Oh well....
Its ridiculous how i run bad xD
im still trying to build back my roll buts its hardddddddddddddddddd
i keep getting this kind of day
and im tired of these....
I always manage to win money then i lost alot in 1 day and it fuck my month
I made 16k last month so its not toooo bad but my roll is still very low
But im confident im gona get back on my feet
Im gona stop playing nl2k for a while i think...i rape it but i run like a dick so it affect my roll a lil too much -.-
So im gona concentrate on nl1k and hope to ger around 25k for that month and ill be happy
:O)
Again i went nl5k and runned like a dick
fucking low br
i cant play nl1k anymore
im fucking feeling like shit , shaking, close to cry, hard to breaht
i should have expected this and should have stoped
im the biggest retard ever
i want to kill myself
wanted to take a year off from school to plya poker but im broke
grats
im awesome
fucking
shit
lol....
Worst day ever
Im fucking down 16k
My roll was 70k at the beggining of the day
I cash out 16k
I got 39k ATM
Well
I feel wierd... but i know i will get it back..
Will stop nl1k for a while keep playing nl400-600
I think i kinda played bad... but in the end i think i played very very well
I was very happy with my game(i use to never be)
but still managed to get suckedout as hell...lot of coolers too
Never lost such a huge amounth before
Well...
Its not the end of the world...
I still have alot of trust in myself and i will have to grind again
Well ... i think about it... and
Month is starting and im down ~ 15k
I still hvae 27 days to come back on me feet....
I should be ok..
I lost 11k in the beggining of the month in january and finished +28k
BUT
It wasnt in a single day... maybe 4-5..
ANYWAY
I think i will be able to sleep well tonight..lol
Pretty wierd
Also
I dont tilt anymore... well imo
But i realised today that...i still can steam
So i think i will work on it too
Well...
That's all
Gime love i need it
xD
EDIT : Did some calculation, im down 11k for the month! Like january!!!!
After my good 34k month in december i finaly got the br i wanted
and all my winnings for 2009 => cash out
So
i started january very baddddddd
Im so dumb
I use to play nl400-600 HU and 1 nl1k HU
And i started to play nl1k-600 6 max, lol, im so bad
I got alot of problems to fix my play for 6 max
So i started the month -11k
I still have ALOT of leaks in HU and i have alot more in 6 max, trying hard to fix this
I still have problem to run PT and stuff correctly on pacific... this software crash so often, and when it
crash it fuck the hands and they all gets errors while importing into PT
So if the software crash, you have to open it, close the tables you were playing(and you dont want to do that,lol)
and open it back using handgrabber like always
So when you crash you say '' fuck that '' and fuck PT
This is why my PT dont show all my winnings
If you guys have comments about my stats and stuff feel free, i have no idea what kind of stats i should have
i know of one my big leaks is that i call way too much preflop from bb(so oop)
Anyway.....
~11k missing on PT
So im up 28k month for january
Not as good as december but im still very happy
This ''life'' is kinda new to me...
its the first time im really winning and cashing out real amounth
I still want to get a car...
I still have to think about it but anyway
I went to ''montreal auto show'' ...2 weeks ago i think, and i took somes pics of cars i may get...ill make a blog about it later i think
I have to keep it up with poker, i wish the next month will be good too...
Since its new for me, i have no idea if it will keep going this way !
Im also interested into getting a coach since a really want to keep winning.. so i think i have to make more efforts and more thinking into the game...
If someone is free, tell me
Also, im thinking about moving maybe 10k into another poker site...because since im a HU player..i can wait like 1-2 hours before getting a game (and it can be a 200$ game..''wow'')
If you guys have any idea what site is good..tell me!
Im thinking about ipoker
This is all what i can think about atm
Gl all for the next month!
EDit : Just adding today's PT stats
(good thing i raped everyone today ! ^^ just before the end of the month!!)
Hello
December as been....amazing... i wish every months will be like that!
I was at 16k at the beginning of the month...
Im up 25,000!!!!!!!!
Playing nl400-600 HU
Its my first month playings theses limits so i wish the next months will be like that
I still have alot of leaks to fix and working on it
I have problems with pokertracker and luckyacepoker....
I get errors while importing hands into PT.. i fixed it with the PT'S FAQ but i still got somes
errors once in a while... its pretty wierd... so i cant realy use PT because its not accurate at all
About 2008, well...
I started early september with 1500 from fayth
I gave him 3k back, cashed out somes
Never used rakeback(only cash out)
Im probably up around 50k this year
Life is good
Ill continue to go to school anyway...still hvae 2 years and an half left t.t
Im already looking to get a new car this summer
Im not sur yet what car ill get but at the moment i want this car
So i wish to get to 100k for june...i think i can make it
So i will have to cash out half of my BR for this car....it will hurt.... but i still have to think about it
Anyway i dont really want to play higher limit...
Ill probably go nl 1k when i hit 60k but i wont go higher so i think it doesnt mather if i cash out half of my BR for this car
So 2008(well september to december) has been good
I wish 2009 will good too
I started on luckyace at the start of september
Fayth gave me 1500 and i had to give him back 3000$
So.... i started playing nl100 HU like he told me to do
I was crushing nl100 HU so hard...
then retarded luckyace remove the nl100 HU table(lol what)
so went to nl200(dont remember my roll but i was at 6k i think)
i runned like shit, that was crazy, went back to ...3.5k$?
took a lil break...came back
and i started to rape nl200! xD
SO
In 3 months...
I gave 3k back to fayth
Cashed out 5.250$ for myself
(got a new pc, 2 monitors, new chair, a dryer and (the other thign? washer?lol)
and bought somes stuff like cd dvd ps3 games (bioshock is fucking awesome btw)
and i have 16k ATM
Im playing nl200 and nl400... (2 tables eachs) will keep this going for a while i think
The software fucking sux(always crahs) but im winning money so i guess ill stay here
Fayth gave me 1-2 lil tips and i think it fixed a HUGE leak i had
waht can i say more... thx you fayth <3
(btw i do respect BR management now, sennpu is retarded)
thx loco also for helping me to cash out
I got staked by Fayth, like somes already know.... I wont say how much he gave me and how much ill have to give back to him...
BUT THX FAYTH!!! XXX ....
Ive learn my lessons..now.. 30 buy in rules.... if im at 28 buyin...i move down!!
So...
Today was a very good day for me.... look at that !! Im so happy hahaha
I runned bad for a while, coming back close to the money Fayth gave me...that was so sick...good thing is i finished second in a tourney for 600$ and had a 500$ rakeback not used yet...so it helped me alot....
I wish November will be as good as today... ^^ and i cant wait to pay back Fayth
