well since i doubt anyone reads this blog anyways, i figured i have no chance of improvement and since i just went bust on stars and i have no job, i gave myself a month ban. just so i can cool off and just take a break. rednines takes their sweet time sending checks also.
I was saddened by what happened today...he came back! but that was shortlived.
I was feeling down so I wrote a short song for you Neilly... also I have no life obv.
I run $100 to $950 and manage to bust in the same night.
Too low on funds to play anymore now..
I just wish I switched to NL50 when my br was around 1k..
big mistake
FUCK..
I need like 1k to start grinding NL50 again...I make $200-$500/day there..
and I need to never play higher again..ever..
well, it'll probably be a long time til I'm playin again unless someone wants to stake me for NL50 or loan me money for 3 weeks to a month w/ interest)
(you can check with radiohead and doomer, i've always paid back any loans in a fast amt of time)
PM me if interested, I'll give you back 50% intrest ($1500) within a month
Times are tough, I should have never played those sharks HU.. T_T
by the way , capaneo and Fayth took my roll...how fuckin gay T_T
GL everyone,
Heres my PT stats from the last month;
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30,362 VPPs collected
13,489 VPPs to go
Played a few hands like a monkey, took a beat or two and laid some myself.
For some reason there's always a 50~ or so hand # discrepancy between my PS hand stats and my pokertracker hand numbers (ie PS says I played 5005 hands, PT says 4,952). Dunno why since I always import once I've closed every table down.
Made a few adjustments to opening ranges, which I think worked out alright. I'm a little passive when playing this many tables tho, not sure how to fix it.
Anyway, thank god this is almost over, only like.. 5 more days. I'm stating to get a little worn out ;p
"I will explain myself one time.
In the past I've done alot of gambling moves, and had very poor br management, but the whole time I had monies in the bank, so its not like I was playing with all my dough."
I wont predict anything! I will cheer you on! I am a fan!
I've been thinking alot about my game selection and figure its one of my biggest leaks.
I'll be playing NL25 18-20 tabling and NL50 HU 4-8 tabling.
This should be for the next few days or so, then hopefully moving up to NL50 18-20 tabling and NL100 6max.
Most of you are douchebags, I quit reading comments on this blog.
I will explain myself one time.
In the past I've done alot of gambling moves, and had very poor br management, but the whole time I had monies in the bank, so its not like I was playing with all my dough.
27,621 VPPs collected this month
16,230 VPPs to go
Submitted by : TianYuan
PokerStars Game #13797105185: Hold'em No Limit ($1/$2) - 2007/12/11 - 16:06:19 (ET)
Table 'Atala' 6-max Seat #6 is the button
Seat 1: lena eggers ($315.70 in chips)
Seat 2: TianYuan ($931.10 in chips)
Seat 3: bp314159 ($154.75 in chips)
Seat 4: Targoncas ($449.25 in chips)
Seat 5: Iraqwhat ($36 in chips)
Seat 6: KADET02 ($27 in chips)
lena eggers: posts small blind $1
TianYuan : posts big blind $2
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to TianYuan
bp314159: folds
Targoncas: folds
Iraqwhat: folds
KADET02: folds
lena eggers: calls $1
TianYuan : raises $8 to $10
lena eggers: raises $305.70 to $315.70 and is all-in
TianYuan said, "........"
TianYuan said, "........................."
lena eggers said, "?"
lena eggers said, "?"
lena eggers said, "?"
TianYuan : calls $305.70
Showdown lena eggers: shows (two pair, Queens and Jacks)
TianYuan : shows (a pair of Kings)
TianYuan said, "sdgafdh;adm'gl;gthadgh"
lena eggers collected $628.40 from pot
Summary Total pot $631.40 | Rake $3
Board
Seat 1: lena eggers (small blind) showed and won ($628.40) with two pair, Queens and Jacks
Seat 2: TianYuan (big blind) showed and lost with a pair of Kings
Seat 3: bp314159 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: Targoncas folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: Iraqwhat folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: KADET02 (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
lena eggers: tyvm
Shoot me.
Or her.
I dont care.
I think this is the first time in a long, long time I made a comment like 'Soooooooo bad' after a hand. She actually apoligized later, and turns out she usually plays 2cent/5cent ; [
I think, mostly, I played much better today than several other days where I won money, I just kept on losing 80/20 situations again and again Oh well.
So I thought I would give you guys an update about my fall, what's been going on with my life, and poker related stuff. So I got back from a 2 week holiday in Chicago. September I traveled to Neuchâtel and went to a winefestival with a bunch of friends. I took a trip to Prague in November, and the last week I was in Chicago again.
So after feeling depressed for a bunch of reasons, I quit my job today and I'm moving back home to the south of Sweden, this is how they speak there:
I deposited some money onto crypto (parbet). Things started out good, and got a little rough, but shaped up again thanks to Stygg (thank you very much). I won a sat to a 13k grntd (50+5) tourney. I played it for about 30-45 mins and took the chiplead. I couldnt continue and had noone to ask, so I asked Stygg if he wanted to split it 50/50. He managed to donk a 4th place for $1500. I had to withdraw the money I put on my account cos I was leaving for the US. Anyways I got my rakeback whilst being in the US, I played a £20+2 on parbet and donked a 2nd place for like £230 and a played a short session of NL50. I have been beating NL50 with a decent winrate at parbet, and I am confident I can beat NL100 there too. I have been murdering tournies at crypto too, they suck. Stygg helped me withdraw the rest of my roll (thank you so much again) - and FUCK YOU NETELLER FOR BEING FUCKING INCOMPETENT PRICKS.
I went to my first concert (LOL?) and saw Muse too in Stockholm, pretty awesome concert. When I move back home I want to do a bunch of stuff, start taking poker more seriously (Got a goal to be at NL200 in feb), I gotta start working out, I want to get back into acting and into music again. Im gonna deposit $1k for NL50 after x-mas and murder it. Im gonna see what joboffers I get (last time I looked for a new job I got like 25 joboffers within like 2 weeks), and do some studying on the side, and maybe go and study an engineering degree next fall. Or maybe I'll be murdering NL50 and do a Saki and run good and beat NL400 within like 4 weeks (Ok you did NL100 to NL2000 in 4 months?).
I would like to say thank you to: Stygg (for and foremost for coaching me at NL50 too), Saki, hansen, and hansen jr for answering all my pokerquestions and being pretty cool cats.
Here's a song that I like:
Oh and Lee Jones please let me donk an mtt again <3
This week is my last week in school, it's finals week and it's really hitting me how much of a fuckup I am. My parents paid for my tuition and I paid for my housing. Ive literally wasted all of our time and money only going to class on test days - I'm still passing my classes but it's a joke anyway. Well not all of them I think I failed sociology because they deduct 5 points from my grade every day I miss that class, so im obv failing it.
Anyways, I'm taking a semester off and getting a job + house and maybe I'll figure out what the fuck im gonna do with my life.
On a poker note, I'm almost busto after playing nl50hu with a $100 roll, If someone wants some type of profit from me im sure i will play some, but I think im done with poker for the most part, I have way too many other things to focus on and all it does it make me want to be a poker pro, but I have too many financial reliabilities to be able to pull it off and it makes me play outside my roll and I go busto, so yeah maybe when i get a stable job i'll be back.
Umm, i love you guys. this is turning into a neillyesque blog though showing my true degenerate side, so thats kinda embarassing and i'll probably stop blogging unless I have some truely good stories.
(in your media player, ´´open url´´ then paste that. if you use winamp, like most people, you can just search ShoutCast Radio section for ´´goon´´ then doubleclick ´´the goon show´´.)
entertainment like never before, so to speak. starring milligan and sellers and more. as entertaining as ´´just a minute´´. if life is worth anything, it´s worth listening to this
25,074 VPPs collected this month
18,777 VPPs to go
I took a pause this session to eat (well, I'm not sure you can call sitting out for 5 minutes while you bring dinner a pause) and I really have to make sure I do this everytime I play, cause I just tilt way too easily if I don't.
Nothing special overall but had a funny hand come up..
Submitted by : TianYuan
PokerStars Game #13775647782: Hold'em No Limit ($1/$2) - 2007/12/10 - 15:55:16 (ET)
Table 'Beltrovata' 6-max Seat #5 is the button
Seat 2: societymax ($214.65 in chips)
Seat 3: cgview69 ($191.30 in chips)
Seat 4: TianYuan ($200 in chips)
Seat 5: moneyymakerr ($202 in chips)
Seat 6: Grinny28 ($368.55 in chips)
Grinny28: posts small blind $1
societymax: posts big blind $2
Holecards Dealt to TianYuan
cgview69: folds
TianYuan : raises $6 to $8
moneyymakerr: folds
Grinny28: folds
societymax: raises $18 to $26
gerrit31 joins the table at seat #1
TianYuan : calls $18
Flop (Pot : $53.00)
societymax: bets $34
TianYuan : calls $34
Turn (Pot : $121.00)
societymax: bets $72
TianYuan : calls $72
River (Pot : $265.00)
societymax: checks
TianYuan : bets $68 and is all-in
societymax: folds
TianYuan collected $263 from pot
TianYuan : shows (high card Ace)
Summary Total pot $265 | Rake $2
Board
Seat 2: societymax (big blind) folded on the River
Seat 3: cgview69 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: TianYuan collected ($263)
Seat 5: moneyymakerr (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: Grinny28 (small blind) folded before Flop
I play pretty good
OOKOKOK I KNOW IS UC
Ez HOTW IMO.
Even though I played like a monkey 8D If I thought there was any chance of him bluffing I should probably shove turn, although I guess he generally gives up bluffs on rivers after betting that amount on the turn.. Hm.
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/333448 - Is this the LP-Adam? I wanted to just call flop here because the guy behind me was a big station/bluffmonkey, so I thought an overcall or a raise was possible.
Was over at Myth's place earlier in the week and we were joking about how some poker players are total nits with their money etc... and Myth says something that I found amusing: "You aren't a real poker player unless you occasionally spew some money" So...
This morning I woke up for my final at 7:00, after studying til 3:00. It was pretty cold outside so naturally I was a genius and decided that a t-shirt will do. I get to school at 7:50 with my final starting at 8:00, and I'm freezing my ass off, so I go to the book store to buy a SDSU sweatshirt. The lady who rings me up tells me it's $32.80 or something like that, but I only have $100's in my wallet, so I give her the $100. She then looks down in the cashier and realizes there isn't enough change in the box for it. So she goes off to the back to find more change for her box. It's now 8:00am... so I'm like fuck this, pick up my sweatshirt and leave.
Yes I just paid $100 for a sweatshirt. Am I a real poker player yet Myth? lol
Was over at Myth's place earlier in the week and we were joking about how some poker players are total nits with their money etc... and Myth says something that I found amusing: "You aren't a real poker player unless you occasionally spew some money" So...
This morning I woke up for my final at 7:00, after studying til 3:00. It was pretty cold outside so naturally I was a genius and decided that a t-shirt will do. I get to school at 7:50 with my final starting at 8:00, and I'm freezing my ass off, so I go to the book store to buy a SDSU sweatshirt. The lady who rings me up tells me it's $32.80 or something like that, but I only have $100's in my wallet, so I give her the $100. She then looks down in the cashier and realizes there isn't enough change in the box for it. So she goes off to the back to find more change for her box. It's now 8:00am... so I'm like fuck this, pick up my sweatshirt and leave.
Yes I just paid $100 for a sweatshirt. Am I a real poker player yet Myth? lol
Tried to fight some kids from another town, picked up a 38 year old chick from a bar, she was so fine. Consumed enough beer to keep doomer drunk for three straight weeks and never had such a great time in my life.
22,351 VPPs collected
21,500 VPPs to go
I really felt like I played horribly today. I'd be up a little bit if I hadn't wasted a couple of buyins at the end.
Well, I mean, it wasn't completely stupid, it was just kinda uneccessary. QQ vs KK AI pf after I 4bet cold (monkey raises, reg 3bets), and KK vs a flushdraw that minraised me on the flop and got there on the turn, where I c/r AI with the king of the suite - which makes no sense cause I thought he had either a flushdraw or some kind of 2p/set, which of course means I can't continue on the turn. Oh well.
Not really a crushing blow but hopefully I won't play as badly tomorrow.