Today + 60$ making last 16/17 sessions into greeeeeeeen
+ winning 2/3 FPPs for another 21.34 $
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+ 81.34 $ today
up 310$ this month so far in 5,3K hands 4 days NL50
pretty okay results > 5BB/100
However i still dont understand what happend on Ipoker September + October.
From being probably in TOP 5 of the biggest winner at NL50 Ipoker and being a solid 4BB/100 Nl100 reg in July + August
on the edge of becomming a Nl200 reg
I suddenly got crushed every day every hand and turned into one of the biggest losers BB/100 wise of these limits
At the end i was not sure anymore that i can beat NL25
I got so hardcore soulcrushed
Well its over now and i am almost back at Nl100
still i feel an overwhelming pain in my heart when i think about what happend in these months
I feel soulraped.
todays session
4 1/2 hours of concentrated 4 tabling till 3.03am german time.
The session was special for 2 reasons
some new useless record for me ^^
1989 hands
AA only 1 time at hand 1809
1,8K hads without 1 single AA preflop hasnt happend to me before
there was a 70/30 Vpip fish who never folded
he went from 10 to 540$ at NL50 1tabling in 2 hours !!!!
he played so bad but just won every hand.
I managed to finally win an allin vs him after losing TT vs AQ preflop for 150BB
he finally left with liek 490$
was just uber sick.
i posted some of the hands
gonna go to bed now.
poker is good again nowadays
15 of last 16th sessions = green
However i still dont understand that Ipoker downswing i had lasting for 2 1/2 month.
That was unfair ! fu Ipoker asoiduhasoiduhasoid
Had a good NL50 session.
started -100$ ended + 65$
13 of last 14 sessions significantly in the green
Yay
Soul is almost restored.
( BR not yet)
Today i was sitting opposite some girl within a university course.
Damn shes beautiful.
I couldnt stop thinking about banging here in all kind of ways for the whole 90 minutes of the course.
Well women can look beautiful in different ways imo
1.) Hooooot biatch -> like most of the famous pronstars ^^
2.) special in a way that attracts u -> Like by objetive messuares she is only okayish above average but has teh very special something that makes her so beautiful to u
3.) Clean pure beauty. No biatch look , no special something -> just when u look at her and think : WOW this is clean pure beauty
dont know if u understand what i mean
However i dont think i will have much of a chance to get in a relationship with her ^^ ( Nor do i think that would work well at all)
I think the way i live and what i like is just too crazy ( not grown up enough) for such a person.
Not that she is boring
She is in fact a very active person being a hughe volleyball fan.
Doing lots of other sports( surfing ,skiing,rock climbing + making party and stuff)
But well shes 24 and her last Boyfriend was 30year old semi proffesional Athlet ( I know this guy and he is very friendly down to earth guy) who allready had a child at that time.
Well and i am basically living da sick life
ALl i do is MMA + Poker + sports + partying
-> this 4 things = all day ,all month ,all years.
I just try to have fun and i dont care about most things that are important to others.
i am a bit liek this
( video baal posted in rofl trhead)
If we were together basically i guess like after 14 days she would be like : " Grow up allready motherfucker ! i ll leave u ^^)
but who knows
maybe i ll get a lucky day and at least have some sex with her
up 80$ today in 688 hands of Nl25 So last 9 days i made + 487$ Nl10 + Nl25
wow this feels so great after the most brutal downswing of my poker life .
ALlthough i am still down a looooooot when u combine last 3 months
Today i met some LP guy named I be fishin
never heared of that guy before in my life i guess
He was very funny though ,)
Said he is a Nl 200 reg from another site and will move to Pokerstars soon.
Just playing Nl25 to test software out a bit and get used.
Also he asked for my custom PS layout.
here it is :
plain simple and clean
Anyone knows the guy ?
He didnt want to tell me his Liquidpoker name.
+ he seemed very spewy
Well didnt find a good Headline for this entry
some of u may know him , some may not.
Also its irreleveant to the blogpost itself.
November month summary so far
started with 200$ at Nl10 on stars after loosing ~ 4K + on Ipoker at Nl200/Nl100 and Nl50 in september + october
went pretty well in the beginning building it up to 540$ in just 5 days playing NL10 and NL25 when i hit 300$.
Then suddenly i hit a DS again and it was kinda same situation then on Ipoker .... started to lose like -20Bb/100 on Nl25 lol
didnt move down and tilted a bit...
156$ left at about 1 week or so ago.
then Nl10 again -> build it up to 380$
-> Nl25 the last 3 days winning solid and i built it up to 567 $
incredible i ended 6 of my last 7 sessions in the green
havent run like this in a looong time
Month overall still pretty dissapointing ^^
Played 21,5K hands at Nl10 and Nl25 ( each about 50%) + 367$ ...
My original goal was to be close to NL100 again by the end of the month having like 1,6K profits in November.
compared to last 2 months i loved November though <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Also learned a lession :
if u run bad at a limit u were a former winning player constantly losing when getting it in over more than 20K hands
-> change sites + reduce tables to like 3
Trying to grind it through when running ultimate bad for longer than u think it should be possible -> bad idea
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