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NeillyJQ   United States. Nov 12 2007 01:51. Posts 8947 | | |
I've spent the last week playing tourneys and managed to win one, for $1,500, while investing around $2,000 in tournaments.
This stint in tournament poker fucked up my cashgame poker too, I went to the casino tonight and kept trying to make stupid tournament plays...Lost $500....idk...im a fucking retard sometimes, after being down $400, I built a $400 stack and lost it on a ridiculous hand..
I don't think I can do this for a living at all..the swings are crushing me and emotionally bringing me to the ground.
I don't know if I'll be playing tomorrow or not for the next ten years.
But I do know that I need more in my life than just poker, I'm going back to school for something I actually want to do.
I'm bust, and near broke.
I got $100 left on stars, and if I lose it I'm quitting poker for good.
Tough times,
Ryan
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SKoT   United States. Nov 12 2007 01:54. Posts 1768 | | |
You are like the true sense of the word "degen" |
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redrain0125   Canada. Nov 12 2007 02:01. Posts 5455 | | | |
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nutshot   United States. Nov 12 2007 02:07. Posts 4539 | | |

WHERE MY GL, DREAME?
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BJLTNYK   United States. Nov 12 2007 02:09. Posts 1226 | | |
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QFAwesome...you seriously suck at poker I don't know how many people have had to tell you...get a real job |
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Loco   Canada. Nov 12 2007 02:16. Posts 21020 | | |
| | On November 12 2007 01:07 nutshot wrote:

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Narious   Canada. Nov 12 2007 02:20. Posts 4800 | | |
To be honest I really don't think your cut out to be a poker player. Frankly, You have a sick ability to put in a lot of hands, and I wish I had half that ability, but when it comes right down to it you have no discipline at all. Look back at your past blog entries and you'll see that in every single one of them you've made a resoltion and in the very next one you've broken it.
Looking over your hands you don't seem to have much discipline at the tables either. You make a lot of bad plays that seem more based on emotion and impatience than logic or reason. |
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nutshot   United States. Nov 12 2007 02:25. Posts 4539 | | |
| | On November 12 2007 01:20 Narious wrote:
To be honest I really don't think your cut out to be a poker player. Frankly, You have a sick ability to put in a lot of hands, and I wish I had half that ability, but when it comes right down to it you have no discipline at all. Look back at your past blog entries and you'll see that in every single one of them you've made a resoltion and in the very next one you've broken it.
Looking over your hands you don't seem to have much discipline at the tables either. You make a lot of bad plays that seem more based on emotion and impatience than logic or reason. |
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bigredhoss   Cook Islands. Nov 12 2007 03:10. Posts 8649 | | |
neilly dont leave plz you are the only reason i dont blast myself every morning |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Nov 12 2007 04:09. Posts 8947 | | |
Yeah im pretty bad
I'm going to start back at NL2 16 tabling and attempt to play 10-12% and stay there.
If I fail this time around there will be no next time around for a long, long time
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milkman   United States. Nov 12 2007 04:20. Posts 5719 | | |
dude i saw u at the 77$ freezeout.. r u srsly wondering where ur going wrong |
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Cro)Deadman   Croatia. Nov 12 2007 05:34. Posts 3943 | | |
play 10 tables of FR max 8 of 6max.
Listen to me on this one,don't just nutpeddle. |
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androidmetro   United States. Nov 12 2007 10:49. Posts 140 | | |
Wait until you run hot, then tell us how awesome you are. |
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Baalim   Mexico. Nov 14 2007 19:18. Posts 34305 | | |
| | On November 12 2007 09:49 androidmetro wrote:
Wait until you run hot, then tell us how awesome you are. |
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whamm!   Albania. Nov 14 2007 22:03. Posts 11625 | | |
keep playing and enjoy the game much like starcraft(although i did get so depressed being a perpetual nooblar coz of my sick slow apm lol). poker is never easy. what's important is ultimately your own perception of yourself. if you feel bad, games will be much much much tougher. |
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