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Yeehaw, the old tiltmonkey in me is back. And it feels like I cant beat him.... everytime I make a decision he already pressed on the wrong button. The funny thing is, I can play concentrated for days, and make the right moves, but the tiltmonkey can destroy everything in just a few MINUTES. I cant put my anger towards myself in words right now. I played so fucking much today and could have ended up ALOT in the greens, I even could have turned the bad month into a winning one, because at one time I really won a lot in a very short time. But instead of keeping it, I slowly tilt it away first... and then I tilt it away like a fcking retard fuckhead and make this an actual losing day. Within 20 minutes i lost all, twice.
AWEJFPIAJWEFIOJAWEIPFJAWIPEJFIAWEFJIAWJEIFJ I really wanna smash something. Why cant I beat the monkey tilt fucker in me? My winrate sucks dick now as well since this whole month is a losing one. God damnit I could have it all so nice. Now everytime I play I will think of what I already could have achieved and shit but I know that I should only think of playing the best right NOW. But my mind is fucking me up, telling me I could already have had a lot more money and this makes me so angry that it leads to more bad play.
Now i dont know what to do, I have the fear that my old circle of life poker tilt will start again.
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCK.
What do you guys do in my situation?
Here's the graph of the month so far.... just looking at it makes me tilt. If you see the straight line to the bottom at the end, then you know when i really started tilting badly and forced myself to stop.
Edit : Updated graph T_T
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GOD DAMN how can I be so weak and not control myself over and over again. Shit is not getting out of my head. |
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FUCKIT im going to play another session. I can't stop right now. |
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Games are so soft how can I NOT be making any money. Fuck my life! |
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just lost even more hahahaha.... lost half my br today |
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Timonga United States. Jan 05 2009 20:39. Posts 1074 | | | |
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Timonga United States. Jan 05 2009 20:39. Posts 1074 | | |
| | On January 05 2009 19:32 ConquistadoR wrote:
just lost even more hahahaha.... lost half my br today |
how much $ is that? |
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Timonga United States. Jan 05 2009 20:40. Posts 1074 | | |
Oh, and you should probably quit playing poker for a while? I'm about to take a long ass break myself, I fucking hate this game |
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RaiZ France. Jan 05 2009 20:41. Posts 1503 | | |
Gambool more plz, get busto, fail at life.
You want it ? No ? Then you know what to do. |
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Uptown . Jan 05 2009 20:41. Posts 3557 | | |
| | On January 05 2009 19:32 ConquistadoR wrote:
just lost even more hahahaha.... lost half my br today |
Fuck man, sounds like me 1 week ago, (lost like 2/3 BR in 3days?) huk.
Bring it down to like 2-4 tables and concentrate on making solid, sound decisions. You've been a winner once, you'll be a winner again if you don't let yourself get in the way of your own self! |
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True....
Thanks for the answers guys. Well i didnt lose half my br, but lost more than 1/3rd of it. Today before i started i was at 650, now i am at 400. Not even properly rolled for that limit anymore. But i get like 220$ worth of RB soon. Well still..... this was horrible.. totally killed the month. Dont have any hope that i can turn this into a winning month anymore. Check out the new graph.
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Timonga United States. Jan 05 2009 21:58. Posts 1074 | | |
just take a little break from poker imo, like a day or two, you'll be alright |
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True, i'll try that. Thx again |
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Uptown . Jan 06 2009 00:14. Posts 3557 | | |
yea short break like 2 days seems good, eat well, sleep well, hang out with friends, go watch a movie or go play some sports, clear the mind and come back strong~
Looking forward to good news when you get back <3 |
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