Another day where I lose a ton in money and confidence. Hate these days. Taking a break from poker for the next couple days. Super upset right now. Came into vegas up $3300ish on the month and 8 days ago had a 10.7k roll. Now have a 7.2k roll (700 from a withdrawl). With needing to live off of my bankroll next year I'm on very shaky ground right now.
live poker is officially boring for me 99 percent of the time. No one is really social and all think they r amazing so it sucks the life out of it. Online session today was some uber tilt life sucks crap. Getting tired of having so many 1 to 2k hand sessions where i lose tons. Probably wasnt playing the best poker ever. But at the end was up 120ish in nonshowdown pots and 800 below ev so on the surface seems like i played fine and got sucked out. Also had KK vs AA all in pre and 35 vs 54 in a 3bet pot on a 345 flop. So whatever gonna be on tilt for a while maybe will play a session tonight. I think I was about 3300 when I came vegas so still up like 1k on the month. Been breakeven now since Septemberish so fml in that regard. Pretty sure Im playing good poker recently even if my results arnt showing it.
Last week got diagnosed with Delayed sleep phase syndrome. Basically my natural clock is way off the normal clock so I sleep at fucked hours if left to my own devices...pretty much everyone has this at some point or another. Mine is just more permanent then most. Meaning I can't adjust myself easily to sleep during "normal" sleep hours and once I do adjust I have to maintain a constant wake up time 7 days a week or I will revert to my natural fucked sleep cycle. Now I have to do some fucked sleep calendar to get me on a normal schedule. Today I sleep from 9AM-5PM, tomorrow from 10:30AM-6:30PM, etc til I reach a 2AM-10AM schedule. Doctor also told me to get a job which "will allow me to work to my natural hours" I'm taking that as getting a doctors order to play poker for a living. In poker news up like 2 buyins on the month 1.5ptbb/100 >.< . Just got done w/ an epic 9 hour tilt session, only lost a buyin though so woot.
DO NOT SEE THIS MOVIE! The first 5-10 minutes are hilarious, after that the movie is so abysmal it hurts. I actually groaned out loud during the movie, the drunk people next to me passed out from bordem, and the people who were high from smoking just stared blankly at the screen.
When this started my roll was at 9.5k...I've pretty much lost all confidence in hands, I mean I'm hesitant about calling all ins pre with KK cuz they ALWAYS have AA for the last 5k hands (happened 8 times).
anyway roll at 5.2k..moving back down to 100nl if it hits 4k til I make back up to 5k where I'll then restart 200nl. This is so frustrating
Damn rollar coaster of a month continues. I'm on so much fucking tilt right now, nothing fucking wins and I never fucking flop well, set % at a whole 3% woot, Also down with AA and KK. So damn annoying.
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but oh well that's just learning and fucking around, least i made it to even at 6max
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