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PplusAD Germany. Sep 23 2008 09:24. Posts 7182

Pokerwise this is the worst month of my life ....

I am down 1,6K this month ... -1,2K on Nl100 HU -600 on NL200HU + 200 on NL50 6max

So this leaves me in a very shitty situation.

basically 1 1/2 month ago i was sitting on a 5K online roll
right now my casher shows 147$ .....

I had 2 major cash outs ( 2,8K in total)

reasons for the cashout were being afraid of german online law and not wanting to have a big online roll in case poker gets totally banned in germany on January 2009

+ I bought some things from the money
spend like 300$ on partying
300$ on watch
1K on a 10day holiday trip to dublin ( which will happen next week)
200$ in MMA gear

which leads to a total of 1,8K spent this month.

So this + Poker i spend a whooping 3,400 $ this month so far >_<

I have 2 options now .

1.) cash in like 1K back into poker account and play Nl50 6max with 21,5 buy ins.
2.) get a 1K stake from somebody and play NL506max with 21,5 buy ins.

i probably will take option nr.1
I simply dont like the idea of playing with someones else money too much.

looking back at what happend this month the situation is really sad !
And i am 100% responsible for the misery

My main fault all this time and ever since i have been playing poker is the inability to move down when not having proper BR for a limit ....

just as an example ...
After the Cashouts i had ~ 2,1 K monez left.

I played Nl100 HU with 21Buy ins which is not good itself but maybe okay when u move down as soon as u only have 18buy ins left.
I hit a really freaking bad run and got down to just 1,3K $ -> i played NL506max and got it back up to 1,7K .... then moved up to Nl100HU again.

My thought at this time was , that i lost like 90% of the money due to bad luck and therefore i can take shots with 17 buy ins.

1st mistake ! not moving down enough early !
2nd mistake moving up again too early

Then i run good and played good and made it to 2,3K $ ( now my Ego was like : Hell yeha i crush it when i run normal)
Soon after that a downswing came and i just was totally unable to move down untill i was left with 1,1K $ .....
then i played NL506max with 21 buyins.
Hit a really bad run and was left with 650$ .... after that bad run ended and i build roll up to 1100$ again at Nl506max

And now the insanity starts ....

I switch to Nl100 Hu again with just 11 buy ins !!!!! ( wtf where i thinking )
At first i made it to 1,4K and then lost like almost all but 330$ at Nl100 HU ...
switched back to NL50 6max with a 330$ roll today and then the following happend .

http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/532866 I was so sure he cant call here >_<
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/532865 standart setup
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/532854 LOL Poker somtimes ^^
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/532867 >-<

well and after just 280 hands
i was down to 147$ and quit the session.

I kinda feel like being Schniblor or Ashman103 right now when they busted their first Million ^^

I know i am better than most NL100 players , i know i play good most of the time , i know i have very decent poker skills ( from the pure card game aspect) for a low stakes player.
But i simply massivly lack discipline a good amount.

There always must happen some serious shit before i realize what i do is totally wrong

Okay now the shit has happend !
And i will get more serious finally

GL ALL

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whamm! Albania. Sep 23 2008 09:54. Posts 11625

just be a br nit. aggressive br management aint for everybody. sometimes you just have to see your strengths and weaknesses as a player, playing scared money takes the fun totally away, so build a nice buffer for my br and life expenses, its not the RIGHT way to achieve goals quickly, but it sure is 100% no busto like ever.

Last edit: 23/09/2008 09:55

Royal_Rumble Germany. Sep 23 2008 10:06. Posts 1760

sorry to hear. have fun in dublin and i hope that poker won't get banned here because i am working on my supernova just right now.

money won is twice as sweet as money earned.

DustySwedeDude Sweden. Sep 23 2008 10:43. Posts 8623

Don't think that law can really do that much due too regulations from the European Union unless it bans all internet poker totally, isn't there any big ass German gambling companies that won't take that shit?

Last edit: 23/09/2008 10:44

Royal_Rumble Germany. Sep 23 2008 10:52. Posts 1760

thing is, german government made sure all gambling is done by federal companies, now they try to take down overseas private companies. i hate our government.

money won is twice as sweet as money earned.

SPEWTARD Peru. Sep 23 2008 12:18. Posts 4307

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