enjoyed vegas meeting lp guys and new players as well. now im back home after like 25 hour travel and im looking at my barely 5k BR wondering what happened LOL. sux coz pandora radio doesnt work anymore and im currently running like shit and lost like 20bi playing online in vegas and LA, this month the big story has KK running into AA like 80% aipf and not sucking out not even once oh well, i still have like 4kusd worth of payments to make which leaves me a solid 1500 BR hahaha. srsly dunno what to do next and i dont wanna sell my car just to upload back online coz that would seriously be more retarded, or is it? too tired of grinding it back up to 10 or 20k from here and just kinda confused and drifting since i came back, trying to read up on technical analysis and going to a seminar in cebu city this august - i wanna slowly shift away from playing poker for a living and just play poker to pay for living expenses coz after 2 years + i dont think i have what it takes to be a winning player at decent (at least 200nl) stakes .
any megatabling grinders wanna add me up esp joeingram,handbanana, hurloon, exhilirate or any other winning 24 tabler i need some advice ... add me up starcrudph@yahoo.com or aim isidrobastida@yahoo.com , i desp need some grinding mindset going before i totally lose interest , still have some 8 sessions with d_zoo left tho.
vegas was great and somehow one of the most enjoyable moments i had there at the house apart from hanging out and going to the lp party was me constantly pwning marshall at chess haha. pete is a great guy really and i felt when i got to know him was just really misunderstood a lot - he's really a cool guy. thx for the memories guys, the bankroll rape was worth it
First of all, gratz of reaching ITM in the main event, too bad you didn't FT, but still nice score.
Now let me make it clear that I did not STEAL john's money from his wallet. I was informed like 3 days after that happened and I find it quite unfair and really uncool that you guys accused me of it. I am really really pissed off by this.
- i got about 4k from john online when i was in the philippines, paid for my own tickets, but i RETURNED it online like a week before when i decided not to play the M.E., it wont make any sense for me to steal 1500 there when i just couldve kept the 4k and just delete my msn and not bother buying fucking plane tickets. look ive known john for over 2 years now, and im pretty sure ive dealt with him enough for him to trust me with money. im just pissed some you guys suggested i stole from him, esp when im not around to explain or defend myself.
- i sold about 6kusd for his stars money when i got there to john, without any vig of any sort, i HAD money when i was staying at the house (about 10kusd cash), I even slept with my wallet in my pocket coz I didnt want to lose the 4k I had left since i was going to LA in a couple of days.
- i've already talked about going to LA if u remember, i dunno if john remembers it or not, but the only reason i stayed till the weekend was coz john told me to come to the lp party, and i wanted to go as well.
- I havent even seen your rooms or the 2nd floor for that matter, i stayed at the house coz i wanted to meet hang with john, so from staying at the new york new york for a week i stayed in the house's couch, which now i kinda regret after this accussation.
meeting you guys was kinda cool, but i just have to clear my name regarding this whole wallet theft thing, it's just not ok for me to be accused like this. well the thief is prob still there at the house so this is a headsup as well. i hope john just misplaced his money but whatever, I just hate being accused of this shit. i tried calling u up but u were prob playing the ME or something.
i have to rebuild again after this vegas trip. jesus by the time im back on track i guess games will be no easier eh? FML but vegas was kinda cool overall so no regrets.
after almost two months of not playing my a-game a.k.a "running bad" (lol), i finally decide to go to vegas anyway and get out of this city im in, i think staying here after what's happened over the last two months IRL has really mindfucked me in a way i have never experienced before. this trip will most probably help me realize how small - i am, where i live, and how insignificant my problems are. travelling does that to me. plus the fact that i get to meet some, if not most lepers in vegas is something really huge for me, i mean, ive been posting here and msning some for over 2 years now, and meeting them for the first time will probably be quite something . im trying to sell the car i bought last march coz really i feel that fucking car has doomswitched my life since buying it, so yeah that thing has got to go. hope to see you guys there in vegas 2 days from now. i need the good "omen"
trying to fix life issues still over the past month, tried playing again 3 days ago but moved down to 50nl to make money/confidence before going back to 100nl and 200nl shortly after. coaching has stopped temporarily after 2 sessions, didnt see the need to get coached when in a bad state, and since ive already paid for the whole thing, decided itd be better when im back to my regular limits again. br is kinda raped, life same, but now im feeling much much better and winning again, enjoying the whole game and the misery it accompanies. lol. gonna play like 20k hands at 50nl fr and just try new stuff, open up more and get more folds the break was worth it and it helped a ton. sorry 50nl ppl, this wont take long, i promise
still not playing a lot this month, like the worst fucking month of my poker life this year so far. but yeah going to vegas for the wsop main event. arriving at the 25th and prob staying somewhere lol
hope i get to meet a couple Lpers there
lost 10% of my BR under 1500 hands
won at showdown about 28% almost all hands with big pots were really locks too
aaa vs quads again, qqq vs aaa on turn plus teh sickest beats evar
zero seks past month, plus none in sight for the next coming months
haven't started investing/reading up on my stock market journey up to now coz pokers was too good
was really planning on 24 hour lock just before shwong started and just play when d_zoo coaches me tonite
good news:
coaching was paid for already using my winnings so far ( freerollz ftw yay!)
im still up like 400 for the month
didn't tilt at all during the whole process, felt sucky only after it happened obv
i still believe that poker is not rigged
kinda detached from winning/losing/br lately, just thinking about the games and how to beat it
planning on going to the gym coz poker obv sux right now
this was not a single tilt session, split into two sessions, so i didn't really technically go on monkey tilt coz there was at least a 10 hour interval and didnt really tilt before playing
overall life is still good, i still feel something great's about to happen. funny how a split second decision can alter your whole perspective on everything in life and what you do, next time i make a life read ill just go with it and live with my decision. gl people.
this is stupid but im currently beating 200nl but have like zero idea how to play bvb, i think this shit has been eating a substantial part of my winrate really. please put ur thoughts on the matter and help a fellow lper out.
havent had a second session with d_zoo yet coz of scheduling problems but i hope to get one soon just so that i can ask him about bvb spots, funny coz i was playing one session and i get j10 off, villain opens button then i flat coz im on the bb, i peel flop since i have a 10, turn completes flush and i check , he checks, then river i make trips and check, he also checks and types "FOLD THAT PRE". i see who the guy is and it's d_zoo. lol
so far in the month im doing ok and seems like the breakeven stretch is over after 7k hands, been running quite decent and kinda inspired that someone who crushes these stakes is actually teaching me stuff, in effect i have super confidence when im playing 200nl FR, i dunno if im leaking hard but whatever, it's the thought that counts haha.
up like 1500 so far this month and it's sweet coz i really broke even first five days of may due to stupid extra sesssions. im really comfortable here at 200nl now so i actually made my goal materialize a couple of weeks early hope to keep getting solid coaching and running decent long enough to get to 20k before june, at the rate im going, im pretty confident i will too.
pretty satisfied coz skype didnt fuck me up now, d_zoo is really a good coach, def worth it. sometimes i just couldn't catch on to how fast he talked, its better though, since u get to cover alot of topics, im looking for a way of recording coaching sessions with him, camstudio is pretty gay , wasnt able to record/review last nights sweat. any recommendations other than camtasia or camstudio? i want one that has sound too.
if i get better at poker, i think ill have him coach me for like 4 times a month after this, just to keep me on my toes and not fall into that megatabling love again haha. gl
pls recommend video recording software which has good sound/video
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oh well, i still have like 4kusd worth of payments to make which leaves me a solid 1500 BR hahaha. srsly dunno what to do next and i dont wanna sell my car just to upload back online coz that would seriously be more retarded, or is it? too tired of grinding it back up to 10 or 20k from here and just kinda confused and drifting since i came back, trying to read up on technical analysis and going to a seminar in cebu city this august - i wanna slowly shift away from playing poker for a living and just play poker to pay for living expenses coz after 2 years + i dont think i have what it takes to be a winning player at decent (at least 200nl) stakes 
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