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NeillyJQ   United States. Aug 01 2011 15:13. Posts 8947 | | |
Hey guys, I went through a big 18 month killin streak in mtts and had built my ego up so big it was pathetic.
it took months off of poker to realize how pathetic i was acting, to humble down and to re-learn cashgames. with the help of a great coach and LP, I am so happy you guys are responding and helping my games as well.
I just wanted to say thank you, and thanks for bearing with me when i went into an ego-maniac. Theres reasons, yet they are mute. You guys are a great community that has made me the player I am.
Really...I just didnt know how to handle success in MTTs and constanlty being owned in cash, it was this sick confliction in me, my competetive spirit and ego was causing so much confliction that I couldnt handle at those times, sadly.
SO yeah, Thank you very much for being there for me, I'll be posting a ton, and hope you guys can have time to give me a hand.
Just runnin 150 up on Hero in cashgames all month n see where I end up
Last night, my coach told me to play pure value poker. I played 18/14/2.5 and biggest lost pot was like .80. I'm going to continue to play like this for a good bit, adding in some stuff to own fish etc :-)
just day one, and just wanted to say ty, i know i've been a dick, a stoner who bashed ppl for fun, this was mostly my bitterness, for that i apologize.
GL LP and TY!
Ryan
I'm going to work on getting some mental overhauls to make sure i'm always happy
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Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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can you stop blogging every day please? thanks |
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Stroggoz   New Zealand. Aug 01 2011 15:48. Posts 5365 | | |
dam, i thought this blog was gona be about your bluefire pro status. |
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One of 3 non decent human beings on a site of 5 people with between 2-3 decent human beings | |
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honestly neilly if u want people to start to appreciate you maybe you should try to disapear a little
pretty sur alot of people are like me and have nothing agasint you, just finds you annoying |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Aug 01 2011 15:56. Posts 8947 | | |
im not working for bluefirepoker.com because a botched stake on parttimepoker.com , after thats paid back then they want me to start making videos;
sry if im blogging too much, just wanted to explain some things to ppl who don't know me etc, (the ones that flame my blogs)
i'll stop blogging daily np, once a week for now on :-)
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Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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dUUd_   Estonia. Aug 01 2011 15:56. Posts 1840 | | |
| On August 01 2011 14:52 HeRoS)eNGagE wrote:
honestly neilly if u want people to start to appreciate you maybe you should try to disapear a little
pretty sur alot of people are like me and have nothing agasint you, just finds you annoying |
yea, i hardly care what you do but blogging about your emotional state everytime it changes is annoying. |
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redsnuff: bets all in with bad preflop hand and tell me to learn poker redsnuff: senceless | |
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No need to read his blog if you don't care, for all i care neilly you can post 20 blogs a day |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Aug 01 2011 16:00. Posts 8947 | | |
thanks , great advice duud_
any other constructive critisim is 100% welcome sirs;
think im happy wobbly is banned right now so i can avoid him making a 5 page list :-) |
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Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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| On August 01 2011 15:00 jeffv8x_-_16 wrote:
No need to read his blog if you don't care, for all i care neilly you can post 20 blogs a day |
how can you not click on his blog knowning its gona turn bad 90% of the time?
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redrain0125   Canada. Aug 01 2011 16:10. Posts 5455 | | |
so you dumped all your MTT winnings and starting over in micros
how admirable |
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| On August 01 2011 15:04 HeRoS)eNGagE wrote:
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On August 01 2011 15:00 jeffv8x_-_16 wrote:
No need to read his blog if you don't care, for all i care neilly you can post 20 blogs a day |
how can you not click on his blog knowning its gona turn bad 90% of the time?

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Thats why clicked it tbh
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maryn   Poland. Aug 01 2011 16:11. Posts 1208 | | |
why would u want to waste time in micro stakes cash games when u r killing mtts |
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redrain0125   Canada. Aug 01 2011 16:14. Posts 5455 | | |
| On August 01 2011 15:11 maryn wrote:
why would u want to waste time in micro stakes cash games when u r killing mtts |
its implied in OP that he doesnt have his winnings anymore loooool |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Aug 01 2011 16:28. Posts 8947 | | |
hey guys, after 4/15 i only had $2300. I lost that in Live Pokerz. =[
I have cashed out twice on Hero for rent money ($600 / $500), but have been extremely poor since 4/15.
I have 175 on Hero and just grinding it up with mostly cashgames and a few mtts.
Having to cashout 500 every 3-4 weeks when building up from a very small br has caused to be problematic, but shouldn't be a problem much longer, as I'm most likely moving so I can play on stars in the next 2 weeks - 2 months (grindhouse!)
GL everyone and thx for your criticism,
Ryan
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Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Aug 01 2011 16:32. Posts 8947 | | |
sucks i dont have the $ anymore, you guys are so spot on. its def something you guys can laugh at, its something im working hard to fix, but hte mtt selection on hero is just terrible compared to stars.....
soon i can grind stars mtts again fulltime !!!
hopefully during this time between moving I can get very solid in 6max and have both games to make $ in, more boccia style, that'd make me really happy ;-) |
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Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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| On August 01 2011 15:32 NeillyJQ wrote:
sucks i dont have the $ anymore, you guys are so spot on. its def something you guys can laugh at |
no it is not
people laughing at taht are morons and obviously isnt aware of waht poker is
alot of people go broke, goods and bads |
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| On August 01 2011 15:38 HeRoS)eNGagE wrote:
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On August 01 2011 15:32 NeillyJQ wrote:
sucks i dont have the $ anymore, you guys are so spot on. its def something you guys can laugh at |
no it is not
people laughing at taht are morons and obviously isnt aware of waht poker is
alot of people go broke, goods and bads
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yeah redrain, you moron  |
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JSquids   United States. Aug 01 2011 17:00. Posts 1142 | | |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Aug 01 2011 17:00. Posts 8947 | | |
Real Life RollerCoaster :-) |
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Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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bigredhoss   Cook Islands. Aug 01 2011 17:17. Posts 8649 | | |
| On August 01 2011 14:13 NeillyJQ wrote:
I'm going to work on getting some mental overhauls to make sure i'm always happy |
seems like an impossible goal to achieve, nobody is always happy nor should they be. |
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