Future good luck

On April 25 2022 21:39 Loco wrote: It's time

Wonder if Loco does this to muslim ppl like ilham omari

I need to do some skydiving this summer so fucking bored atm. Now that I don’t “work”, time to hit up some ladies. Rikd hiems u guys come to Vancouver I’ll show u a good time. Take u exploring my city. I’ll be ur your guide free of charge

I already had a priceless week in Vancouver eons ago but I appreciate it.

I was driving over a bridge today which made me nervous if the winds come out and I saw a plane and realized that I am confined to my city for the foreseeable future. I can maybe carpool to see my family up North but maybe not.

Remember Fight Club when he burns his hand?

Read this and stay focused lostaccount:

For a void without a question is just perverse
This is the end of faith, no more must I strive
To find my peace, to find my peace in a lie
This is the end of faith, no more must I strive
To find my peace, to find my peace in a lie

It's liberating. It brightens my mood.

The void has no questions or answers. It is most certainly perverse.

Harrowing.

Dreadful.

Angst.

At least I don't find my peace in a lie.

That is why Collapse is so easily denied. What it means for the individual and the masses is quite similar to the void. Harrowing, dreadful, Angst. Death and Collapse. Collapse and Death. I had a full Italian meal last night. What if in the future I can only eat potatoes and vodka while my neighborhood is patrolled at gun point?

Don’t worry, I won’t be bored much longer, I line up all my spring activity for the next 5 months. Spring summer vacation time. It’s just today I didn’t have anything much to do. Camping golfing fishing skydiving road trips etc. I’m gonna do a lot this year. This is the 1st year I have a vacation. I have been grinding so hard the past years I finally have a break for once.

I’ve been planning what I wanted to do, today. Time to have fun

Clubbing, etc

All black French designer (YSL, Prada, etc.)
Don't get too drunk
Playful eye contact
Have fun!

I threw a lot of money away at clubs but it was fun. I can not lie.

And... I Remember by Deadmau5 comes on Spotify. That is crazy. That was like the #1 song for the height of my clubbing.

Being young and the money coming in easy I had a lack of respect for money and a disregard for money. Clubs are like a perfect poison for that scenario. I'd much rather hike through nature these days but the allure of a good night or a pick up I'm still addicted to it I am just not in any circumstances to be in that environment and I probably won't be in that environment ever again.

I miss out a lot of clubbing years, grinding n not enjoying big crowds plus anxiety but my anxiety is gone now. It was hard work to get rid of it but it’s finally gone

Yea I feel u rikd, at least u had fun. It’s been ages since I went to a club except a s club like 3 years ago lol for 5-10m then I was like nope I spent enough money 50$ for 2 lap dances in 10 minutes had my fun peace out ladies lol

Even just reserving bottle service is f expensive. I'd have to work 200+ hours to cover what I used to drop on bottle service in a night. I was weird though. I remember I took the bus to play the Main Event one year with $12k on me. I was probably the least baller of my friends though.

I'm glad you have a nice spring / summer planned. Enjoy it while you can.

On April 25 2022 16:23 RiKD wrote: Yeah. Siberia probably works too but I don't know the logistics. Hills of West Virginia here in the USA will work for a while too but then you have to live amongst the hill people. I met one in the psych ward and all there is to do in the psych ward is bullshit. Fucking crazy life that guy lived. My guitar teacher is also from there and just says it's ignorant and backwards as fuck. I'm pretty sure the banks and investment companies have bought up all the real estate which is why it's so expensive in Canada. I don't follow it as much as I used to. It's depressing and I feel helpless and hopeless. Biden is a joke. They are all a joke until we get a competent dictator in there as early as 2024 and then it's not a joke. So many things are fucked up in a bad way. Part of my plan is not to fixate on all of these things and just play guitar, play video games, laugh.

Raoul Island, popualation=about 6

I don't know.

That kind of goes back to the debate of survival versus the good life.

Raoul Island, popualation=about 6[/QUOTE]

Around 8* if rikd goes

Raoul Island will be under water in less than 10 years?

On April 27 2022 04:56 RiKD wrote: Raoul Island will be under water in less than 10 years?

Who knows rikd but it’s not like ur going lol

there must be first sadness at moment for future paradise so im okay with how things are being played out. i believe