Miracle

why is that

hopefully nobody will need to find out, i'm not terminally ill or anything.

attention whore

if you want ill give you $1000

On October 17 2008 14:51 TalentedTom wrote: if you want ill give you $1000

make him blow you first.

i'll take $1000 =) +ev

lol

omg omg miracle happened

why do u post this then say hopefully no one will find out? ur like a 9th grade girl.

On October 17 2008 14:51 TalentedTom wrote: if you want ill give you $1000

Hey Neilly you can sit at rail heaven with it and pay 1 BB, double up or die trying imo, you need to take agressives stabs

obviously the miracle is to start running well, i ran my roll into the ground a month ago and haven't caught traction since. everytime i come close to making a decent score in the past month i get sick beat and or setup.

the miracle is obvious.

yeah, just keep expecting life to throw good things at you when you've done absolutely nothing to deserve it

you fucking piece of shit

lol, neilly, please post about your degen life.

and loco, what have u done to deserve anything?

to be honest theres not much of a difference between us poker wise other than you've always stayed in your bankroll and i've always went by the theory of never playing on scared money and i was way too overaggressive with bankroll management, chasing ambitions and dreams instead of taking the game serious when i should have.

you are no more talented than i in the aspects of playing and or reading opponents, you have only succeeded where i've failed in bankroll management.

if you dont play with good bankroll management you are not playing poker, you are gambling.

On October 17 2008 15:58 NeillyJQ wrote: and loco, what have u done to deserve anything? to be honest theres not much of a difference between us poker wise other than you've always stayed in your bankroll and i've always went by the theory of never playing on scared money and i was way too overaggressive with bankroll management, chasing ambitions and dreams instead of taking the game serious when i should have. you are no more talented than i in the aspects of playing and or reading opponents, you have only succeeded where i've failed in bankroll management.

and his respect of his own bankroll deems him to "deserve" (altho thats a stupid fucking word for poker) what he has now. ud possibly have the same if u ever went about things correctly.

loco logiabs send u a kiss

yeah i agree shaver, i tend to gamble way too much.

shane, with me its much deeper than that. i come from a wealthy family and never learned the true value of a dollar, which is why i never gave a shit about going nuts w/ my roll since money was always easily accessible for me.

since i've been living on my own reality has hit me hard in the face though, its not really a talent, but something that is instilled in someone there whole lives. something that was never instilled into my mind.

i try my hardest to stick to br management, and tend to do well for blocks of time, but whenever i take a shot and get sick beat out of $5-6k wins when im on a 1-2k roll i tend to go heywire and blow my entire roll the following few days, or atleast have in the past.

i realize i have a ton of flaws in this game, but loco has no right to heckle me over it, hes just a moderator to our haven and a good midstakes grinder.

i'm quite sure i deserve a little something after over 3 years of grinding, devoting the majority of my time to the game and reading numerous books to the game.

On October 17 2008 16:12 srojitas wrote: loco logiabs send u a kiss

Oh hai Logiabs, how does it fell to be a douchebag ?

that attitude "i am as good as you" without having reached anything is really annoying. I can claim everything that way! I am as smart as Albert Einstein, I simply I didn't get the same education as him to back my point!

No offense Neilly but just because you went on a sick heater and gambled your money away doesn't mean you're any good at poker...

sheitan, sharkscope.com NeillyAA if i had an appropriate roll i would be crushing the mtt circuit, which is where i intend to take my game to. 1-2 tabling MTT's, no more 12-24 tabling.

and i've worked my way up to nl100 4-5 times, building 5k+ rolls from $10-200 each time, as well as learned hu in 3 months and turned $75 into $10,600 in 2 days.

I've won numerous online tournaments for $800 - $5500 (5 scores of more than 1k)

Although you guys may think I haven't accomplished much, I believe I've accomplished alot and will do very well when I build my roll back up.

when the fuck did i say i deserved anything?? i dont deserve nothing and i don't get nothing either. the difference between you and me is that you think you do.

and don't talk about me like you know me or know how I play a game you've never seen me play, you pretentious broke bastard.

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"when the fuck did i say i deserved anything?? i dont deserve nothing.

and neither do you. it's all i'm saying."


i took what you said wrong, you've had many negative posts towards myself and I took it personally instead of a random statement on the subject.

yeah, i was too defensive.

thanks for clarity

devon your the biggest retard on this site, you've been struggling on nl10-nl100 for the past two years and have no respect from any good players.

you are a parasite that was never invited to the community and has never done anything to help the community.

and me bringing up old threads was for a laugh.

how bout we make a poll on who needs to fuck off?

u get 51% and i'll leave forever.

and one more thing, i give positive critism and advice to many low and midstakes players, have taken many players under my wing and taught them, and have asked for very little if nothing in return.

you've done what, flame people and jerk off over pulling 4bb/100?

Your OPR shows an 18% roi life time and you have a negative roi the last 120 days ...your best score is 5.2k in a 3$ Rebuy that u won back in december 2007. It's not like you're god's gift to poker dude.

OH SHIT POLL HUFORBANZ PLZ MAKE IT HAPPEN !!!!!

also, neilly, managing your money IS the most important part of being a good poker player. I don't care how good you think you are, a micro stakes grinder is a better poker player than a broke one.

sheitan i was referring to my graph on sharkscope, not as much as my statistics, but the constant wins.

obviously i've been on a downswing which is why the threads "FML" // Need a miracle since im almost out of $ and can't get anything going for the past month..

obviously i'm not gods gift to poker, but i do understand the game very well and can hang w/ the best.

shietan make the poll if u want, i can't see how devon could get one vote since he has done absolutely nothing for the community, doesn't give any feedback on hands and is very self-centered/egotistic

god you don't realize how fucking stupid you sound, and i'm not hating on you just for fun.

you basically have NO fucking clue what the lifestyle of "the best" is, and what that requires, because you have never been near there and yet you say you can hang with them.

you lack common sense, humility and talent.

the only thing you have is balls for being the degen that you are, but i wouldn't be very proud of that without the rest because they are what makes you successful or not.

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Devon do you accept his challenge ? We make a poll and if someone gets 51% the other one will be banned from the site, dunno if the mods agree here tho but it sounds cool to me and yeah im a retard for what i care LEWL

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neilly is an moran

On October 17 2008 17:31 devon06atX wrote: Show nested quote + On October 17 2008 17:22 Sheitan wrote: Devon do you accept his challenge ? We make a poll and if someone gets 51% the other one will be banned from the site, dunno if the mods agree here tho but it sounds cool to me and yeah im a retard for what i care LEWL i'd be retarded to accept this challenge. i like this community, and ryan would obv. win this bet. he's by far more well known than me, and many people find his extreme level of patheticness entertaining ridiculous sideshow clown > random low-stakes grinder

Fair, but seriously i don't think you'd be the one banned

who gives a fuck what my blog says?

most of that self-realization was during times where i was doing alot of hallucinogens, yeah i'm a tad delusional, who gives a fuck, its better than your blog "hi im devon, i live at home with my daddy and i can continue to play poker as long as i cash out 300$ a week"

and umm, i've never ever seen a positive post of yours on this site. I've even seen you flaming low stakes sng players for no reason whatsoever.

I can understand you hating on me, but flaming anyone who has taken the dedication to learn hu and has had problems with degeneracy (me / crownroyal) (its not like people that are degens want to be degens, its a constant battle within)

btw, you fail to realize how degen raszi used to be, how degen fazi is, how degen tillerman used to be, as well as how degen the majority of 25/50 players are. So by your conceptual thinking, you hate on every one of these players too?

and how the fuck do u take it as a lie when i say something on a blog, its more of ideals than truisms you jackass. i don't blog to give people 100% insight of what im doing, but more of what I want to do or feel like I should do.

sometimes i just make a blog as a joke or cuz i haven't made one in a while.

see, i'm part of the community because i enjoy helping others and encouraging others, i'm not here so ignorant douchebags like yourself can make retarded judgements of things they know very little about.

how the fuck did this thread turn into a devon bash thread anyways?

oh, this :

you're nothing but a pathetic attention whore
(i get bored and have fun?)

bringing up old threads that involve your degen ways, just for negative attention. "OMG, PLS GIVE ME ATTENTION"
(i googled myself and the thread popped up, i laughed and made a joke in it?)

creating blogs "FML"

"I need a miracle"
(been on an epic downswing?)

you're a delusional little bitch is what you are
(better than being a self-centered jerk who does nothing but flame others and hate instead of helping and promoting those in the community. Because that what we are, after all, a community. Obviously a concept you've never realized.

you dont need to start playing within your bankroll, you just need to fuck off. forever
(Unlike you I don't need to worry about this because I have the talent to always build a roll from scratch, I will learn to rid my mind of degeneracy when I have an appropriate roll,but you will always be a sub-par player bouncing back and forth between nl50 and nl100, berating people that are here to learn and help)

k im done with responding to this thread, obviously devon and i have never gotten along, that aside, i'd rather be in the struggle that i'm in right now than be devon03943949x

On October 17 2008 15:44 Loco wrote: yeah, just keep expecting life to throw good things at you when you've done absolutely nothing to deserve it you fucking piece of shit

Such hostility... but yeah pretty much, maybe you should just suck up your god damn pride and grind microstakes instead of constantly moving up.

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On October 17 2008 17:47 ikc5 wrote: Show nested quote + On October 17 2008 15:44 Loco wrote: yeah, just keep expecting life to throw good things at you when you've done absolutely nothing to deserve it you fucking piece of shit Such hostility... but yeah pretty much, maybe you should just suck up your god damn pride and grind microstakes instead of constantly moving up.

since you're pretty new to LP and probably don't know neilly very well i'll forget what you just said and act like it never happened. <3

Did he refuse to pay you back for a stake or something? There's lots of degens in the world, no reason to hate on him like he killed your grandmother and gave you aids or something.

Maybe he gave his grandmother aids ...

hmm wtf is this shit 3 pages comments in neilly's blog ???

I dont like neilly. Degens like him really need help... not this brutal flaming
like a pack of scavengers tearing him in pieces...
BACK OFF GUYS !

Loco -I hope you're not proud of being such an asshole ...is this a mask you wear in the forums or this is who you are? ...stop that shit man it's fucking pathetic

devon06atX -quit this shit man, dont you have anything better to do?

we should try as a poker community to cut down on the feuding!

"how can you even compare yourself to any *real* successful higher-tier player? seriously. comparing yourself to the likes of tiller, raszi, and fazi?
you even claimed earlier that you have what it takes to 'hang with the best'" - devon39340x

because they are friends of mine, players i've played with and learned from. raszi taught me hu, fazi taught me how to win at hu and what it takes, and tiller was my inspiriation from day 1.

i have the skill it takes, i've already made it clear i have some br management issues which won't be an issue when i accrue the appropriate roll, i'm sure of this. i've cleared my drug problem and have regained sanity a long while ago, and the only reason im close to bust now is because my last computer died and i had to cashout most of my roll.

stop spreading aids on my blog ppls

FFS just dont read his blog if you don't like him or what he does, imo most people who he owes money to dont care at all about it. it's not like he's scammed amounting to $$$$$$
just give the guy a break and just focus more on your own pathetic lives

On October 17 2008 22:37 whamm! wrote: FFS just dont read his blog if you don't like him or what he does, imo most people who he owes money to dont care at all about it. it's not like he's scammed amounting to $$$$$$ just give the guy a break and just focus more on your own pathetic lives

ya srsly, so much unnecessary hostility
LEAVE NEILLY ALONEEEEEEEE

On October 17 2008 19:21 ChromaX wrote: hmm wtf is this shit 3 pages comments in neilly's blog ??? I dont like neilly. Degens like him really need help... not this brutal flaming like a pack of scavengers tearing him in pieces... BACK OFF GUYS ! Loco -I hope you're not proud of being such an asshole ...is this a mask you wear in the forums or this is who you are? ...stop that shit man it's fucking pathetic devon06atX -quit this shit man, dont you have anything better to do?

jesus christ you're an idiot