The days of UB came back.
anon, Sep 13 2007
August
And now my current situation just sucks, i am so pissed of, lost, confused and worried that i have no clue what to do next with my life. So 3 weeks ago everything was just perfect. I bought an apparment, for 100K$ thou i took 60K$ loan from a bank, i had left my self 14K in br and 15K+$ for reconstructions in flat. I felt very secure at this point, since i only need to pay 400$ a month for the mortage, but then everything started, since first of the september everything went wrong poker whise. Since then i don't think i had atleast 1 winning session, just like half year ago on UB, where i was on a huge downsing for 3 monthes, but i was lossing slowly and playing a lot i lost half of my roll back then, and i managed to lose my half roll again dropping from 14K to 7.5K$ in just hm. like 20K hands?, everything just goes wrong, i can't win a single coinflip, my high PP don't ever get action pf, my pockets don't hit, i get sucked out constantly and set ups are my friends too. So basically now i sit at computer being so lost and not knowing what to do futher, should i keep on playing poker or should i just cashout and find a normal job so i would be able to pay mortages, i simply don't know what to do. Why this shit had to happen right now..... coudln't it wait for few month or happen few month ago? T_T that's poker i guess.
Damn it just kills me inside the way i feel now, so unsecure about my future, today i even wrote an application for the job i think the salary is like um 500$? w/e i could give a try for i guess, that could bring confidence back to my life.
I think i have made a mistake buying a flat, while i still have 2 years to study and depend on poker, these kind of spots can just kill you mentally.
Well i have thise weekend competely free, so i will give a last try for poker (100nl probobly) before i will make any important decisions.
Also i considering to change the software, just i don't know where i should go, i was considering to move my entire roll to battlefield, any comments on that would be appreciated.
Thoughts?
anon, Aug 16 2007
July summary
anon, Jul 31 2007
40'"TV rock
anon, Jul 30 2007
So after 15 days of waiting TV from PS shop arrived, that was quick. It's really cool to play computer games on it, and to watch dvd.
edit: also does anyone know if it's possible to connect DVD to TV, so i could hear sound trought DVD when i am watching TV?
Partypoker's dealer was handsome
anon, Jul 25 2007
Brain-teaser
anon, Jul 20 2007
Like few weeks ago i cashed out quite a lot from my br leaving enough money playing for 200nl, today i hit the 14$K br again and i am lost should i give another try to 400nl or not. I have tried to move up to 400nl 3-4 times, non of these tries were successful, the last try was decent, i was break even after 10K$ hands, but i thought this isn't profitable to play 400nl if you can't be winning.
Today is friday, so the traffic should go up in the evening, and i think i might give another shot to 400nl, but right now i am lost and i don't really know what i want from poker and on which stakes i want to/able to grind.
July so far:
This month is nice, but not like i am running hot or whatever, but i am really satisfied with it
edit: btw take a look at this sick hand:
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/234745
0wned
anon, Jul 12 2007
So past few weeks i have been feeling shitty, i constantly had a headache, felt diziness, felt weak in the gym etc. So today i decided to visit a doctor, after checking all the shit she said i was fine, and this was probobly caused by stress and nerves. (i said nothing about my lifestyle). So she prescribed my some pilles after which i feel like high, i feel relaxed, sleepy and unconcentrated. She told me to avoid stress and go on holliday for atleast 1 week(i told her i work). So in this shape i can't really play poker( i will try) so i got owned =[, bad beats > health.
400nl didn't go successfull, well i dind't lose too much or i didn't at all, i think am close break even, but i cashed out 4K$ and dropped down stakes just because 400nl is only good for weekends, during the working days games are regulars only (partypoker) so i can profit more while playing 200nl.
June summary
anon, Jun 30 2007
I don't even know how to call this month, i was pritty busy at the beggining with the exams, but since the 15th i was completly free and put quite a lot of effort in poker. It went decently i guess. I would say like 25 days of the month were decent and the rest were awful. But anyway i am fine with the results, i losened up to 18/15, which i think is fine for 8 tabling. but still want to run 20/16, this is to be fullfiled in the feature. So anyway here are the results, they are from differente db, so they will be quite a lot of SSs.
Everything would be totally fine if there was no this last graph of 400nl:
Well anyway i guess i should be happy with the results of the month and i hope i will be able to give a try to 400nl in the middle of the next month.
400nl
anon, Jun 28 2007
So everything was fine for two weeks, i finally losened up, increased my winning rate and even wasn't sucked out too often. But everything changed 4 days, i managed to lose 5.5K$ per 4 days, mostly suckouts, also my kings are in negative balance, since i ran like 7 times KK into AA per 17K hands. Got a lot of shit yesterday where i lost like 6 hands in a row being favorite, also today was horrible ran into very ugly set ups and suckouts then tilted some. Not much to whine more, i know i can beat 400nl, i don't see too much difference between 200 and 400nl just there are more 3bets pf. But variance is just too high for me to handle, i can't afford lossing that much since i have to save 15K$ per summer, i cashed out out a big chunk out of my br leaving 10K for 200nl and i won't play 400nl again until i will be very well rolled to handle the variance.
400nl graph:
Feel shitty now, i will have to grind 200nl again for a long time before my next shot to 400nl, fuck the variance 
w/e i hope i will find some motivation again to keep it going.
Thanks for reading my whiny post
Trying to move up
anon, Jun 21 2007
So in the morning i started playing some 200nl, didn't go too well, but somehow i managed to win a decent sum, however and the end i almost lost it all and quit being up like 1bi. Then after a break, i played some party 200nl, was up quite a lot again and then lost almost everything, ended up like 120$ up. I reached around 14K br(8K~ on pp and 6~K on ps), so i decided to give a try at 400nl. So after the 10 month break(the first time i gave a shot at 400nl, full ring however) i tried 400nl. Session went quite decently, i was up around 1.5K at one moment, everything was fine. However the game is tougher, regulars are more aggresive, there are so many 3bets pf so i imagine the swings are going to be crazy on 400nl, but i hope i will be able to remain there. Everything would be fine for today, but i was already leaving, and i lost like 600$, when auto post bb on all the tables was already canceled and i was staying till bb.
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/216237 <- could have avoided this one, guy was 17/3, so it was obv he had AA/KK, but he was so short =[
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/216235
One hand pissed me off, i don't understand this guy's play:
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/216190
summary:
So hopefully i will be able to remain on 400nl if everything goes well, looking forward to play some more 400nl tommorow.
Gnight.
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