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NewbSaibot United States. Apr 02 2016 11:10. Posts 4943 | | |
April fools ya'll, lol. Today's blog will mark the real deal.
Results are in - 2016 thus far
February was my first losing month, at about $-800. I met this girl and things became pretty intense, moved in together, and then she left me to go back to her abusive ex boyfriend (gave her black eyes and everything, the worst), but sadly this is actually common among abuse victims. Man did this fuck with my head hard, I found myself completely crushed emotionally, deliberately losing hands and becoming self-destructive as a way to take my mind off of things. I snapped out of it after losing about 6 buyins and just quit playing completely for 2 weeks and by March I was back on my A-game. As for me and that girl, dont worry about that shit, we're as done as done can be.
Anyway I'm still trying to plug that stupid leak I have of "paying to see" when someone makes a retarded bet against me that makes no sense. I'm not calling shoves or anything like that and it's a lot better than before, but I still catch myself calling here and there like once every few sessions when I know I'm beat, but I just want to figure out wtf my opponent was doing.
The good news I am finally getting more confident playing deep. I think a big part of it has just been playing scared money. Not scared because I cant afford to play, but just that butterflies in the stomach kind of thing knowing that this is my lifeline here so dont risk too much since I'm so new to this lifestyle. But goddamn when you get deep vs these players it's just fuckin' game on every time. Here's a couple of chip porn shots where I maintained my composure and just stuck it out until the table broke.
 
This will be my primary focus going forward. Just sitting down with the intention to eat the table.
Funny hand tonight, sitting 220BB effective, I river quads but ended up tabling my hand before he called. I actually thought he had folded because I was busy bullshitting with the guy on my right who was paying me off all night drunk as fuck and he had already gone allin on the turn. Other guy shows the nut straight and of course folds, then goes on an epic rant against the dealer even though I just saved him about $900 on a river bet that he was obviously going to call. Doh, pay more attention!
Oh yeah, and I did buy a new car lol. Nothing fancy, just a used 370z Nismo, but man this thing is so fun to drive.
 
I even mounted a tablet. It's just velcro with the cables routed behind the dash but I think it looks pretty legit! Certainly works well for streaming music and navigation.
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Spitfiree Bulgaria. Apr 02 2016 22:34. Posts 9634 | | |
First I was like, still a nice sports car
Then I was like HOW do you missclick for 200bb in a live game where you are literally playing 30hands/hr |
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NewbSaibot United States. Apr 03 2016 00:12. Posts 4943 | | |
V1 = super quiet headphones wearing guy ($1000+)
V2 = worlds greatest fish, knows he's a fish, and enjoys donating for the company ($300)
Hero = covers
V2 raises MP
Hero 3bets MP+1 with JJ
V1 calls in SB
Flop JT2r
SB checks
V2 bets
Hero calls
SB calls
Turn JT29r
V2 ships
Hero calls
Hero thought SB folded for some reason, but he calls
Hero just instantly tables his hand to his buddy on the right so as not to appear douchey slowrolling
River JT29Jr
V1 shows KQo and erupts at how bad he runs
Hero looks at him like wtf is he still doing in the hand and how does he have a straight and the action is complete, just utterly confused. I laughed it off. It was also 4am and I had been there since 8pm so I was getting a little tired. |
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Trav94 Canada. Apr 03 2016 07:05. Posts 1785 | | |
I assume the "still not paying taxes" part was the only truth of the April fools joke blog |
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thewh00sel  United States. Apr 03 2016 19:44. Posts 2734 | | |
I know you said dont worry about it but...Pick better women without daddy issues. When you find out a girl was abused end it. That is a toxic situation that can eat anyone's spirit and bankroll. Plenty of better, non-radioactive fish in the sea etc. |
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rofl wow that was a good apr 1 post. best i saw all day by far.
GJ nonetheless! |
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ever fold KK for less than 130bb pre?
almost did last night but ofc talked myself out of it. 1st time in forever i've even considered it |
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NewbSaibot United States. Apr 03 2016 22:03. Posts 4943 | | |
| | On April 03 2016 18:44 thewh00sel wrote:
I know you said dont worry about it but...Pick better women without daddy issues. When you find out a girl was abused end it. That is a toxic situation that can eat anyone's spirit and bankroll. Plenty of better, non-radioactive fish in the sea etc. |
You know what they say; crazy in head, crazy in bed. But you are absolutely right. |
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NewbSaibot United States. Apr 03 2016 22:06. Posts 4943 | | |
| | On April 03 2016 20:13 traxamillion wrote:
ever fold KK for less than 130bb pre?
almost did last night but ofc talked myself out of it. 1st time in forever i've even considered it |
Never. Last night had a guy overship 90BB with AJs preflop, and last month had an old man 6bet 200BB with QQ and proudly turn it over excited at the possibility of hitting the BBJ. |
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yea. this dude was just talking about his small bankroll and how he is a limit player etc. just dumb nit. saw his hands shaking when he ships the 700. pretty certain what he had but w/e. Live FR so tilting |
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NewbSaibot United States. Apr 07 2016 08:21. Posts 4943 | | |
Oh, and just tonight, tightest player in the world, notoriously tight and frequently made fun of for his range being exclusively QQ+ (and honestly I'd have to agree) sits down first hand at the table and raises to $25 in the CO. What does the BB do with $700? ALL IN, instantly. CO hems and haws, finally calls with AKs, and BB has pocket tens. And yes, they are both regs and should have plenty of history together. Never ever EEEEEVER fold KK for less than 200BB preflop. |
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MARSHALL28 United States. May 02 2016 20:09. Posts 1897 | | |
if you're gonna limit yourself to no girls w/ daddy issues, good luck you are going to have a really tough time competing for the few good ones. they get swooped up quick anyways.
probably you need to game the ones you have in front of you harder.
look up dread game. make it known that you can and will find another one if they act up and basically make her so insecure worried that you could leave her at any moment. oh, and remember that 90% of relationships nowadays have shelf lives.
good luck |
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[GiTM]-Ace United States. May 04 2016 07:19. Posts 1585 | | |
| | On April 03 2016 18:44 thewh00sel wrote:
I know you said dont worry about it but...Pick better women without daddy issues. When you find out a girl was abused end it. That is a toxic situation that can eat anyone's spirit and bankroll. Plenty of better, non-radioactive fish in the sea etc. |
lol wtf?? I'm confused why would you be ending your relationship because a girl was abused in a former relationship. That seems weird. |
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