Movement of Poker Legalization USA

god i really want to spend some quality time in this blog tonight, have soo much hmwk to do tho =[ oh well, glhf everyone

I'll start...Get pushed onto subway tracks and die you pathetic attention whore.

its funny how many people have moot comments.

u guys are my fire lol

yeah, iwanted to respond to a couple peoplez;

u don't have to click.
Ryan

you are an attention whore indeed, but a very entertaining one indeed. We wind you up cause we enjoy it too you know you and byrne are both hilarious each in his own way. Its 4am i got the flu and diarrhea so cant sleep, thank you for this post and others for response inducing posts

On December 05 2012 22:25 Zep wrote: I'll start...Get pushed onto subway tracks and die you pathetic attention whore.

Are you a sociopath? Who says stuff like this?

agree with goose

i just like to keep the forums stirring and im an attention whore, u know me

Lemon, if I don't do this, LP is boring, so ur welcome

i was just gonna name the blog comments,
write GLP,
RYan

Are you sure you got 2nd? Might want to recheck that and make sure you're not lying again.

Btw you only spit hate towards the people you know are right, so I'll take that fuck you as a sign of approval

you guys literally sit back and requote a stoners (literally 24/7) messages, acting if I even know what I'm saying half the time. I just read like 10% of your shit.

Hindsights always 20/20, im hard on my self, but well, you gotta learn to not care about the monies and just play cuz you love it. thats what i do.

its a very high possiblity that I will win a tournament for $9k + 6.4k ptp, 15.4k within the next year, probably way faster obv.

Would help if we had a safe online site, even interstate, all the fish that haven't been able to deposit since 2006 will be back. Lets pray this bill passes.

Jeff, Byrn, I just see no reason for you guys to waste so much of your lifes trolling an internet forum of an obviously amazing tournament player with a few debts, im the most care free guy in the world bud, i don't see it as debt, just one hit away. i was devastated when i got 3rd in buffalo poker classic, 1st had all my debts covered + 7k. i lost 7 days in a row after that, just a few bucks a day, but not my point, was really degecting and hurt really bad.

do whatever, sometimes i read your guys posts everyday, sometimes i make a blog and never check comments

just depends if u guys are entertaining or douches that day

michael jordan headshakes have been used about 93% of the time by you Byrn, find a new .gif - and maybe a hobby thats going to get you somewhere, when I just read 2 sentences of what you write and ramble back at you

you should say thanks to these people who wants to help you while not getting anything from it. you're living an ilusion, you got to the point that you are lying to yourself and they are opening your eyes.

120k profit, 20k monthly... 600 dollars BR
lol

^ignorance really is bliss..

ilbh i honestly don't care about my current br or what my br is til like march. i have enough for what i need, enough for buy-ins (esp 50%) and a talent that is pretty stellar.

Yeah, I've made a ton of mistakes, thats livin life bud, some ppl would say I've lived harder in 1 month than most people live in there life. I was partying like that for like 5 years. lol...

I aim for success, I'm in no rush to be #1, whenever I am, its because I earned it at my own pace, paying all my bills etc and my own way. what do uwant me tosay? sorry black friday happened and i got shit all this year? sorry my boss wasn't sending me my funds on time and was a dick about sendign me money to live on when i made him 40k in thefirst 2 months back?

its my first run in cashgames, I got 525 in there after rb and the sick degen session.

I'll grind NL25 6max cash + lowstakes MTT's and rebuild whenever I get the urge to play, that degenspree was tiring.

Live BR sittin round 1800 - few more good mtt's before then, maybe i'll get a good bink, my dad and I are going to FoxWoods soon for fri-sat mb sunday and splitting bi's on the mtt's - he gambles all weekend anyways, so just more fun for him and a dif environment.

(he wants me to risk alot, i'll prolly just buy 33% of my action on the big ones if they run any, and 50% of anything thats up to a $600-700)

See, I took a speed pill on Saturday cuz I woke up at 8pm, and wanted to play cashgames all night, and be awake/alert for the sunday majors.

Thing is, I thought it was just like a 10mg adderroll (friend had em, told him i might need a few for poker, they were sitting there months). it turned out to be some 100mg adderroll or something, was fcking insanity. grinded my teeth harder than i grinded all last month

that fucked my brain for like 4 days and I can still feel it. I don't blame the pill, I'm to blame, but boy did that affect the way I was thinking and inablilty to quit the session.

Whats the addage,
try try try again.

I'll never quit,
I'm a damn good poker player.
I'm on vacation right now, so this doesn't really matter to me right now. This winters all about live MTT's and Skiing.

Come spring,we'll see if its Canada Taiwan or USA.

Have fun!
Ryan

On December 06 2012 00:04 NeillyJQ wrote: ilbh i honestly don't care about my current br or what my br is til like march. i have enough for what i need, enough for buy-ins (esp 50%) and a talent that is pretty stellar.

how do you go about evaluating your talent level?

On December 06 2012 00:27 bigredhoss wrote: Show nested quote + On December 06 2012 00:04 NeillyJQ wrote: ilbh i honestly don't care about my current br or what my br is til like march. i have enough for what i need, enough for buy-ins (esp 50%) and a talent that is pretty stellar. how do you go about evaluating your talent level?

stellar

lols touche

GET OUT OF ALL DEBT. PLAY WITH YOUR OWN MONEY. PROFIT. THEN TALK SHIT.

you're doing it wrong.

btw - i always considered this a solid end of the road tune.

in all honesty, a player who has played 1c/2c blinds for a couple years and made anything above zero is a more successful player than you. that's fact. truth. you can't fucking deny that.

it is what it is.

On December 05 2012 22:32 NeillyJQ wrote: u guys are my fire lol

For what though? You've achieved nothing in all the years you've posted here.

It's entertaining for a while when you make such a fool out of yourself, then it gets stale, but then the next inevitable fuck up occurs and it's entertaining for a while again. It's kind of funny in a pathetic, sad sort of way.

I don't know if I'd be having a go at someone with 13k post when you yourself have almost 9k. The difference is byrns posts are usually pretty funny or witty where as yours are predominately posts about how you've a) fucked up b) become the best player on LP c) sucking up to the bigger players on here, pretending you are best buddies irl d) explaining some 50 step web of bullshit for where money has gone, how your paying back debts etc.

You're the LP clown fuckup for all the wrong reasons. Congrats man revel in the pinnacle of your success.

You have no business sense. You poorly manage your fiscal life and as a result you end up in shit situation's like the one you are in. Byrnesam wrote the perfect analogy awhile back. He said if you make $1 mil a year but spend $1.1 mil a year, you're still in the hole $100k. Similar to this, I love Larry Bird's quote, if a guy makes a dunk in your face and you come back down and hit a three, who's ahead? The point I'm trying to make is I believe you very well could have made a $100k in profit this year. But gross profit does not equal net income (duh). You said earlier you made a guy $40k profits in 2 months. According to the data I could find, you've made $45k on Merge and $23k on pstars this year. You also have rakeback, lock poker profits, and live play (and minus cash games) to supplement your income which is why I believe someone with your talent could have easily made $100k this year. But if $40k of that is going to someone else's pocket, that means you really only grossed about $60k (I would assume you've paid much more than $40k to backers this year, but for the time being, let's just go on what we know). $60k is nothing to be ashamed of and is decent money in the real world. But in the business sense, this is absolutely shit. You lost $40k in opportunity costs because of horrible financial decisions. The way you think about profits is on parallel to the GM at a Subway saying they personally made $460k this year. NO. Just because a store makes $460k gross profit doesn't mean the GM personally made that amount. You may have made $100k in profits as a business, but you only grossed $60k. 40% of your operating profits are lost in unnecessary poor financial decisions that result in lost opportunity costs. That makes you one shitty businessman. There's no reason why someone capable of your talents should ever have to have backing unless you're incredibly weak minded, a degenerate, or an immature idiot. And that's why had you ever learned to mature and grow from your mistakes, you would understand why you shouldn't have less than a $10k online roll from this year's profits alone (even after paying back $40k). But instead, you live in a delusional world where the only difference between you and the best poker players is your inability to manage your investments. But if you could just get over that hill with that 1 BIG WIN...lol. How many times were you truly in the black over the past years? I would guess never if you included everyone you scammed (please keep denying this). But I doubt you can be that honest with yourself. Keep self-medicating. It's obviously working.
Your life's meaning is the very definition of pathetic. Frankly, I don't give two fucks that you scammed multiple friends of mine a few hundred bucks a few years ago, but the fact you're still that same degenerate immature stupid cunt, but now with an ego, makes me only wish bad things happen to you. The funny thing is if you died, the only sad thing this community would feel would be that they no longer have someone that everyone can look at and laugh at. No one pity's you at this point, everyone think's your a pathetic scumbag. Congrats, you brought it upon yourself. Now reply with a delusional post and tell me how wrong I am.

This not only fits neilly but also all those guys who are still berating him.

Err except no one expects different results anymore.

When I think about a Neilly, I don't even think about the short term for him. I know that he has the ability to hit a big score and possibly robusto, but I sit here wondering where this dude is going to be where he's like 60. Or maybe he'll never reach 60 because someone collects on some debt, who knows?

On December 06 2012 00:04 NeillyJQ wrote: ilbh i honestly don't care about my current br or what my br is til like march. i have enough for what i need, enough for buy-ins (esp 50%) and a talent that is pretty stellar. Yeah, I've made a ton of mistakes, thats livin life bud, some ppl would say I've lived harder in 1 month than most people live in there life. I was partying like that for like 5 years. lol... I aim for success, I'm in no rush to be #1, whenever I am, its because I earned it at my own pace, paying all my bills etc and my own way. what do uwant me tosay? sorry black friday happened and i got shit all this year? sorry my boss wasn't sending me my funds on time and was a dick about sendign me money to live on when i made him 40k in thefirst 2 months back? its my first run in cashgames, I got 525 in there after rb and the sick degen session. I'll grind NL25 6max cash + lowstakes MTT's and rebuild whenever I get the urge to play, that degenspree was tiring. Live BR sittin round 1800 - few more good mtt's before then, maybe i'll get a good bink, my dad and I are going to FoxWoods soon for fri-sat mb sunday and splitting bi's on the mtt's - he gambles all weekend anyways, so just more fun for him and a dif environment. (he wants me to risk alot, i'll prolly just buy 33% of my action on the big ones if they run any, and 50% of anything thats up to a $600-700) See, I took a speed pill on Saturday cuz I woke up at 8pm, and wanted to play cashgames all night, and be awake/alert for the sunday majors. Thing is, I thought it was just like a 10mg adderroll (friend had em, told him i might need a few for poker, they were sitting there months). it turned out to be some 100mg adderroll or something, was fcking insanity. grinded my teeth harder than i grinded all last month that fucked my brain for like 4 days and I can still feel it. I don't blame the pill, I'm to blame, but boy did that affect the way I was thinking and inablilty to quit the session. Whats the addage, try try try again. I'll never quit, I'm a damn good poker player. I'm on vacation right now, so this doesn't really matter to me right now. This winters all about live MTT's and Skiing. Come spring,we'll see if its Canada Taiwan or USA. Have fun! Ryan

your BR is not the problem, the thing is that someone who makes 20k a month and 120k in profit won't have only 600 dollars. it sounds like you are addicted and in a stage where you start lying to everyone and even yourself.

if this is not the case, that you are not having problems with gambling addiction, then it's all fine. I just can't see someone going through this and not do anything to help. lol even thou i dont know you i wouldn't like to see you ruinning your life.

really wish you the best. gl

On December 05 2012 22:05 NeillyJQ wrote: you suck dude, few grand seems like alot to shitty players,

lol what?

On December 06 2012 04:47 Zep wrote:

LMAO NICE.

The clearest way to spot stupidity on the internet is to look for the people who sign their name or even worse their screen name at the end of every post.

I think if you cut the drugs and habits and just focused on low stakes MTTs you would make a lot per year just because it seems like your craft. Everyone isn't meant to be a HS MTT reg neilly, but that doesnt make them successful just because they play higher than you. Even if they show a tiny profit they will find backers which means they make shit money if they're barely hovering above break-even. To do what you do you don't need a lot of money, and you have made the bulk of your profit at the low-levels so you should just do that and cut the drugs/other expensive habits you have. I still think there is hope for you despite how bad things seem to have gotten but it is entirely up to you whether you quit cocaine and pot

he is doing coce? how do you know that?

I think he's said before that he's done cocaine through poker binges. Not 100% sure though. Anyways, I think adderall is a pretty ridiculous drug in itself. I'm no K2O4 or whatever his dumbass name is where I find it the highest of travesties that weed is illegal but it certainly is ridiculous that our society feeds adderall to kids yet weed is illegal for adults. I was actually prescribed adderall as an adult several years back and was pretty amazed at how hard hitting it was.

I don't know. I'm probably slightly ignorant since I've never touched anything besides a bunch of weed and the adderall occasionally for under a year. Not sure what my point is but I had/have relatively minor anxiety/depression problems and even just weed, after certain weeks/months when I would partake in it a lot, I definitely felt like I thought about things generally differently with some of my problems becoming enhanced. And the difference in ways of thought wouldn't just go away the morning after when I was sober. Maybe I'm a bit wrong and just rambling. But I guess my point is given that Neilly surely had pre-existing psychological problems with compulsion and self delusion, I can't fucking imagine how off his brain chemistry must be on a day to day basis as in his own words, he's stoned 24/7 mixing in coke occasionally and high dosages of adderall that he claims was accidental.

Oh but hey. I'm still all for weed. Just not 24/7 and combining that for probably deranged people like this guy.

lolllllll rego again.

On December 06 2012 15:11 iakim322 wrote: I'm no K2O4 or whatever his dumbass name is

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On December 06 2012 15:11 iakim322 wrote: I'm no K2O4 or whatever his dumbass name is

Gotta admit I loled as well.

I find it funny that people will spend so much time hating someone(under the guise of giving "advice".

Everyone jumps on the bandwagon and thinks it's OK, yet you people forget that Neilly is a person.

If he owes you money, ya you can bitch, otherwise STFU.

Why didn't everyone talk shit to longple when he went busto and needed a stake? Oh yea because everyone loves longple and hates Neilly. It doesn't change the fact that he degen'd and went busto.

What about when Rekrul became a drunkard and blew his 100k's and made his big emo blog on TL about how he became washed up? It was OK because everyone nutted their pants whenever Rekrul made a post.

Who cares what Neilly does? How does it affect you? Does he owe you money? Then STFU.

From my point of view, he actually plays poker and tries to become better. AFAIK he doesn't go around shitting on people.

On December 06 2012 03:26 Funktion wrote: Show nested quote + On December 05 2012 22:32 NeillyJQ wrote: u guys are my fire lol For what though? You've achieved nothing in all the years you've posted here. It's entertaining for a while when you make such a fool out of yourself, then it gets stale, but then the next inevitable fuck up occurs and it's entertaining for a while again. It's kind of funny in a pathetic, sad sort of way. I don't know if I'd be having a go at someone with 13k post when you yourself have almost 9k. The difference is byrns posts are usually pretty funny or witty where as yours are predominately posts about how you've a) fucked up b) become the best player on LP c) sucking up to the bigger players on here, pretending you are best buddies irl d) explaining some 50 step web of bullshit for where money has gone, how your paying back debts etc. You're the LP clown fuckup for all the wrong reasons. Congrats man revel in the pinnacle of your success.

I see what you're saying, but if you knew me, as I know anyone I owe money to (whom are all baller and never ask, they know when i hit its my first priority, idc if i leave myself $5.)

its been a work in progress on a stake for 1 year. i took 26k off the debt list, thats pretty good at 50/50 while always fighting makeup.

i still have more to clear, who cares, im working hard at it, im doing it for a noble cause and my future, who are you to judge someoone you've only read stoned posts rambles on the internet?

GL bud,
Ryan

On December 06 2012 03:59 Zep wrote: You have no business sense. You poorly manage your fiscal life and as a result you end up in shit situation's like the one you are in. Byrnesam wrote the perfect analogy awhile back. He said if you make $1 mil a year but spend $1.1 mil a year, you're still in the hole $100k. Similar to this, I love Larry Bird's quote, if a guy makes a dunk in your face and you come back down and hit a three, who's ahead? The point I'm trying to make is I believe you very well could have made a $100k in profit this year. But gross profit does not equal net income (duh). You said earlier you made a guy $40k profits in 2 months. According to the data I could find, you've made $45k on Merge and $23k on pstars this year. You also have rakeback, lock poker profits, and live play (and minus cash games) to supplement your income which is why I believe someone with your talent could have easily made $100k this year. But if $40k of that is going to someone else's pocket, that means you really only grossed about $60k (I would assume you've paid much more than $40k to backers this year, but for the time being, let's just go on what we know). $60k is nothing to be ashamed of and is decent money in the real world. But in the business sense, this is absolutely shit. You lost $40k in opportunity costs because of horrible financial decisions. The way you think about profits is on parallel to the GM at a Subway saying they personally made $460k this year. NO. Just because a store makes $460k gross profit doesn't mean the GM personally made that amount. You may have made $100k in profits as a business, but you only grossed $60k. 40% of your operating profits are lost in unnecessary poor financial decisions that result in lost opportunity costs. That makes you one shitty businessman. There's no reason why someone capable of your talents should ever have to have backing unless you're incredibly weak minded, a degenerate, or an immature idiot. And that's why had you ever learned to mature and grow from your mistakes, you would understand why you shouldn't have less than a $10k online roll from this year's profits alone (even after paying back $40k). But instead, you live in a delusional world where the only difference between you and the best poker players is your inability to manage your investments. But if you could just get over that hill with that 1 BIG WIN...lol. How many times were you truly in the black over the past years? I would guess never if you included everyone you scammed (please keep denying this). But I doubt you can be that honest with yourself. Keep self-medicating. It's obviously working. Your life's meaning is the very definition of pathetic. Frankly, I don't give two fucks that you scammed multiple friends of mine a few hundred bucks a few years ago, but the fact you're still that same degenerate immature stupid cunt, but now with an ego, makes me only wish bad things happen to you. The funny thing is if you died, the only sad thing this community would feel would be that they no longer have someone that everyone can look at and laugh at. No one pity's you at this point, everyone think's your a pathetic scumbag. Congrats, you brought it upon yourself. Now reply with a delusional post and tell me how wrong I am.

My only reply is I was as green as shit, just a kid that got out of high school went to taiwan for a year partying, did college, went into poker, i knew nothing about business, i went to art school.

i never scammed anyone, i have debt list and i pay them all back.

im not trying to hurt anyone, my perogitive in playing is get out of debt then get pretty rich, obviously its my goal.

decided to spend a few mins on this blog tonite

On December 06 2012 04:47 Zep wrote:

This is like tough love from my father or something, and I need to see it.

Thank you.
Ryan

On December 06 2012 10:15 ilbh wrote: Show nested quote + On December 06 2012 00:04 NeillyJQ wrote: ilbh i honestly don't care about my current br or what my br is til like march. i have enough for what i need, enough for buy-ins (esp 50%) and a talent that is pretty stellar. Yeah, I've made a ton of mistakes, thats livin life bud, some ppl would say I've lived harder in 1 month than most people live in there life. I was partying like that for like 5 years. lol... I aim for success, I'm in no rush to be #1, whenever I am, its because I earned it at my own pace, paying all my bills etc and my own way. what do uwant me tosay? sorry black friday happened and i got shit all this year? sorry my boss wasn't sending me my funds on time and was a dick about sendign me money to live on when i made him 40k in thefirst 2 months back? its my first run in cashgames, I got 525 in there after rb and the sick degen session. I'll grind NL25 6max cash + lowstakes MTT's and rebuild whenever I get the urge to play, that degenspree was tiring. Live BR sittin round 1800 - few more good mtt's before then, maybe i'll get a good bink, my dad and I are going to FoxWoods soon for fri-sat mb sunday and splitting bi's on the mtt's - he gambles all weekend anyways, so just more fun for him and a dif environment. (he wants me to risk alot, i'll prolly just buy 33% of my action on the big ones if they run any, and 50% of anything thats up to a $600-700) See, I took a speed pill on Saturday cuz I woke up at 8pm, and wanted to play cashgames all night, and be awake/alert for the sunday majors. Thing is, I thought it was just like a 10mg adderroll (friend had em, told him i might need a few for poker, they were sitting there months). it turned out to be some 100mg adderroll or something, was fcking insanity. grinded my teeth harder than i grinded all last month that fucked my brain for like 4 days and I can still feel it. I don't blame the pill, I'm to blame, but boy did that affect the way I was thinking and inablilty to quit the session. Whats the addage, try try try again. I'll never quit, I'm a damn good poker player. I'm on vacation right now, so this doesn't really matter to me right now. This winters all about live MTT's and Skiing. Come spring,we'll see if its Canada Taiwan or USA. Have fun! Ryan your BR is not the problem, the thing is that someone who makes 20k a month and 120k in profit won't have only 600 dollars. it sounds like you are addicted and in a stage where you start lying to everyone and even yourself. if this is not the case, that you are not having problems with gambling addiction, then it's all fine. I just can't see someone going through this and not do anything to help. lol even thou i dont know you i wouldn't like to see you ruinning your life. really wish you the best. gl

nononono, i make 10-25k a month MTTing all day, not cashgaming.

last month i made 3.5k cashgaming and dumped 3k back. its terrible and sad to say.

my ego got a little big i realize this now and i'll do my best to not let this happen again, which i understand it may in this chaos theory of a life.

i'm working hard to be my best, all i can do man, want to be well rounded cash and mtt. seems nl50/nl100 is my ceiling, i do well there, but nl200+ i can't handle the swings, and don't like to keep more than 4k online when i can be paying debts etc.

I'm working to get to 2k through doing a few mtt's here n there and tons of nl25 6max grinding.

then going to pure mtt's, and making super solid months again b4 end of year hopefully.

i played like 30 days in a row...i wasn't going out...i was bored, i degened, im to blame and accept it, its 3 grand, not a huge deal, im sorry it happened, trust me, i've went through this 99 times in my head.

talked it over with friends and family etc, got my head back together, been playin tons of backgammon vs a local professional, was good for my mind to say the least.

Um, sorry I make a degen mistake, i will do my best not to do so in the future.

On December 06 2012 12:27 RaiNKhAN wrote: I think if you cut the drugs and habits and just focused on low stakes MTTs you would make a lot per year just because it seems like your craft. Everyone isn't meant to be a HS MTT reg neilly, but that doesnt make them successful just because they play higher than you. Even if they show a tiny profit they will find backers which means they make shit money if they're barely hovering above break-even. To do what you do you don't need a lot of money, and you have made the bulk of your profit at the low-levels so you should just do that and cut the drugs/other expensive habits you have. I still think there is hope for you despite how bad things seem to have gotten but it is entirely up to you whether you quit cocaine and pot

i've been off cocaine for 5 months;

I've made a weed budget of >$100 a week when I was used to spending like 250 a week, its a solid adjustment that will help me play sober all day and enjoy my nighttimes.

i believe this is very true, i don't think hope ever flickered, i made a mistake, u guys know me, im a human, i make mistakes all the time, but i learn from them, and become stronger, this one is one that i obviously have trouble with (br management all the way up never playing too high etc) but its a harsh realitiy im facing taking br from 3.5k to 525. I dont even wanna sit and grind away 40 hours of nl25, but im gonna, and ill play my hardest. and mix in some mtts'

live i've been doing extremely solid, im extremely witty and tilt everyone at every table, i got called on excessive talking like 5 times but they never put me to the side (in buffalo too) its a strong weapon i have since these guys have to think about strategy and cards and im .01ms instaknow what im doing (40k mtts or smthing)

yeah i think just the lowstakes mtts and some nl25 on the side is probably the best after thinking more about it though Hevad, and I appreciate the post.

I'll stop wasting time in cashgames, be thankful that I had a semi solid run and did well for a month, my postflop game did improve vastly.

I'll still play a lil, gonna start again tomorrow I think

Thanks for your time,
Ryan

On December 06 2012 15:11 iakim322 wrote: I think he's said before that he's done cocaine through poker binges. Not 100% sure though. Anyways, I think adderall is a pretty ridiculous drug in itself. I'm no K2O4 or whatever his dumbass name is where I find it the highest of travesties that weed is illegal but it certainly is ridiculous that our society feeds adderall to kids yet weed is illegal for adults. I was actually prescribed adderall as an adult several years back and was pretty amazed at how hard hitting it was. I don't know. I'm probably slightly ignorant since I've never touched anything besides a bunch of weed and the adderall occasionally for under a year. Not sure what my point is but I had/have relatively minor anxiety/depression problems and even just weed, after certain weeks/months when I would partake in it a lot, I definitely felt like I thought about things generally differently with some of my problems becoming enhanced. And the difference in ways of thought wouldn't just go away the morning after when I was sober. Maybe I'm a bit wrong and just rambling. But I guess my point is given that Neilly surely had pre-existing psychological problems with compulsion and self delusion, I can't fucking imagine how off his brain chemistry must be on a day to day basis as in his own words, he's stoned 24/7 mixing in coke occasionally and high dosages of adderall that he claims was accidental. Oh but hey. I'm still all for weed. Just not 24/7 and combining that for probably deranged people like this guy.

i have not been into coke since re-entering the united states, nor will i ever again. it tired me out so much in costa rica, like 2 my soul, i couldn't imagine doing it anymore. it makes my head crazy now anyways, i partied insane for a few months and once had a .txt file on the screen that said "STOP DOING SO MUCH COKE" or something and ppl .gif'd that bitch insta.

lol, that was $10/gram costa rica, never goin there again imo, unless beach vacation with some hottie idk

btw - went 2 friends today, drank a bottle of wine and played about 10 games of backgammon. We play at a pretty high level, been training for months, hes a top tier expert, came home tipsy, said fuck it lets check the forums, decided to read the posts, and make some comments

On December 06 2012 16:50 Funktion wrote: Show nested quote + On December 06 2012 15:11 iakim322 wrote: I'm no K2O4 or whatever his dumbass name is Gotta admit I loled as well.

really lightened my mood

On December 06 2012 20:50 goose58 wrote: I find it funny that people will spend so much time hating someone(under the guise of giving "advice". Everyone jumps on the bandwagon and thinks it's OK, yet you people forget that Neilly is a person. If he owes you money, ya you can bitch, otherwise STFU. Why didn't everyone talk shit to longple when he went busto and needed a stake? Oh yea because everyone loves longple and hates Neilly. It doesn't change the fact that he degen'd and went busto. What about when Rekrul became a drunkard and blew his 100k's and made his big emo blog on TL about how he became washed up? It was OK because everyone nutted their pants whenever Rekrul made a post. Who cares what Neilly does? How does it affect you? Does he owe you money? Then STFU. From my point of view, he actually plays poker and tries to become better. AFAIK he doesn't go around shitting on people.

This is supportive, and pretty spot on from my ego's point of view.

I've made some bad financial decisions in the past that I'm going to clear up in the near future, ppl just want drama and to have me like self-implode or something, its fun for them, they been at it fer years.

i just blaze an l, kick back, read the shit pot i stirred up (jim layhey (say goodbye to the badguys)) and enjoy the entertainment.

My father and I are gearin for some WSOP events next year, and I'll be playing on pokerstars or a massive usa site when the snow melts, i don't care that its going to take a few months since u can't cashout over 2500 a month on hero, and live mtts are far and few between (gud ones)

i am going to take trips to foxwoods and las vegas on a once every 6-8 week basis though, and play a weeks long worth of mtt's, my father and i will both match 1k and just run it. should go good most the time, have many good friends in lv that know where all the good mtts are.

i don't worry bout it.

nobody i owe worries about it.

you guys flame cuz well, its fun to flame ppl on the net, obv i get that.

but ya STFU goose is so right lol

On December 06 2012 21:33 NeillyJQ wrote: last month i made 3.5k cashgaming and dumped 3k back. its terrible and sad to say. but nl200+ i can't handle the swings, Um, sorry I make a degen mistake

These are what I consider examples of you passing the buck. The way you characterize these events sounds like you kinda look at yourself like they were uncontrollable outside events. According to you, you simply dumped 3k back after making 3.5k. I mentioned this in your last blog, that you seem to consider winning and losing like 2 separate events. But they're not, they're one in the same. You dont win 3k then lose 2.5k. You win $500, thats it. What that means is you won 2.5 buyins. It seems like because you might win 20 buyins real quick that you want to take credit for that, like it was something you did, something you had control of, and thus something you can replicate. And when you lose, well thats just dumping it back, degening, fucking around, whatever, it's just some fluke, it was the swings that got you. No it isnt. You need to recognize your heaters are just that, lucky heaters. You didnt earn your victories at NL200, you just experienced some short term natural variance. The reason you lost it all back is because you were outclassed. You did not have the skill level to play there and so the inevitable happened. You really need to look yourself in the mirror and be humble about your abilities. There's no shame in saying "I am not as good as these players, and I wont be for quite some time. In fact I may never be". It's cool to aspire and everything, but I cant help but think you believe that you belong at higher limits, and if it werent for some pesky outside divine interference you'd be there by now.

ROFL BYRN!!! the ending is epic! haha

Newb, I see it as only a $500 month, I got done bitching and venting that out to my brother a couple days ago lol

OMG Byrnesam that is a fucking work of art.

love how you leave a tiny bit of dignity at the end to say to buy a hot meal. LOL ! HHAAAHA

dude, i've been paying ppl back, its just kinda been on hold for a bit - relax

i just got off a year stake, gotta build my scratch up and not degen it

i am going back to mtt's and single table sng's til my br is big again

i always do a month of cash every year u guys know me, when u guys gonna figure that out

its fun as fuck for me, mtts are great too, don't get me wrong, but cashgames are a fun rush for me, that i don't really get from MTT's unless its live or over 10k.

Mindfucking people for hours on end for profit was just great, but obviously I was gonna go fuck that up.

Happy I didn't blow it all,
Starting MTTs n shit tomorrow lol

These hours were put in so I can do well in the 1/2 - 2/5 games in the local casino.

lots of ppl want to buy my action so i can get in the 2/5-5/10 games pretty cheap and make some good bucks, i wasn't good enough before that month of cashgames, now i most likely am.

just a hilarious video fucking hi 5 lol sorry everything i ever said negative to you Byrnesam, ur a genius.

I Paid off $1600 and $900 then paid rent for 2 months, left me with 2.1k, i have 1.8k currently cuz price of living etc. what u want me to do lol, im as generous as i can be. those were immediate debts that i couldn't ever avoid paying before paying you guys, its my dad and step mom, who loan me a few hundred if i need it cuz i always pay it back with +10%.

just so u know the truthz.

[3:24:03 AM] ryan neilly: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=_sn2xHreZpo
[3:59:46 AM] The Cleaner: rofl
[4:11:09 AM] ryan neilly: literally
[4:11:14 AM] ryan neilly: coolest thing ive ever watched by byrn
[4:11:16 AM] ryan neilly: i love him now
[4:11:16 AM] ryan neilly: wtf
[4:11:25 AM] ryan neilly: hes my motherfucking idol

LOLOL BYRNE
pure art

On December 06 2012 21:37 NeillyJQ wrote: Show nested quote + On December 06 2012 15:11 iakim322 wrote: I think he's said before that he's done cocaine through poker binges. Not 100% sure though. Anyways, I think adderall is a pretty ridiculous drug in itself. I'm no K2O4 or whatever his dumbass name is where I find it the highest of travesties that weed is illegal but it certainly is ridiculous that our society feeds adderall to kids yet weed is illegal for adults. I was actually prescribed adderall as an adult several years back and was pretty amazed at how hard hitting it was. I don't know. I'm probably slightly ignorant since I've never touched anything besides a bunch of weed and the adderall occasionally for under a year. Not sure what my point is but I had/have relatively minor anxiety/depression problems and even just weed, after certain weeks/months when I would partake in it a lot, I definitely felt like I thought about things generally differently with some of my problems becoming enhanced. And the difference in ways of thought wouldn't just go away the morning after when I was sober. Maybe I'm a bit wrong and just rambling. But I guess my point is given that Neilly surely had pre-existing psychological problems with compulsion and self delusion, I can't fucking imagine how off his brain chemistry must be on a day to day basis as in his own words, he's stoned 24/7 mixing in coke occasionally and high dosages of adderall that he claims was accidental. Oh but hey. I'm still all for weed. Just not 24/7 and combining that for probably deranged people like this guy. i have not been into coke since re-entering the united states, nor will i ever again. it tired me out so much in costa rica, like 2 my soul, i couldn't imagine doing it anymore. it makes my head crazy now anyways, i partied insane for a few months and once had a .txt file on the screen that said "STOP DOING SO MUCH COKE" or something and ppl .gif'd that bitch insta. lol, that was $10/gram costa rica, never goin there again imo, unless beach vacation with some hottie idk

Someone told me the other day your backer was your drug dealer lolz nice business sense. Anyway watch out for the cheap white stuff dont make your next destination columbia . Target

HOLY FUCK THAT VIDEO havent laughed like that in years I thought I lost my sense of humour for awile

loooooool

When the woman turns to the other woman and says, "Don't worry, his talent is stellar" I thought it was going to be, "Don't worry he has 45k rakeback coming".

On December 07 2012 09:27 Funktion wrote: When the woman turns to the other woman and says, "Don't worry, his talent is stellar" I thought it was going to be, "Don't worry he has 45k rakeback coming".

No that was the best line cant be toped

ahh hahaha knew you'd be saving something special for the 14k post

On December 07 2012 01:51 byrnesam wrote:

OMG! That may very well be the best post in the history of LP. I can't even remember the last time I laughed that hard.. and I am at work! Literally in tears from laughter. That made my day! Thanks Byrnesam! A true work of art!