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+LETS DO THIS
I wonder if we'll see an atheist president in our lifetime? Or to be more specific, one that is outspoken and truthfully upholds the constitution.
Why are religious people so appalled and frightened by us? The burden of proof doesn't lie on the Atheists. That is the biggest piece of shit I've ever heard. It's comparable to having someone scientifically prove there is no Santa. HOW CAN WE PROVE SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T EXIST WHEN IT WAS MADE UP TO BEGIN WITH!? I really hope the hadron collider just rapes the fuck out of religion by showing us how the universe was created and maybe even showing us something I still think is extremely possible.
I think it's a possibility that we are part of something, that is part of something, that is part of something times infinity. Nothing has to be created, because it's infinite, do you really think a blood cell knows its a blood cell and knows what it's purpose is? No, and that's the beauty of this life we get. We don't know wtf we are doing here, but we're doing it.
How can we progress as a country when we still have the basic Christian marriage as a foundation in the United States? How can we progress when the world's religions continues to rape and embed fear and bigotry into the minds of innocent children? Are you religious people so ignorant to see if you were born in India your belief system would be totally different. Or if you were born in Ancient Greece or whatever time period you want to choose. EVERYTHING that you people have built up to have such high meaning, is meaningless and pathetic.
I understand why religion exists, it took me a while to accept my own mortality, and I'd love to party it up for infinity with everything I ever wanted because it's such a great place. When I really think of 'heaven' or an 'after-life' I cant stop thinking about how fairy talish this shit really is. REALLY... ETERNAL HAPPINESS OR ETERNAL DAMNATION? I'd take eternal damnation any day. I keep picturing an older clip from the Twilight Zone where this guy wakes up in a casino and he starts winning. But he never stops winning and everything he plays he wins. Doesn't that sound great! FOREVER! AND YOU'RE STUCK THERE! Fuck that :
We are playing crusades already and I don't think this will end anytime soon, considering religion has it's slithering hand in everything around us.
Hrmmm well I'll start off with poker
going well so far, FTP + rakeback should be really worth it at this level [50NL] Hopefully 100NL in a couple more weeks, I want to be deeply rolled because I will still dump a couple buy-ins on occasion. I'm working on combating that by taking more breaks during my sessions.
Unfortunately life is expensive, too expensive for 50NL ATM so I'm getting a new job [quit the bank a little over a week ago].
Other shit
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Lots of introversion by myself has paid off over the past week. I've come to closure about a lot of my own issues, mortality and where I fit in things being the biggest one. However I'm not very confident it'll last for long xD it never does.
School is hopefully coming up in January and I can't wait. I've read my old blogs and my old posts and I feel pathetic. I really do believe the last 2 years I've matured and finally have some fucking footing in my own life.
Bachelor life is treating me well xD except the apartment is getting a bit too messy for even my tastes [flashbacks to old dorm room with skot] but what can you do :
Playing a lot of DOTA + WC3 Again, let me know if you want to play. I'm still pretty bad since I haven't played either game in well over a year but I don't think it takes too long to get back into the swing of things, or thats what I keep telling myself, maybe I'm getting too old for video games now :[
Well, I'll keep you updated on pokar + life
<3 CIAO
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