for most people, the selection of friends approximates the following tree struct:
does person live closeby?
-yes/no
if yes, does person have a pulse and not smell?
-yes/no
if yes, friend selected
however, for me, the case structure more closely approximates the following:
does the person provide anything of value with regards to the ability to expand my thought processes?
- yes/no
if yes, would that which he or she provides be satisfied by the question, what would i be thinking if i were 40 IQ points dumber than i am at the present time?
- yes/no
if yes, is she hot?
- yes/no. if yes, friend selected. in this case friend = pending penis receptacle for serial monogamy.
Running really bad had a 16 buyin downswing in 1500 hands of nl100, which is huge!!!!!!!!!! Gotten to the point of wondering if I have been a luckbox for along time and varience is hitting me, I use to think I was good now I question myself and my play. MaYBE I should drop down?
I never used this program before but from the looks of it im running bad would appreciate it if someone can confirm this also.
Showdown D.Negreanu82: shows (a pair of Queens)
L0L_WUT : shows (two pair, Aces and Fours)
L0L_WUT collected $14.30 from pot
Summary Total pot $15.05 | Rake $0.75
Board
Seat 1: Rasco_NL folded before Flop
Seat 2: D.Negreanu82 showed and lost with a pair of Queens
Seat 3: hey boston folded before Flop
Seat 4: L0L_WUT (button) showed and won ($14.30) with two pair, Aces and Fours
Seat 5: nu7z0r (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 6: boller2222 (big blind) folded before Flop
Submitted by : TheHuHu
PokerStars Game #14976004561: Hold'em No Limit ($0.05/$0.10) - 2008/02/01 - 06:02:28 (ET)
Table 'Hadar' 6-max Seat #4 is the button
Seat 1: Rasco_NL ($9.50 in chips)
Seat 2: FerMando ($6 in chips)
Seat 3: Ivardo ($9.70 in chips)
Seat 4: Checker64 ($20.45 in chips)
Seat 5: Boltino ($37.40 in chips)
Seat 6: L0L_WUT ($10.50 in chips)
Boltino: posts small blind $0.05
L0L_WUT : posts big blind $0.10
FerMando: posts big blind $0.10
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to L0L_WUT
Rasco_NL: calls $0.10
FerMando: raises $0.30 to $0.40
Ivardo: folds
Checker64: folds
Checker64 leaves the table
Boltino: raises $1.20 to $1.60
L0L_WUT : raises $8.90 to $10.50 and is all-in
Rasco_NL: folds
FerMando: folds
Boltino: calls $8.90
Showdown Boltino: shows (two pair, Aces and Fives)
L0L_WUT : shows (a full house, Fives full of Fours)
L0L_WUT collected $20.45 from pot
Summary Total pot $21.50 | Rake $1.05
Board
Seat 1: Rasco_NL folded before Flop
Seat 2: FerMando folded before Flop
Seat 3: Ivardo folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: Checker64 (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: Boltino (small blind) showed and lost with two pair, Aces and Fives
Seat 6: L0L_WUT (big blind) showed and won ($20.45) with a full house, Fives full of Fours
Submitted by : TheHuHu
PokerStars Game #14975875160: Hold'em No Limit ($0.05/$0.10) - 2008/02/01 - 05:46:47 (ET)
Table 'Nanna' 6-max Seat #5 is the button
Seat 1: L0L_WUT ($9.75 in chips)
Seat 2: TheGreenFox ($16.65 in chips)
Seat 3: soupd ($3.20 in chips)
Seat 4: dickus80 ($4.75 in chips)
Seat 5: Busscher87 ($11.85 in chips)
Seat 6: GreitasisVez ($10.35 in chips)
GreitasisVez: posts small blind $0.05
L0L_WUT : posts big blind $0.10
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to L0L_WUT
TheGreenFox: raises $0.30 to $0.40
soupd: folds
dickus80: calls $0.40
Busscher87: calls $0.40
GreitasisVez: folds
L0L_WUT : raises $9.35 to $9.75 and is all-in
TheGreenFox: raises $6.90 to $16.65 and is all-in
dickus80: folds
Busscher87: folds
Showdown L0L_WUT : shows (two pair, Aces and Tens)
TheGreenFox: mucks hand
L0L_WUT collected $19.35 from pot
Summary Total pot $20.35 | Rake $1
Board
Seat 1: L0L_WUT (big blind) showed and won ($19.35) with two pair, Aces and Tens
Seat 2: TheGreenFox mucked
Seat 3: soupd folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: dickus80 folded before Flop
Seat 5: Busscher87 (button) folded before Flop
Seat 6: GreitasisVez (small blind) folded before Flop
STONE COLD TILT!
There's more hands like these that I couldn't post because I went all-in every hand. I am actually only down two buyins after a four hour session... I kept getting sucked out so I took matters into my own hands.
What I'm about to write is going to seal the deal. If I didn't already think I was fucked up and apeshit insane, this ensures it.
First of all - either there is such a thing as predetermined destiny and a "god" or my life is completely fabricated by a figure that might as well be a god. Whatever this force is it feels as if they are completely in control of my life. If you've ever seen "The Truman Show" I think it's something like this, except not.
Everything that always happens to me is way too predictable and unbelievable. My most recent example: In my life right now I am unemployed and no one is hiring me, I have no way to pay my bills and stuff. I recently made some unbelievable poker comeback and have money again. As soon as I get my bills paid I run bad and go on life tilt and lose everything again. Every single time that I have thought there was no way I could pay my bills I would hit an unbelievable rush in poker and everything would work out. Everytime shortly after - when things seem to be really successful I would fuck it all up and be back at ground zero. EVERY SINGLE TIME I GET TO A POINT WHERE POKER IS ON THE VERGE OF BEING LIFE CHANGING IT GETS SHOT DOWN.
And not just that, GIRLS. I can't even really begin to explain why this situation is fucked up and rigged but for some reason by the rules that are set up in my life I'm not allowed to be in love. Every fucking single time I feel that I might love someone and I know they are feeling the same way the shit hit's the fan. FUCK IT, I WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL AND I WANT TO BE LOVED.
I'm not saying that I'm even remotely special but this shit is just fucking ridiculous. My life couldn't be any better scripted for entertainment and it all just falls into an insanely predictable path and there is little to no content about what is really going on in my mind and what the fuck I think is wrong with everything but I'm not going to get into it
I'm so sickly life tilted right now that I could care less if I even died. I'm not some emo fag who is going to do it because I still have hope in the back of my heart that I can be successful, loved, and happy. The jealousy that lives in my mind for those simple things is so deep and such a burning passion that it drives me every day to strive for it.
fuck the world, fuck all of this shit let me be happy for once even just a little.
WHY CAN I NOT EVER BE HAPPY? COME ON LEE ONE TIME.
Hey Joe, where you going with that gun in yo hand?
CrownRoyal, Jan 31 2008
So for no real reason I've been playing sng again after an 8month break or so from them being my main game.
They have been pretty sick profitable (+300 in about 100 sng or something) and i've been running hot + they are fun for me at the moment so i'll probably stick with them at least for a while.
In other news, I passed my initial craps dealer interview and stuff. I'm going back today at 2pm for my second interview (wtf why are there two interviews on two different days, crazy indians.) If I do get the job though, it's going to suck huge cock as far as my partying/social life goes. I'll be working thurs-sunday from 5pm-2am which pretty much destroys any hope of ever doing anything on a weekend again. Eventually though I wont be a craps dealer maybe and just do blackjack/poker and they'll give me a day or two off from th-sun.
Anyways, if any of you guys have cute sisters who are in need of a baller elite boyfriend I've noticed recently that im running low on girls and need to acquire a new batch of them.
feel free to drop some cell phone #s in my comments.
Well yesterday was probably one of the biggest "upswings" ive had in the shortest ammount of time, the session ended quite shitty loosing nearly 2k in less than 1k hands, i were quite upset i almost leave but i hanged in there and bam... my luck changed and managed to go from -1.8k to +2.8k in arround 1.2k hands... nearly 5k made on 1.2k hands, sick stuff!!!
I had pretty stacks on my 4 tables:
Anyway here is the sick graph... i had to draw on it to show u what i saw on these graph lol i have a sick mind.
really busy with school things tomorrow so doubt i'll put in a session.
meaning my month ends like this:
quite sick variance/bad play coming off two very strong months, but that's what i signed up for. the 9k or so downswing this past week was the toughest one i've had yet and who knows if it's over. managed to book a 3k win today mostly thanks to this beauty: http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/373250
factor in -2k from PCA gambling, and +2k from foxwoods/other live, plus another 2k or so in 6m/hu/sng play and that 2k tourney score and I suppose we can call it a five figure month although that may be a stretch. i ended the month down about three buyins in 400nl over 26k hands which is pretty horrendous, but ran at about 3.5ptbb at 600nl (which constitutes the rest of the hands, and about 2k hands at 5/10 fish hunting).
i made a decent cashout to cover tuition/rent/etc. so i may start off the first week or two at 400nl only and most likely progress back into 3/6 and 5/10 if things go smoothly.
so sick how downswings make you all paranoid like you were never good and it's never going to stop. it's funny because theoretically, it could never stop. i'm a little sad because I've certainly been dethroned from being the biggest baller at 2/4 full ring, but here's to bouncing back in february.
hope you all had a good month, and continue to progress as players.
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