10K finally

lol u bought a watch worth like 50% of ur BR? hahahaha

watch -EV

jesus christ, so many blogs, just make on every 3 days or something

watch = ballin

lol bought it coz i THOUGHT i was going to be playing a 100nl for good last november after reaching almost 4500 playing 100nl 8 tabling on prima. then lost like 1200 then i thought: "omg it's happening again! i will get 3k and leave 600usd and put it on stars! fuck online poker! at least i got a watch out of it!" ROFL tokeweed is still on my case every fucking time everytime i wear that watch hahahaha

On February 26 2008 18:48 Baal wrote: lol u bought a watch worth like 50% of ur BR? hahahaha

no actually it was more like 85% LOL

ok just so that i dont create another blogpost im just adding it here. well as ive said, im at good bankroll for 200nl and im thnking of staying at 100nl and grinding up until i get that "click" that tells me to move up to 200nl. so far it's been fairly easy for me to win at 100nl, the real problem is, i think i "grind" waaay too much, by that i mean, i stop when i win, even if im playing very solid poker. maybe i should just keep on playing this march at this limit, and play ftw poker, like shoot for the maximum bi i could win in a day, and just stop if i just cant win or something like that. now im playing a gay number of hands trying to avoid variance(lol) and honestly i hate myself for it. it's made me lazy about poker and just plain stupid at times. lately i have a lot of time on my hands and usually when im up, i just waste the remaining day (like 7 fucking hours) by sleeping watching a movie, surfing for porn etc. i cant wait to get to the next day, only to stop again after like a hour or two of playing, then do the same thing again the rest of the day. i think it's driving me nuts already. if i had like a really big BR i would def go into business or some venture that requires social interaction, coz this really sux for me and im really doing all this for the money, and the "fun" factor is def not there anymore, unlike with starcraft before wherein i had to really go into hardcore detox just to quit that beast of a game. im thinking of buying a video game console or something just to have something else to do with my spare time. im also thinking of going on a vacation with some friends later this march so that's always good. gtg goodluck to everyone and peace.

im thinking also of putting some money on FTP 100nl FR. It's been a year since I've been there and struggled immensely, now I think I've grown so much as a player and I know I can beat that site if I keep playing the way I play now and keep posting here and asking for advice, coz honestly, this place has been the most helpful to my game.