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Xervean United States. Sep 13 2009 19:40. Posts 682 | | |
Ok so im sitting here at work on my 26th birthday, its very slow and I began reflecting on the last few years. I began wondering what my life would be like if I had never read rekruls poker story on team liquid and gotten the sickness. I began wondering what I would be doing right now. I thought long and hard about all of the ups and downs and agony that I have gone through in poker. And then I realized that none of it matters. Theres no reason for me to create my own personal hell. No reason for me to cry and complain about having thousand dollar swings. Its like rekrul once said, that we are all in a very fortunate position to be able to make money clicking a mouse on a computer. Everyone in life has to deal with suffering. This is one of the noble truths dictated by the Buddha. My goal for the next year of my life is to begin freeing myself from suffering. To be able to play poker without it causing pain in my life.
"He who feels deprived, must have had privilege." Lao Tsu- The Tao Te Ching
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Fayth  Canada. Sep 13 2009 19:56. Posts 10085 | | |
so what's your plan, exactly |
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Xervean United States. Sep 13 2009 20:28. Posts 682 | | |
yes I have been having multiple +8-12 buyin days lately, but I had a 1 buyin downswing last night lolz. The plan is everytime I feel something negative enter my mind to try to become instantly mindful of it and see it for what it really is. Also multiple meditation sessions throughout the day. The standard focusing on breath mind stilling type stuff, in addition to reflective meditations designed to get rid of negative energies. |
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nicksson Sweden. Sep 13 2009 20:45. Posts 4662 | | | |
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Xervean United States. Sep 13 2009 21:14. Posts 682 | | | |
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ggplz Sweden. Sep 13 2009 22:46. Posts 16784 | | | |
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CrownRoyal United States. Sep 13 2009 23:39. Posts 11386 | | |
everyone knows you never leave the table when you're on a heater. |
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Silver_nz New Zealand. Sep 14 2009 00:44. Posts 5647 | | |
for me its more a question of what would I be doing if i hadn't wasted so much time playing starcraft, AND THEN gone on to piss around at poker. yeah, no point in crying about it, all you can do is learn from the past |
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YoMeR United States. Sep 14 2009 00:51. Posts 12438 | | |
lol you sexy degen have my babies.
good luck on conquering the demon! |
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