month starts good! first place! one time lucky thanks god.

wee
but at the same time, month sucks already again. even despite my nice score i feel like ragetilting again cuz i cant win a SHIT in the fucking cashgame.... sigh probably will have blown away all winnings withing a few days on nl 25.

last month: (another 10k hands missing with about 300$ more profit,HEM wont import them for some stupid fucking reason)

i play absolutely the same, i feel at least like that. I have no idea why i always get these huge fuckign swings !? i always lose like 128129831289 buyins in a few days and then win them back in a few days later. something is fucking wrong i guess maybe my playing style just fucking sucks 
total nl25 graph for some months. pretty marginal ~3bb/100 winner, most of that is 15 tabling though, just made the transition into 4 tabling since a few thousand hands, but still doesnt help. feel like the worst player ever.

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