#rungoodfagget

im moving up to 100nl again this week with semi gay br of 4700 lol. with how tightly i play , i think thisll do for my 8 tabling game. ill just adhere to strict discipline with my game with a couple of bluffing spots here and there but nothing to fancy for sure. i want a decent winrate and rakeback for december coz im planning to get myself something nice. this time i think im not moving down anymore, ill just try to feel it out again first before loosening up my raising ranges c/o button. if i get hit with coolers and i hit 4200 i m moving down asap to 50nl no matter how gay this sounds. lol

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lol i have 4600 in my br, and for the life of me, i can't seem to have the balls to take a stab at 100nl again after losing 6bi to beats and shit. i moved down immediately after that and now ive won back and won some of the money i lost last time and im afraid i might run into that bad run when i move up again. argh i am gay? what should i do? benoit myself? LOL


what im doing now is just playing 50nl on one site with consistent results and 25nl on another site with 300usd and i totally crush that limit in that particular site and i can safely say i can earn 2k just by playing 25nl there in a month.

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well after that brutal "ithinkicanmoveupto100nl" weekend, i went down to 50nl again and had pretty much almost gone on monkey tilt for getting bad beats. i'm happy to say i still have a comfortable roll for 100nl, i think ill try to grind it out till i reach like 50buyins, then take a shot at 100nl again, so as not to be too worried about bet sizes and the sheer amount of money involved(i got so used to 25 and 50nl lol). im really quite happy with the little amount of success ive had since october's heater, and i'm planning to keep my winnings intact long enough so that i keep moving up gradually, no more 25bi cts shit, that guy's insanely good so what works for poker prodigys never really applies to players like me who just wanna make a little money on the side and have fun playing. rb and deposit bonus helps a lot here, so i think ill be around 4300usd by next week when it the perks are added to my account. then by next week ill probably be making another 700 grinding 50nl so i guess it's safe to say that ill be at 100nl next week anyway. oh man, poker has been such a ride since ive started almost 2 years ago, ive never won shit since only this june then swung for like 2 months not knowing where to go and how to go about it. this site and the people helps a lot, not to mention some threads are just soooo funny, i laugh my ass off here alone like some crazy obssessed poker addict. peace out.

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hmmm 100nl at last! and this time overfuckingrolled! i cant help but laugh at my first post where i went back to 25nl. ill be playing 50nl up to the end of this weekend to reach at least a very solid br. ill do a conservative route and move down when i get a loss of 3bi for 100nl. anyway i dont see it being too much different from 50nl. i cant believe i survived the rollercoaster ride last 2 months.

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finally after 2 years i can smell 100nl. playing live fulltime for a month helped me get my confidence back and made good money too, also another thing that helped - quit ftp finally!
software and action was too good to pass off but i thought about it hard and felt that i couldnt get a decent winrate there to move up so i finally decided to get out of there and email the shit out of them with my rants. ive been playing for almost 2 years now and i havent won jack up until june. havent lost a ton though, just breaking even most of the time. cardrunners helped in the beginning and i thought it was the solution, but it really wasnt, it was just playing solid abc poker - just what everyone here says lol. peace out. update soon when i reach 1/2.

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forgot to update my blog for a while. almost lost remaining confidence in my game due to lack of discipline and not sticking or having any sort of clear cut goals and just plain impatient with my roll. before i float the idea of quitting online poker, i had a light bulb flash, "why not own at the local cardrooms here to offset my swingy online run!?!" so that's what i did for the past month, live poker everyday! i run goot at live, winning at such a ridiculously sick winrate, like 19 out ot 23 sessions, and losing just about 5 buyins total for the month and winning like 564934095bi lololol. i love poker!

will be playing online again tomorrow.peace.

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worldbtr -25nl

megoody7 -50nl players
themachine88
irpokerbot ------> LOL



anyone playing on ftp please put in any nicks you think are bots at 50nl or 100nl.


Note:
I've finally decided to cash out my "first" winnings at online poker after 1 1/2 years of playing lololol
I think what I need right now is not to move up immediately, but to learn to appreciate what I've accomplished for myself after all that time of playing,toiling, stressing over bad runs etc. So I've decided to save the 1100usd in the bank for whatever purpose I may need it for. I think whatever happens now after this, I really won't care about whether I move up quickly or not, or if ftp is really rigged or what, all I care is that I've built something through hard work and a determined mindset, and finally, finally saw it's fruition - something I don't think most people have done or appreciated their entire lives. Now I'm AGAIN back at 25nl, have opened up my game a little without caring much about the money or moving up, and I'm REALLY starting to play poker with a smart and aggressive style, something I have never, ever tried before - plus itssssss ssssssssoooooo fun now lol

now i started my first session, won 2bi playing more aggressively, and stopped.
br= 750 ----> 806
account receivable from rakeback next 13th of the month: approx 700usd(from playing all those hands 8 tabling at 50nl hehe)

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hi ive been grinding these past few days after that horrible dry spell i had, went on to lose like 12bi at 50nl in a matter of 3 days. ftp is just so farking rigged tilting is very easy to do to be honest with you i did tilt a little, probably mustve wasted like 3bi on tilt, i promised myself not to tilt anymore but sometimes its just hard to control, well thats just one of the worst leaks in my game perhaps, self control. im glad to say that i seem to be improving in that area lately, and at the moment i am just down like 4bi from my last good run. ill grind this out till i get there again and one i get my rakeback ill be overrolled for 50nl and i think ill stay here for a while before moving up to 100nl probably two weeks from now when im like 3500usd or something.
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p.s.
ive also noticed that since i stopped playing oop with big pots and coldcalling raises with certain trouble hands, my variance has definitely lessened immensely. i cant explain how much fun poker is without having to think about situations wherein i just dont know where im at, i guess calling raising and folding pf with the proper hands is vital to improving your winrate. lately is been safe poker but fun. gtg. ill update when i get to 100nl ;

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well i just moved down to 25nl and i guess the bad runs are still there. won 2bi today and just stopped playing, i lost like 7 to 8 bi yesterday at 50nl so i guess ill just have make up for it by winning 287638276 bi at 25nl. im not complaining though, i guess ive been taking poker too seriously at this level, and a friend of mine is really really really right in saying that i play way too long sessions thats why i get these incredible swings. from now on ill play a decent amoutn like 2k to 3k hands a day and split it into two sessions like mornings and nights and never in the afternoons because the regulars are there during those hours and there are less fishy tables to play on at ftp during that time, not to mention that's where all my winnings go (seriously) argh sick life

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im really not a nice, well mannered person, and i will cease to pretend from now on. and to those who make fun of me all the time - i hope and pray you go busto and die

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