#rungoodfagget

of the time. FML

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after running like fucking horse ass since my tourney win, i hit a huge heater tonight playing 100nl - finally!!! ship le 11bi day lol.
actually im break even since november but i have about 1k in rb to get this weekend and getting real close to that 3k milestone too. moving up to 200nl once that happens and not gonna promise anymore just post hands soon im pretty confident that its really just like 100nl just bigger monies and same players almost. need to get tips from exhilirate and lachlan on teh tricky regs there before finally planting myself and just stay there for good, fuck ive been playing 100nl since feb and jst crossing down to 25nl everytime i hit a bad run, lately i dont do that anymore, so i think ive finally somehow learned to deal with variance a little better now. raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawr

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im up i think 2bi this month and about 5600 in a tourney i lucksacked 2nd week, i thought this was gonna be a breakthrough month for me but it seemed that chasing that goddam milestone which btw i wasnt able to do so this month really hurt my winrate playing those "extra" retarded sessions. i had a lot of 3 or 4bi days which i normally would just stop for the sesh and grind the next day feeling really well but no i have to "keep pace" asdlfkshf;asdfdf. i really dont think im cut out to be a a monster grinder who's able to pull off 300k hand months and still be up a lot because ive noticed i get hammered every single time i play a really long session, regardless if im playing my A game the whole time. coolers and suckouts just seem natural to come in droves every session so now that im like 25kvpp behind before getting that 3k milestone, i think ill just have to play my normal routine of 1 to 4k hands a day and just win money instead of redistributing my money back to the regs and super fish at the tables. this is the last stretch for teh year and i think i can do SNE by next year if im able to pull off a solid month to fortify my BR in my SNE quest, coz it's really gonna be so sick playing a ton. gtg and play and hit that 24 hour fucking button after each session lol.

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Lol. I was kinda expecting this after lucksacking a supernova tourney. but it's ok really. still down about 7bi total but really just 1bi if i deduct the rb i can convert now. its just tough not being able to win a decent amoung after almost playing perfectly at FR but results just keep raping and raping me over. tokeweed and i have been thinking of what business or investment to go into early next year just so that i dont have to play more of this stupid game i really cant beat at a site that lets me win money but just fucks me up in the head adn ruins my mood IRL. i still cant make those big superstar folds especially when im on a little tilt mode. Its been a great year still and ive been able to pull off a decent amount despite having some huge personal problems to deal with even up to this day, id like to think that once ive settled this shit,i can finally be stable enough emotionally to deal with downswings and variance and make like 3 times what i made this year, i really feel my game is a lot stronger now and i only have to let go of some nittiness and release some of that gamble i really have inherent in me, especially now that i have a good amount of money saved in the bank for next year's business plans. i really am very optimistic about next year for me, i think it will finally be my breakthrough year and im planning to quit poker after next year and be financially stable enough to not rely on such a mindfucking trade. lol.

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after running like horseshit for a week, i decided to play microstakes and shrug off the variance and just keep grinding where i actually win, well the first few sessions just tilted me more coz i barely broke profit even at 25nl ffs. last nite decided to take that SN tourney a little more seriously after winning 13bi at microstakes, i always get ITM in the sn freeroll but never did get anything going until tonight - bad run for the month is over i guess...

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its almost impossible to win a session, breaking even after a long or short session, doesnt matter, biggest losing hand is ak but almost ahead in all big pots, and lose in a very dramatic fashion, yay! im thinking of just getting my milestone this month and just forget this bullshit. get 3kusd maybe lose 1k in the process, great.

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ive got a 3k milestone to be taken with just about 50kvpp left to go, i was planning on chasing it this month, im just confused whether to go for it this month, or just relax and get it by december.(30 bi guaranteed noh?) and even possibly pulling off a sick 100kvpp this december (for the 4k milestone, 40bi guaranteed) playing 100nl and 200nl FR. what do you guys think? no advice on game theory and other important poker game related shit pls. lol

Also ive got a friend who i've been helping out, he's kinda good at sc and at math, ive been teaching him here at home playing 25nl 4 tabling atm, so far he's up like 6bi in 4 days so that's pretty good, god i wish tokeweed and i were so lucky to have someone teach us fundamentals like 3 years ago, it wouldve made things a lot, lot easier. well expect this guy to crush microstakes soon, and apparently he's good at tilt management and control, well i dont allow him to play alone for the meantime lol. It really feels nice to help out a friend get into poker, next year we'll be playing in one place here at home for my SNE quest, so by teaching him I think I'll be helping myself a lot too in the process.

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nah just kidding. running real well as of late (but horrible first 3 weeks tho) and october is turning out to be not so bad at all. imma chasing a 40bi month in wins this end of october, but I'll shoot for 50 if i can. coaching with d_zoo was a fail, simply coz my net sucks like shit and he couldnt hear a damn thing i say, T_T. I'm gonna make sure before december I'll get this fixed and have him as a coach for 200nlFR soon. my goals for this year is nearing fruition, which is to have exactly not less than 20kusd in the bank, and have some left over for 100 or 200nl next year. I want the pain of the SN elite race next year lol. been working on my postflop game and it's getting a lot better too. timing bluffs well but not getting too out of line altogether, but it seems regs are so paranoid here about regs playing back at them that my aces and kings are getting 4bet shoved on with some really stupid shit lol ship the metagame. wish me luck on my goals this year, next year, I'll try to get SN elite and 100k in bank. we'll see how i do gtg peace ppl

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Since i've been so disappointed with how mediocre of a player i've turned out to be for the past year, i've finally decided on two things, first of all, CUT DOWN on tables, i admit it wont get me anywhere but only add more confusion on whether im a an average, decent or nit type of player, sure it does ship monies every month, but it seems the 12/9 style is giving me so little money compared to what i SHOULD be making. added to that is the stress is gives me whenever i do get terrible results. so by the end of the month, ive already spoken to my prospective coach, and cutting down to 8 tabling 100nl FR. ive started last night, playing 8 tables, and it has been nothing short of interesting again, im starting to like poker once more and im really excited with the prospects of getting a really solid winrate, and not be too obssessed with getting bonuses and fpps lol. 1st session 8 tabling i hit a number of suckouts but overall for some reason it didnt really hurt as much as playing 12/9 then losing when you get your money in good. i still lack the guts to fire the 3rd bullet sometimes in spots where i know im getting a fold but im just too scared if firing it is an EV move or not. that's where the coaching comes in and i really do hope he can explain to me well and instill a really solid and less exploitable type of game. im really not a terrible player, chickenshit yes, terrible, not at all, im good at hand reading but just way too scared and sometimes lazy to move on my reads. wish me luck guys. coaching starts end of october for 200nl. peace.

if someone sees me 24 table again, ill ship them 50usd lol
but maybe someday i can do 12 noh? hihihi

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I'm the microstakes gatekeeper! lolz

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