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anon Lithuania. Apr 30 2007 12:24. Posts 5965 | | |
It started very nice i have won like 2k in first few days, when usuall shit hit me again. During 3-9th of April i lost 20bi, was very sad about this, but i put crazy hours and managed to get it all back. So in 28th i was very happy finally having green number on my PT. But i was happy too early, because there were 2 more days to go. On 29th i lost 1000$ even thou i think i played the best poker during this month, and today i came motivated to get my green numbers again, but luck was not my side. I started off session lossing a set up. I had 99 on AA9 flop, turn came 3 and he had A3 in raised pot. Then i lost to shorty's suckout and that emmediatly put me on tilt. I was mad already but still played decently then i lost a hand with combo draw and to some random shit. So another day 1000$. Lossing 10bi in 2 days seemed to be. But not to me. I am so fucking tired of this game. Past monthes all i was doing is hitting downsings and recovering nothing more. I feel so shitty now that during the last month of the day i am down 2K for month. Well i might be not a very good player, i agree, but still i capable of beating 200nl just i run so fuckin bad. Those set ups and suckouts are just killing me. It's so disappointing to put on avarage 8hours a day of playing poker and be still down. Now i have a lot of things undone, stuff for university and other shit just because i wanted to recover on poker, but didn't manage to. I feel that this can't keep going on like this, i can't handle anymore. Poker ruins my mood and motivation for doing anything else besides poker. I really don't know what i am going to do next but i need some changes, this shit is just making me crazy. I wish those golden days would come back where i was able to win 4-6K $ per month without putting too much effort. Poker pissed me of lately.
Well i am still happy that i found this game, i have cashed out like 20K$ during past half year. I still have like 17K$ which i saved for the flat, but now i am stuck and in need of some changes. This can't keep going on.
Few days ago i was offered by my dad to invest all my savings in some bussiness, and i am thinking about doing that cuz i don't feel like winning anymore anything on poker, those past month i have been hoping to fully recoverd but didn't manage to.
Thanks for reading my lame blog and bye.
oh and in the morning i got my rake back on ub and decide to give a shot at 50nl and yet i managed to lose 200$. That was some donk fest and i kept getting sucked out my backdoor flushes and straith made by underpairs, so my morning was already ruining by this shit and now i lost another 1000$ on partypoker, i guess my game and lucky really sucks
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The72o Zimbabwe. Apr 30 2007 12:33. Posts 6112 | | | |
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anon Lithuania. Apr 30 2007 12:37. Posts 5965 | | | |
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u will win again keep playing !! although you should probably lower the amount of hours you put into playing poker and instead use them to study or some random stuff |
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Fayth  Canada. Apr 30 2007 14:45. Posts 10085 | | |
i'm down for the month anon (well up if i consider rakeback), no worries, never give up, u never gave up at broodwar... until u lost ur prelims but still, keep goiiiiiiiiiiiing |
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anon Lithuania. Apr 30 2007 14:57. Posts 5965 | | |
i won't give simply because i can't since poker is my only source of living. But i will cut hours of playing, i will just play 2-3 hours a day during the peak hours. I just need to have atleast 3-4 days of decend winning days to get confidence back and get off my tilt, but i just fucking can't catch a break and this is so deppressing. |
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Joe Czech Republic. Apr 30 2007 22:08. Posts 5987 | | |
def. get someone decent to watch u play and point out ur mistakes. |
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Joe Czech Republic. Apr 30 2007 22:09. Posts 5987 | | | |
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| there is a light at the end of the tunnel... (but sometimes the tunnel is long and deep as hell) | |
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