Hm just due to the nice number and some RL stuff happend i ll make another blogpost
I promise i wont make more than 3-4 blog posts in whole April
Here are some graphs and March End results since i did play some hands last days even though i thought i would not do.
Ipoker NL20€ HU = + 148€ // + 208$
Stars Nl25 6max
After a heater start it got swingy a bit in the end Notice how it was very close to a whine blog post at the 25K hand mark
Cakepoker i dont have hands imported since there is no hud i didnt have PT3 running when playing there
but most of my profits came from that 1 big HU session i posted a pic of eariler
Also u get pretty sick good rakeback at Cake lol ... i looked at the account yesterday and realized i got 58$ of RB in there from playing 4-5 days of Nl20$ HU lol ?
had to cash out 644$ for paying rent and living expenses stuf but stilli could move up to Nl50 but will stay at lower limits for quite some more time to grind out a very sold BR.
If i had taken NL50 shots at 25K hand mark on Pokerstars id probably lost my whole Bankroll T_T in massive ragetilt ( As u notice i was never good at showdown no matter if i had a flush,set or 2 pair villian always had the absolute 1% top of his range ...)... so for me it is sooo important to stay disciplined 1 time
RL: BOWLING FTW !
I did start doing some bowling with my old non MMA friends a bit for fun after my MMA training recently
I have a Brunswick bowling center 6minutes away from where i live which is really cheap and nice.
1 Game of Bowling (10frames)only costs 1.85€ per person which equals to like half an hour of bowling.
so most of the time we are like 5 people doing 3x 10 frames each and its really a lot of fun.
I do enjoy it a lot so far especially since i noticed with recent increase of effort i put into poker my socialising kinda faded a bit.
My day looked like wake up -> MMA Training ->Poker grind -> MMAtraining2 ->Pokergrind2 -> bed ...
Only people i did have social contact with were my fellow fighters i train with.
Now due to bowling i got in contact with some old friends again and also got better known to a nice girl i dated yesterday
Was such a beautiful evening
I dont know how things will continue with us but i try to just enjoy the time i spend with her , which really is an easy thing to do since she is great
Life is even more Variance than poker i guess
like half a year ago i was kinda at rock bottom due to BerserkerInsane Girlfriend, failing at university and being broke as fuck while living in a shithole and being on heavy arguments with my parents who had to help me out with money to pay my rent at that time >_< ( God did i feel ashamed)
the later threes were directly connected to Insane GF,too ( She still owes me 719€ i will probably never see in my life again ever)
So to all who have a hard time right now u shall never forget that things can also change to the better fast
GL ALL
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U see what i did there with A8 ? He 4 bets and there we go insta jam A8 : ---booooom -- . hahahaha ( Krantz)
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LemOn[5thF] Czech Republic. Mar 30 2011 13:02. Posts 15163
lol I am like completely numbed by my research right now and my brain can't compute why you'd post updates like this or if I should congratulate you or I don't know what xD
I posted cause i realized i did break 1 K few minutes before i made this post
Then i felt like writing about bowling and socialising since i read that Jungleman interview and the comments
U see what i did there with A8 ? He 4 bets and there we go insta jam A8 : ---booooom -- . hahahaha ( Krantz)
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LemOn[5thF] Czech Republic. Mar 30 2011 13:23. Posts 15163
I guess by what I am reading about and writing I see your obsession with short term results and joy with reaching arbitrary amount of money as one of the many symptoms of the theories of irrational intuitive behavior that I am studying and writing about. I feel like a scientist looking at an experiment where animals get tortured where he observes his hypothesis in action, without any emotion induced by what he is observing or what is happening to the animals ;o
I think I'd be happy for you or jealous , or feel some sort of negative emotion that you brag with tiny samples or something a couple months ago, I just realized i was completely emotionally numb to the first half of your post :O
On March 30 2011 12:23 LemOn[5thF] wrote:
I guess by what I am reading about and writing I see your obsession with short term results and joy with reaching arbitrary amount of money as one of the many symptoms of the theories of irrational intuitive behavior that I am studying and writing about. I feel like a scientist looking at an experiment where animals get tortured where he observes his hypothesis in action, without any emotion induced by what he is observing or what is happening to the animals ;o
I think I'd be happy for you or jealous , or feel some sort of negative emotion that you brag with tiny samples or something a couple months ago, I just realized i was completely emotionally numb to the first half of your post :O
this. it's a common trend in his blog - but like it's been stated before, it is his blog!
anyways, good job man. good to hear you're feeling a lot better about everything. sick bowling alley btw
GOD. Thank you Lemon...But I guess 25k hands is a lot. I Don't knock that out every two days or anything. You should probably think the world over that amount of quantity. Don't mean to be a complete asshole, but god this site is pathetic.
edit: sorry didn't mean to be quite this harsh, you probably have a fragile mind from reading your previous blog posts, but just think about what you're doing...Your first 1k month, probably ever, you have 650 in expenses, and in your mind it's sustainable.
NeillyJQ: I really wanted to prove to myself I could beat NL200, I did over a small sample, and believe Ill be crushing there in the future.
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YouGoTGoT United States. Mar 30 2011 15:06. Posts 1118
I like you Pplus but I fear for you when you hit a downswing. I feel like you are not mentally prepared for real variance, and LP is not mentally prepared for 10 whine posts in 3 days.
