PokerStars Zoom Hand #92481865263: Holdem No Limit ($0.02/$0.05) - 2013/01/16 21:51:08 ET
Table Donati 6-max Seat #1 is the button
Seat 1: SolarMusic ($5 in chips)
Seat 2: Mr.HandsUp ($3.95 in chips)
Seat 3: KOCGUS ($23.96 in chips)
Seat 4: elalacran33 ($14.51 in chips)
Seat 5: golum265 ($2.33 in chips)
Seat 6: Torra ZN ($6.08 in chips)
Mr.HandsUp: posts small blind $0.02
KOCGUS: posts big blind $0.05
Holecards(Odds)
Dealt to SolarMusic 
elalacran33: folds
golum265: folds
Torra ZN: calls $0.05
SolarMusic: raises $0.15 to $0.20
Mr.HandsUp: calls $0.18
KOCGUS: folds
Torra ZN: raises $0.15 to $0.35
SolarMusic: calls $0.15
Mr.HandsUp: calls $0.15
Flop(Odds) (Pot : $1.10)
Mr.HandsUp: checks
Torra ZN: checks
SolarMusic: bets $0.50
Mr.HandsUp: folds
Torra ZN: calls $0.50
Turn(Odds) (Pot : $2.10)
Torra ZN: checks
SolarMusic: bets $1.10
Torra ZN: calls $1.10
River (Pot : $4.30)
Torra ZN: bets $2.95
SolarMusic said, "LOL NICE AA"
SolarMusic said, "gonna tiltcall now"
SolarMusic: calls $2.95
Showdown
Torra ZN: shows 
(a straight, Six to Ten)
SolarMusic: mucks hand
Torra ZN collected $9.78 from pot
Summary
Total pot $10.20 | Rake $0.42
Board
Seat 1: SolarMusic (button) mucked
Seat 2: Mr.HandsUp (small blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 3: KOCGUS (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 4: elalacran33 folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 5: golum265 folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 6: Torra ZN showed and won ($9.78) with a straight, Six to Ten
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SolarM Germany. Jan 16 2013 22:09. Posts 533 | | |
Why am I even playing? Losing 10 fucking buy ins in 1k fucking hands. This game is so fucked up and really kills me. I put so much effort in learning this game in and get rewarded with NOTHING LOL. I'll probably never move up and my motivation is 0 now, because I don't even know if I am playing any good. Always trying to be objective and not crying, but how can you not cry if you play 4 tables, click "sit out next big blind on 4 tables" (because I already lost lots and think I might be playing bad) and then lose exactly 4 buy-ins in the last ~10 hands? This is just insane, must be the poker gods or something. This is the last hand of the session. |
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SolarM Germany. Jan 16 2013 22:17. Posts 533 | | |
plz someone call me girl now |
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Shenny Canada. Jan 16 2013 22:21. Posts 1514 | | |
Hey take it easy man. It looks like you're playing scared money and you just have that intuition where you just know the turn and river will run out in his favour.
If you want some help with sweat sessions or something, let me know. We practically play same limits. |
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Shenny Canada. Jan 16 2013 22:24. Posts 1514 | | |
Sometimes it takes just a little perspective from a few others to change some exponentially destructive leaks you never know you have. Run bad doesn't really help either. |
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SolarM Germany. Jan 16 2013 22:38. Posts 533 | | |
You're right with that intuition thing. I do think that very often which is probably terrible. Not sure about scared money. It's not about the money when I play NL5 but to learn the game. And I told myself not to move up unless I won 40 buyins at this limit and well, I've been close to it and now it's far away again. Think I have to learn more about swings and stuff and grind more... |
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SolarM Germany. Jan 16 2013 22:43. Posts 533 | | |
Yeah, but how can others possibly discover terrible leaks I have? I think a huge leak of mine is, that I am very unsure about 4 betting/basically always either 5 betting or folding to 4bets and never ever calling, cause it just feels bad. |
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bigredhoss Cook Islands. Jan 16 2013 22:45. Posts 8648 | | | |
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SolarM Germany. Jan 16 2013 23:10. Posts 533 | | |
lol thats the team liquid in that locker room |
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K40Cheddar United States. Jan 16 2013 23:11. Posts 2202 | | |
Sometimes you want to think that everyone is playing back at you but in reality a lot of times they actually just do have something. |
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SolarM Germany. Jan 16 2013 23:19. Posts 533 | | |
Yeah I just fold fold fold today and red line goes down quickly. I think this makes me play really bad, because I start playing hands thinking "they can't have it everytime" when in fact they have it once again. And if people bet/raise normal amounts at NL5 they usually don't bluff. |
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