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tutz Brasil. Jan 22 2010 15:28. Posts 2140 | | |
hi guys
first let me introduce myself for those who dont know me. my name is Arthur, I just turned 20 and I live in Brasilia, capital of Brazil, away from my parents that live in antoher city. I live by myself since june 2008 working for the brazillian government at the morning. the payment is great, I can afford a very nice life, nice car, nice friends and stuff. to get that job I had to be aproved on a test where there was over 1k ppl/job applying, so I'm really the hard-working kinda guy. I started grinding online poker in august/2009 and I'm currently playing NL25/NL50. poker has always been good and thats not why I'm blogging this.
other than money, my life has never been very good. I seem to atract the wrong girls all the time, its just like a very sick bad run. last months my life has been shitty and everything seems to be going the wrong way. due the fucking hard depression I'm suffering I'm gonna start psycho-terapy tuesday 26, gonna get a license from work cause its kinda impossible to work with my current state of mind. I'm starting the treatment with a antidrepression medicine called Amitriptyline: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amitriptyline . the treatment is supposed to last 3 months. wish me luck!
sorry if the english is not the best
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Sicks Macks United States. Jan 22 2010 15:30. Posts 3929 | | |
Hope that it helps, feel better |
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KingSpades United States. Jan 22 2010 15:32. Posts 119 | | |
Pretty intense. Good luck man. |
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sniderstyle United States. Jan 22 2010 15:43. Posts 2046 | | |
well for what its worth, out of anyone i sweated/coached playing micro limits I though you had the most potential. Keep your chin up ! |
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Afterme Bulgaria. Jan 22 2010 15:43. Posts 23 | | |
Dude, I've walked the same road a few years ago, in fact I was just around your age.I won't comment it in public, but I can give you an advice - speak to 1 or 2 more doctors, cause Zoloft and Cipralex are way better than yours(personal opinion).And there's some other stuff you could probably get in the beggining just to get in shape for life, work, etc. etc... |
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longple  Sweden. Jan 22 2010 15:49. Posts 4472 | | |
sorry to hear that : < gl |
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genjix China. Jan 22 2010 15:51. Posts 2677 | | |
brazil is a really cool place.
I say quit the job, and live making less with poker if it's making you depressed. don't take medicines that fuck with your brain dude. chill and have fun |
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genjix China. Jan 22 2010 15:52. Posts 2677 | | |
I mean your life doesn't sound as great as you describe it if you feel depressed! you can travel really cheap for next to nothing and enjoy the good life |
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JSquids United States. Jan 22 2010 15:54. Posts 1142 | | |
your story is pathetic. thank god u wernt born in africa, your parents arnt dead and you have all working body parts. |
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Afterme Bulgaria. Jan 22 2010 15:58. Posts 23 | | |
| | On January 22 2010 14:54 JSquids wrote:
your story is pathetic. thank god u wernt born in africa, your parents arnt dead and you have all working body parts. |
OMG, OMG, OMG.You don't live in africa -> you can't get depressed....So narrow minded, I can't believe there are still ppl like you. |
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Raidern Brasil. Jan 22 2010 15:59. Posts 4243 | | |
| | On January 22 2010 14:54 JSquids wrote:
your story is pathetic. thank god u wernt born in africa, your parents arnt dead and you have all working body parts. |
yea, like you have a choice
[ ]"i want to be depressed"
[x]"i dont want to be depressed"
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Uptown . Jan 22 2010 16:02. Posts 3557 | | |
figure ou tthe root causes for your problems rather than depending on meds...
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Afterme Bulgaria. Jan 22 2010 16:11. Posts 23 | | |
Sometimes it's not a psyhological condition, but lack of serotonin in the brain cells.So it's hard to define what exactly causes the problem.And IT IS MEDICAL CONDITION, so it's not pathetic, you must take some medicines at the begining, and yes- travelling and everything that makes you happy should be a must. |
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Bigbobm United States. Jan 22 2010 16:24. Posts 5512 | | |
if this was a girl induced depression, why not just say fuck the girls?
pretty simple fix imo |
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phexac United States. Jan 22 2010 16:25. Posts 2563 | | |
Hey I learned something new here - Rio is not the capital of Brazil. I feel like I'm born anew. Thanks man! |
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Fujikura United States. Jan 22 2010 16:41. Posts 1795 | | |
I run bad with girls too. They always fuck me over... |
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chris United States. Jan 22 2010 16:45. Posts 5507 | | |
dude you can make awesome oragami. those paper roses are bad ass
smoking pot helps me with depression
too bad i cannot smoke anymore |
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Mariuslol Norway. Jan 22 2010 16:54. Posts 4742 | | |
Oh, attachment leads to suffering, which you can easily do if you wreck an expensive car, lose a gf/lover, which will cause a lot of pain!!
tutz, check your pm, I sent one xD |
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AURELIUS United States. Jan 22 2010 18:42. Posts 32 | | |
tutz,
Yur still a young puppy, I believe mind over matter and if you have in your mind that you will be depressed or easily let down no matter what it is then you will definitely become " DEPRESSED ". I agree with the attachment comment and at 20 and making a good living you should be fucking and leaving these chicks not wanting a GF just to have someone. Do what makes you happy fuck the money and fuck what anyone says that you don't agree with, you have the right to disagree and do as you please.
One last thing, I don't think many Lpers ware of the reality of your post. For anyone to write this post and express what is truly holding them back from enjoying life "it must be serious ".
I wish you best and good luck with the recovery.
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EzPzLmnSqz United States. Jan 22 2010 19:02. Posts 549 | | |
i run with good with relationships. all in'd my first one and stacked off.
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