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OK whatever.
here are my new results. Playing 50NL now, and yes, its going decently good.
I also played the sunday WARMUP last sunday, and managed to win 474$. I won an entry to it before, so i basically doubled up my money.
Cashed out 550$ also, but now im focusing on building that big bankroll that i always longed for!
Played a bit today and yesterday, won a bit back. Im not giving up yet! And that last tilty blog entry was the almost the only tilty day i had since my new beginning, so its not so bad yet.
last month ended good. i managed to turn a huge losing month to a just a losing one.
but this son of a bitch month started REALLY well OFCOURSE it had to go down after that and now im just sucking fucking suck again and steaming like hell.
some graphs for you.
juni
july
Hahaha i found a way to cure my tilt! I played today and lost 3 buyins in a blizzering time of 15 mins again, so i decided to fuck poker and just mess up my room ! it really helps, im feeling a lot better now. was thinking about crushing my LCD tv too, but i will save him for later use !
As you can see, at the middle of the month my new approach to the game started. You can see at the graph what kind of tilt monkey i was before, its really sad. But at the same time its good because i hopefully have learned something from it. I am really optimistic with poker again, and i think that July will be (hopefully) a great month again!
Yeah didnt play much yet, i seem to be on a big heater but NL25 is ofc fucking supereasy too. But the main thing is that i am playing really really good, and i like it, its going well, and i hope it will continue to go well!
Im going to grind NL25 for a while now, and then move up SLOWLY again in levels as i increase my self-confidence and bankroll. Actually im doing this since 4-5 days already.
Feels really good to play there actually atm, i have become a lot more calm, and think about every hand a lot now, with other words : im playing with my brain and concentrated, just as i used to do back in my good times, instead of playing with my temper/mood!
My plan is to average a buyin per day, i think that should be easily done on NL25.
Alright, off to the tables now, ill present you some results later.
im really starting to think about getting a coach, im not a winning player anymore, im just a losing player that wants to become a winning player again. im so desperate, i just cant win no matter what i do.
Maybe a coach can help me with that... i doubt that but i have a little bit of hope left inside of me. im playing nl 100 atm. if you are interested, pls post here. then we can talk about salary etc.
lost like 500 yestwreday + today
I JUST CANT WIN AT POKER??
how to do it?!?!!?!? AW?FEaw
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hOW THE FZUCK DO YALL OF YOU DO IT!?!?!? how can you win at this motherfuckign crap game piece of shit fucking dicksucking fucked up bitch game??????????????????????????? fucking impossible it is for me
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