future when you get out of debt and are on a heater with a bloated ego thats going to be the test to your self destructive cycle.

Where are you in Costa Rica?

gl neilly i hope things work out for you in costa rica and obv for those you owe money to

On April 03 2012 18:19 NeillyJQ wrote: tuts is a good friend who'm ive mentored on and off for a while, devon, just cuz ur still at nl50-nl100 making 2-5k a month, u have no right to bash on me who makes 4x that monthly atleast. i made 50k in november 2011.

making at least $8-20k/month and made $50k in November
still in debt

Lol@ byrn!

ya im close to bein out, 1 outstanding to lex for 5.3k, one to li for 2k andsmallish ones

not worried and they never worry and they know im getting paid back now that im here ATLEAST 99.3%~!!@!@

On April 04 2012 02:33 Baalim wrote: well its way harder to fuckup in mtts than in cash for obvious reasons and i actually believe that he will eventually get out of debt and payback, your ego has led you to ruin so many times. Actually i think your biggest risk as a poker career isnt now its probably going to be in a not so far future when you get out of debt and are on a heater with a bloated ego thats going to be the test to your self destructive cycle.

Thank you Baal, that is one deep insightful comment that helps prepare me for somehting I wasan't being aware of for the 2nd time araound! Im copy pasting this to my web site so i see it often as i rarely update it, thanks.

Ryan Neilly

On April 03 2012 23:26 Baalim wrote: Neilly you are not an idiot for fucking up an owing money, you are for not realizing it and your true situation and talking back to people who are right when you should just shup up or prove them wrong. I disagree with others on the 1k thing to, it sounds very convinient if he gets you a place + bank account etc set-up in a foreign country it can probably take a lot of time you could spend grinding.

not only that it costs quite a bit of money to fly over there...look at places, hotels, eating etc etc. not to mention the possibility of getting fucked over as well with bad rent deals etc.

CR is nice, w/out the 1k service, i would have been tottally lost, they have a huge tem that helps w/ everything from rides to linguists as well they are soo good, i cant imagine hwo hard it would have been to find a place, get internet, get a bank account (SUPER TOUGH HERE) andall the other neccesities.

its really not alot.

On April 03 2012 03:35 Fujikura wrote: Best of luck bud Hit me up on skype sometime, keep in touch mang... Gonna ask some questions about the site you used to relocate or w/e

ya man send me a msg ill help u out

@ Jamie217 - 1st - mad respect / 2nd - my backer paid it, i payback 2400 its worth every penny, talk to Dhilton or someone you know in costa rica, everyone uses pokerreguees.com for a reason.

top notch hard workers.

good luck everyone, done posting this blog GL!

On April 03 2012 18:19 NeillyJQ wrote: w/e i dont have to explain shit, gl to u, respect ur game, wonder how ur so oblivious to how solid of a player I am. sharkscope.com neillyaa - semi nanonoko graph over 20k+ games GL, Ryan

lol checked out your graph. 10k games for $35k profit. some nanonoko you are hahaha. You are so delusional mate it's fucking hilarious.

lol its solid as shit sharkscope.com - neillyaa - 20k games +180k solid get an id

On April 05 2012 21:35 NeillyJQ wrote: lol its solid as shit sharkscope.com - neillyaa - 20k games +180k solid get an id

lol so delusional