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Anyway this really cute chick whom I mentioned above and was very into me was basically saying, 'its time to get down'. So.. awesome right? Ya.

Wrong.

My friend who lives a couple of hours away calls me, "Hey bizzle, John is really wasted and he definitely can't be driving home. I think he pulled over, you need to call him and see whats up."

The guy was a mess! Cost me my date,

fuck! I am going to be celibate for the rest of my life!

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So stupid, lost 8.5bi since I got home and just tilted and played shitty and ran like shit and hated online poker since I got back home lol. Lost another 1.5bi in 145 hands and said ok no. Withdrew my roll for now, I'm done clearing bonuses on cake anyway. Going to go play at UB and pray the tables don't have nothing but regs and fish who can read my soul entirely.
Blahhh I dunno why I'm so furious at this right now. Between the cake software disconnecting me every two seconds since I've been home and running like shit and playing bad I just don't need to be playing for a good week or whatever.

I might just keep my money in my bank account and devote it all to a live roll back-up for a couple of weeks or what not.

Need to re-initiate a video site subscription to stay sharp etcetc.

Blah I don't know why I'm so tilted and I think it just has to do with moving and some personal stuff involved with it that is just killing my soul sooo bad (its for the best in the end..... I'm just an emofag about this one girl etcetc /slap self). I'll probably be back online sooner rather than later, just need to cool down life-wise..





Spending my last large amount of money tonight for a while, getting a table at a nightclub and stuff so that'll be a fun end to my week, wherein since last friday I've had like a 90% liquor diet LOL

fuck orlando

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Trying to do something fun w/ my friends before I leave town. Done some fun stuff with some of them but was hoping to cover the rest tonight by going to a club or something and buying a couple of bottles (something most of them haven't done b4), but I've gotten only mild interest.. Whatever, fuck em. I'll go with like 5 or so friends and that should be plenty.

Going to dinner w/ my dad tonight. Pretty sure he doesn't know I'm gonna be leaving so I get to tell him about that. Not sure how he'll react, but I don't want to deal with any angry parent bullshit at the moment.

Running bad in poker and feeling dumb atm as well. I just haven't had the patience right now and then some fucking shit happens and I get tilted quickly.

But ya, poker has been shit since I got back. I dropped another buyin in 250 hands.

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I felt really beat on the river, villain is unknown (like I said session was 250 hands long.....). Do you think I'm ever good enough to call here? ie if they have Kx frequently enough? Doesn't seem like it since two of the kings are already accounted for. I called because I felt tilted and thought if I was going to make a tilty move I will make one that might not be horrible, oops lawl.
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Bah! I dunno if I am playing really bad or if its just not being a perfect player + variance. I know the sample is pretty tiny since I've gotten back but its still shitty to be losing right after I get back home ;(

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EV is right on track so haven't been getting sucked out on ;o

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I am not in a big writing mood at the moment so I will just lay down some of the highlights here

The strip is really interesting. There's older places and newer places, high class high-end casinos and dirt cheap crappy ones.. its fun to walk down the street and just check everything out. I've always thought the big buildings and urban development in general was really cool so it was awesome seeing all of the different buildings. Its uncanny how much simcity looks like real life when you're in the plane looking down as well, LOL.

I ate out like every day. There are a bunch of really nice restaurants and a couple of super excellent buffets. I had an awesome rib eye at Penazzi (Harrah's casino I think), really fantabuloussickawesome sushi at Naked Fish, very good buffets at the Wynn and Planet Hollywood, and a great meal at some tapas bar across the street from the Wynn.

Poker-wise I played a ton of live small stakes (mostly 1-3 at the Wynn). I spent a lot of money, for me lol, and I came back from the trip break even on my bankroll/spending account thanks to winnings. I ran like sick bad the past week up until this last saturday and sunday and it is kind of a different feeling than playing online. Its something you really have to learn to understand properly, just as you have to learn to do so online. I'm really tilted I don't have any graphs to show god damn it!

There's a lot of different things to learn in live poker and I'm going to have fun doing that as well as continuing to develop my poker game in general..

I met a bunch of people. Corwin (Myth), Evan(Frinkx), Jimmy Fricke, Haj(Uptown), Eric(peachy), Martin(mannercookie), a number of other live players who's names don't mean much do u guys lol and etcetc it was a lot of fun. Corwin turns out to be pretty awesome and he basically showed me around and we hung out a ton. I'm not going to comment on everyone but ya, I thought pretty much everyone was a really cool guy. I don't think every one of them will remember my name at the moment but we'll see what comes from our further interactionz.

Went to two nightclubs and two strip clubs. Studio 54 and Tryst, which were both fun, and strip clubs Sapphire and obviously Rhino. I'd never been to a strip club so they were new experiences, rofl, but they were both really interesting and quite a bit of fun. Its going to take a lot of discipline not to blow too much money going out in vegas..

Something important: Someone might remember that I was supposed to be back the sunday before last.. not the 2nd monday afterwards.. LOL. That's because I didn't really want to go home. At all. My flight was at 6AM and we were celebrating Corwin's birthday at Tryst (this was funfun btw). Anyway, I messaged saying I wanted to move here to play poker etc to corwin after he took off somewhere at 4am. He simply offered me a place to stay for a while without charge. SICK.
So I just said fuck it and kept partying til Tryst closed, then kept doing random shit 'til I went to bed at 10AM lawl.

And with that I'm moving to Vegas for an unknown amount of time. I'm leaving in about a week and I'll be driving from Orlando, FL to Vegas (christ this is gonna suck) over a 3-5 day period. I'll post my route and stuff and if anyone is a long it, well, I dunno whatever we'll see ^^.

There's more stuff, but my recall sucks so someone will have to ask about something and jog my memory haha.

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So here's march:


Its OK, not complaining at all. Got my head back on straight and I am going to continue crushing nl100 again I've hardly played because of the whole downswong you see there and having to sort it out.

I'm off to vegas tomorrow at 9.30AM(gotta wake up at 7.30, B A R F). Things are looking like they're gonna be a lot of fun and I really hope I run good I might even drop some money on one of those small buyin tournaments if there's something cool going on, just for shits 'n giggles. I figure I will set aside $100 for random gambling but I don't even know if 100 bucks will get me anywhere in vegas.. whats a fun gambling game?

Its only 8pm but I'm so god damn tired today I don't really want to grind anymore, which sucks. I'll have to play a lot of hours when I get back in order to get near my hand-goal for the month.

I don't think the nl200 reg status thing is going to work out because its so fucking dead on cake most of the day. I'm going to be moving my roll to UB For RB/bonus and hopefully I will beat nl100 there like I beat it at cake and I'll try to move up to nl200 permanently by the end of April... Sooner is always better ofc so we'll see though

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Been 4tabling for 725 hands now, lol. I've spewed some I think. Its no biggy though, just need to get back into playing thoughtfully and confidently. I leave for Vegas on Sunday, so tomorrow I'm going to pack.. but mostly try and put in 2k hands 4tabling since the weekend fish are about

Red-line has stopped dropping like a brick in the past 700 hands which is a good sign that my play is improved vs the beginning of the month where, ugh I don't know, I just crapped out lolol



I've played very little overall this month since I decided to take a step back, relax and rejuvenate myself to get back on the pwnage train to robustoville.

All NL100:


I know that retarded change in my redline is 100% my fault. I guess this is a good lesson to learn now; I can never get too comfortable at the levels I'm starting to reach now. I honestly feel like I crush these guys when I am playing my B+ game, so I need to make sure I do that. I can't really blame variance at all for this overall run (in either direction )

I'll be making one more update for tomorrow's progress before I head off for vegas! I'll have my laptop there so if I run bad.. don't worry! There will be endless whining available for you to read. I think I'll even have to post some "live hands" threads.. "so this guy was a good LAG who limped behind me preflop..."

PM or comment me if you're interested in meeting or whatever. I'm going to be there 3 days by myself, then Uptown is coming on Wednesday, and we'll be grinding and degening up through Sunday afternoon ^^

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In accordance with the plan I outlined in getting myself back on the wagon, I took yesterday off. After class ended I need to figure out a way to keep myself away from the computer/from home so I started messaging peeps and joined up with a couple of friends. Actually, I ended up going to a trivia thing with my ex gf and two of ours friends.. ehh.. it turned out ok, I just tried not to actively talk to her and stuff w/o just ignoring her. Was pretty fun. That ended at about 10 o'clock so from there I had nothing to do, on the way I decided to hit up a club.. had a bunch of drinks, ran into some friends, danced, had a good time. So my day-off turned out pretty well.

Today I didn't really feel like waking up.. err. yah. I went to bed at 7AM and didn't bother to get out of bed until 10.30PM LOL. I watched a poker video and decided to have a short session. Its getting late and action is dying on cake so I figured I'd play like an hour and just ease myself back into things.

My glorious return:


lol, so yah, I won a couple of hands and was like, "fuck it that's good enough :D" after about 25 minutes of play.

I plan to start things up tomorrow and definitely put in 6-8 hours on Saturday circumstances permitting.

Ofc I've been awake for less than 3 hours at this point and its not even 1AM.. Err.. No idea wtf I'm gonna do lolol :D

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Weeee so I thought I would outline what my plan is to sort of 'recover' from how shitty I've been playing the past 6k-10k hands. I'd also like to put a brief emo whine because I can. Its my blog damn it.

I am such a pussy and I suck at getting over my ex-gf and I should emo wrist my face off with a chainsaw tied to a pogo stick. Seriously. Its been FOREVER.
But ya this is messing me up poker-wise the past days.. dunno why but it popped up in my head again -_-.
Emo part over.

Poker:
So yeah, I think I've gotten really lazy the past 6-10k? hands at nl100. When I was crushing and then for the 10k hands I was doing well at nl100, I was table selecting a lot, and I was luckily mostly playing during the only good hours at Cakepoker, where you can actually get 1 fullstacked fish per table instead of just nitty regs.

But overall I just got lazy with it. I started c-betting flops I know I shouldn't, but I was sort of falling into a really weak auto-piloting play. I experienced a little variance and I too quickly let my confidence slip. I was folding to more bluffs because I stopped being confident in my reads, or not valuebetting when I ought to.

The whole not-trusting-myself problem was exactly what I 'got over' at the start of this year and got me out of nl10. So I need to refocus on that. I really think my success all boils down to my confidence and trusting my thoughts.. you know?

So I have a plan. Its pretty brief:
-4table for 10k hands at nl100
-restore my confidence
-watch some videos
-Change sites by the end of march (I most likely FTP unless I bonus whore the evil UB :/ which I actually feel bad about considering.. ). I need to change sites so I can have some amount of table selection.
-Get in the gym again to give myself a break from the computer and get back in shape/increase confidence as well.

That's pretty much it.

Also I got a loan secured against my bankroll from my grandma(<333 gma). My roll is at 7k ATM and I got a 5k loan. Hopefully I'll come back +money though
Any thoughts on if I should play any 2/5 at all? I'm going to poker probably an average of 8 hours a day for 6 days. I'll start at 1/2. When should I move up? Should I at all with a "short" roll? I imagine if I'm on point I should crush the games, but there is ofc fewer hands played and variance will play a large role.

Thanks 'n gl peeps.

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something is severely wrong with me, red line is just off the charts bad

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