yeah. ive finally realized what type of player i am. im really nothing special at all, no potential for greatness whatsoever LOL. ive accepted that and now i KNOW money is the only objective here. so with that in mind, i wont get fancy with my playing style or br management. fuck that. ive tried that for 2 years and all it got me was 6k worth of winnings. i will work on my discipline above everything else. poker is not for me ive realized, so i have to exert 300% effort in order to make profit from this. also winning consistently albeit minimally, gives me much pleasure, more than going on a massive heater then just getting disappointed when it's over. lately i fold very strong hands in bad spots with ease and just get it in when i read that im even slightly ahead, and because of this ive consistently maintained a healthy balance between poker and life. 
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im still loose in pos, tight oop though, now when i look at the watch i bought i still wonder how it could have been coz i couldve been rolled for 100nl by now but no regrets whatsoever, im enjoying playing tons of hands more than ever now. thank you for the support and goodluck to all. |