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Uptown . Mar 01 2009 01:57. Posts 3557 | | |
My Goals and Results for February were as follows:
February Goals
* Goldstar
* NL50 shots
* 100K hands
* 180 hours
February Results
* Platinum Star
* NL 100 reg(?)
* ~80K hands
* 121 hours
Didn't make my hand goal because of moving up, which is totally fine obviously. Hours however, was a bit disappointing as my daily routine fell apart pretty badly 
So all in all I exceeded all expectations in February.
However, the state of my game is a total mess. I'm completely confused why I'm making moves, what I'm supposed to do in spots, when I'm supposed to do certain shit, etc. In short, I'm completely demoralized and as my previous blog decleared, 'lost'. Just continuously downswinging looking for answers and failing to find them, and continuing to play like a complete moron, calling down light, bluffing light and just overall failing at life.
I am pretty devastated atm in terms of confidence and morale, and will be playing 4 tables exclusively in the coming week at the very least. Did a sweat session with Mikeymoo today which was pretty fun for me. Going to try to record a video tomorrow @ NL100 4 tabling (okay, max 6), we'll see how that goes. Hopefully the guys above NL100 reading my blog can watch a lil' and leave me some comments; meanwhile, it can probably still help the microstakes guys... at least I hope so T_T.
Graphs
FEB - NL100
FEB - all lines
FEB - TOTAL
In the grand scheme of things, I've lost something along the lines of 7-10 BI's over the last 2-3 days (although it sure feels A LOT worse because of how swingy it's been) so I really can't even call this a downswing for crying out loud. Hoping to just regain confidence and just figure out what the hell I'm doing on the tables, that's really my only goal .
I'm going to be out of town a lot during March, so I expect my hands / hours / progress to greatly decline . I'll do what I can do though. Keeping that in mind, here are my goals:
March Goals
* 40,000 hands
* Stay at NL100
* Gain confidence in my game
Very arbitrary goals I guess. I really have no expectations results wise for March. I just want to figure out what the fuck is wrong with my game and my psyche .
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NeillyJQ United States. Mar 01 2009 02:01. Posts 8947 | | |
your doing good man, stay patient, enjoy and crush nl100 |
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