i know fr is full of nits and shit but lately its been ridiculous, cant win more than a buyin from my sessions lol
i feel it's been more like " free blinds or cooler/setup" option, i cant seem to find those retards with really stupid stats and stack off with really weak holdings, that being said, im taking a couple more days here back at stars and move entirely to eurodonk, had a 22bi upswing in 2500 hands at a eurodonk site then got really dumb and wanted software i would enjoy thats why i went back to stars but now im convinced im wasing time and opportunity to win bigger by playing here. sad to leave stars but the quality of games really dipped for me
i left stars a week ago, like zero balance stars br. ive got 8k fpps there and decide to go back there anyway (lol) made some money on a eurodonk site and just wasn't happy playing although games were so reminiscent of cardrunners' early brystmar super transparent play/by most ppl. i check my stars account now and found 642usd of free money?!?!? LOL srsly, no concierge or any idea what this is for really. i guess stars wants me back hahahah. btw GREEN STREET HOOLIGANS 2 IS OUT!!!! DLing it now. yay!
after just totally life-fucking myself in the midst of a heater, i started to meltdown and spew a ton and monkeytilt here and there, nothing realy devastating to my br at all, but i just decided to take a week off, which felt kinda like forever after playing over a year straight nonstop everyday. im feeling a whole lot better atm, and maybe going to manila for some tournament and some fun/r&r too, february was down-uuuuuuup-then down some, which pretty much sucked, considering it couldve been a potentially great month for me, it's all good though, coz im still up a good amount. atm the moment im watching "generation kill", an iraq war mini-series from hbo, seems pretty good and im really enjoying life without poker as of late. ill start playing as soon as march starts, so im pretty excited about that too. gl ppl and hope everyone runs well.
moving out of stars and playing shorthanded somewhere else with rb or something similar, i think my luckbox here has ended after a year inspite of me still being in the green monthly here, just too many regs and solid players imo, table selection at 100nl and 200nl has become so much of a pain, and since i play a ton of tables, hasnt been that profitable as it could compared to other sites, might be playing some micro and still rebuild here slowly but def playing anything above 50nl somewhere else, concierge change didnt help much too. gl to me and to you guys, pls run better
*poker is my livelihood, i must treat it as such
*money will always come in, not on a monthly basis, but im good enough that it will somehow
*i dont have to EARN monthly, it only causes me to go on "winning tilt" like k204 once explained and deter any kind of progress im in
*fpps are just the "extras" must stop watching how much they're worth lol
*people nowadays are good enough to cause me a lot of variance, so everytime i do experience one, should not take it too harshly
*play tourneys weekly, i mean really invest in those, takes me out of the weeklong grind, and can make good if i score in one
br wise im up this month, but psychologically, lately, ive hit this "stump" i have a hard time getting out of, and it kinda makes me lose interest in grinding and playing poker, i think im going on a vacation soon and try to feel better about what i do for a living, and detoxify any anxiety i have right now, coz i feel itll only hurt my poker
hit the end of the heater and im just basically cruising along, lost just a little taking shots, now staring at a 8600 roll not knowing what to do next, made 6300 so far this year so thats always good, but really starting to feel exhausted and skeptical if i can pull of a monster couple months. if im doing this , i need to be doing this at higher limits, so that's kind of a dealbreaker for me too, i just lost interest and less motivated to play lately. oh well life goes on, gl to me i guess
playing this up to the end of the month, just to be sure im not just in some super heater, and try to improve some more in some spots i feel i still have to plug leaks. no sweat from my friends so far coz i feel they're too busy atm so im looking forward to further improving as a player this year. good thing if they took away concierge really coz i was getting a good winrate there before lol. now i that i might actually have to rely on winnings for solid months, i guess it's about time to really play good, higher level poker
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whamm!, Feb 12 2009
Really on a heater this time and playing well at the same time, after winning 10bi the other day and 12 yest, this morning i started and just ran stupid bluffs and kinda spewed in some spots tbh, im thinking, "all this good happening can't be true, must i rectify this and trigger a downswing?!?" lol anyway i did win it back easy, prompting me to think im really crushing this now and not only some sick heater, which is really what i wanted to know. up almost 5bi today and im gonna shoot for a lot of hands coz im like 13k hands behind for me weekly concierge of 31kpp which is really 500usd instaship for me run good everyone
btw, im like 10bi short of 10k now and im pretty sure ill be moving up before the last week of feb. im sooooo ready to spew for twice the stax lol.
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gl ppl and hope everyone runs well.
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