i hate regs
whamm!, May 02 2008
i just hate the sight of them especially at fullring. etoi, bassadoni,fatdan44,lajune,smartfab,prairie hawk FUCK YOU and may all of you go busto sooooooooooooooon lololol
1st win at 50nlFR in a looooong time
whamm!, Apr 28 2008
just wanted to say that i feel great about finally winning through adjusting my game. still had a lot of bad beats here obv, coz i run like shit here. won just over 3bi and pretty happy about it. i dont wanna play a ton of 25nl anymore. i feel that if i move up again to 100nl, moving down to 25nl would be psychologically detrimental and harder to rebuild. i have to beat this lmit to get a better "cushion" limit when on a downswing. im pretty rolled for 100nl or slightly for 200nl but i guess i have to beat this limit before i can truly say i climbed this hurdle and move up with confidence. i hate myself for playing this way, but it's the only general strat that's gotten me a W in a long time. oh well tomorrow i plan on playing a ton of 50nl. my 285 bonus clears tomorrow putting me right back to 5kplus USD(lol) good luck guys.
another "i promise myself..." blog lol
whamm!, Apr 25 2008
nothing new. but ive thought about it and i wanna make these promises to myself from now on. damn im sick of poker. 1 yr of serious playing, won only 13k so far, i couldve won more, but i think there's a ton of things about my mindset i should change namely;
*20bi move up, 35-40bi previous limit move down.
*winrate is of utmost importance not money, study past hands esp in big pots
*poker BR is only a vehicle achieve a certain limit by which you wish to play, when you get there, then it becomes money
*variance is a very huge part of the game, handle downswings as such
*move up aggressively, move down conservatively
*play less tables(if possible lol)
*start at 25nl (again) FR move up to 6max when i take a stab at 50nl(i hate 50nl FR)
*play less hands, like 3k a day in 3 short 1k sessions, stop when tilting, go on if on a good run of cards until things dry up again.
*play more aggressively this time in good spots (stop being a fucking nit online and a spewtard irl hahaha hear that tokes?)
*spend on online poker schools, coaching, the moment i can afford it from my rebuilt BR
*stop thinking of getting to supernova for once and just be happy being platinum for two months (rofl) but i only have 20kvpps to go 
*maximize bonuses by getting 650 for now, 1500 when i hit supernova
*stick with lee jones (coz i love the guy for destroying my life lol)
*dont fall in love too much with 25nl, coz it's really just a springboard for bigger, better opportunities
*in fact try to hate being in microstakes, yeah that's a better mindset.
blah blah blah, there you go. that's it. played 1 session now. won almost 40bucks, i can win more, but im just tired and wanna play CALL OF DUTY 4 ONLINE, btw, any of you guys play this? coz it rox! discuss poker hands and rants with me starcrudph at yahoo messenger ppl who msn me know that ill chat even when im on 24tables lolol, im always ready to help and discuss poker 
here's two hands: retarded to post this, but obv i lost so i just wanna check if it's good. i know results oriented advice btw, so i wont be listening to them 
Submitted by : whamm!
POKERSTARS GAME #16976226430: HOLD'EM NO LIMIT ($0.10/$0.25) - 2008/04/25 - 02:19:38 (ET)
Table 'Lynx IV' 9-max Seat #6 is the button
Seat 1: sbf20 ($25.35 in chips)
Seat 2: caliman84 ($19.90 in chips)
Seat 4: Hero ($25 in chips)
Seat 5: DawsonS64 ($22.55 in chips)
Seat 6: BladeSorrow ($28.90 in chips)
Seat 7: sphockey ($28.20 in chips)
Seat 8: playbyrules ($10.10 in chips)
Seat 9: Colic-al ($22.65 in chips)
sphockey: posts small blind $0.10
playbyrules: posts big blind $0.25
AbuHaifa: sits out
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to Hero 
Colic-al: folds
sbf20: folds
caliman84: calls $0.25
Hero : raises $0.95 to $1.20
DawsonS64: folds
playbyrules said, "zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz"
BladeSorrow: folds
sphockey: folds
playbyrules: folds
caliman84: calls $0.95
Flop(Odds) (Pot : $2.75)
  playbyrules leaves the table
caliman84: bets $0.50
Hero : raises $3.75 to $4.25
caliman84: calls $3.75
Turn(Odds) (Pot : $11.25)
   caliman84: checks
Hero : bets $8.50
caliman84: raises $5.95 to $14.45 and is all-in
Hero : calls $5.95
River (Pot : $40.15)
   
Showdown caliman84: shows  (three of a kind, Nines)
Hero : mucks hand
caliman84 collected $38.20 from pot
Summary Total pot $40.15 | Rake $1.95
Board     
Seat 1: sbf20 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: caliman84 showed  and won ($38.20) with three of a kind, Nines
Seat 4: Hero mucked 
Seat 5: DawsonS64 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: BladeSorrow (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 7: sphockey (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 8: playbyrules (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 9: Colic-al folded before Flop (didn't bet)
another smallish pot, but i dunno if checking flop here should be a habit
Submitted by : whamm!
POKERSTARS GAME #16976431215: HOLD'EM NO LIMIT ($0.10/$0.25) - 2008/04/25 - 02:39:57 (ET)
Table 'Nuwa V' 9-max Seat #2 is the button
Seat 1: Hero ($26.85 in chips)
Seat 2: roxlou ($23.75 in chips)
Seat 3: DeineMUDDA97 ($25.95 in chips)
Seat 5: 2ndtanone ($13.10 in chips)
Seat 6: ngarina ($12.80 in chips)
Seat 7: Sekka ($5.35 in chips)
Seat 8: venusianer ($12.75 in chips)
DeineMUDDA97: posts small blind $0.10
2ndtanone: posts big blind $0.25
Holecards Dealt to Hero 
ngarina: folds
Sekka: folds
venusianer: calls $0.25
Hero : raises $0.95 to $1.20
roxlou: raises $0.95 to $2.15
DeineMUDDA97: folds
2ndtanone: folds
venusianer: folds
Hero : calls $0.95
Flop (Pot : $4.90)
  Hero : checks
roxlou: checks
Turn (Pot : $4.90)
   Hero : bets $3.10
roxlou: raises $3.10 to $6.20
Hero : calls $3.10
River (Pot : $17.30)
    Hero : checks
roxlou: bets $15.40 and is all-in
Hero : folds
roxlou collected $16.45 from pot
roxlou: doesn't show hand
Summary Total pot $17.30 | Rake $0.85
Board     
Seat 1: Hero folded on the River
Seat 2: roxlou (button) collected ($16.45)
Seat 3: DeineMUDDA97 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: 2ndtanone (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 6: ngarina folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 7: Sekka folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 8: venusianer folded before Flop
taking a long break.
whamm!, Apr 23 2008
ive decided to take another long break from poker. what i really mean is, i will cashout 4k and just rebuild whatever's left of my BR. it's been two months now and psychologically i cannot continue playing if the results are like this over a decent sample already. i just cannot win big pots anymore it seems, im getting the "it's fucking rigged" paranoia again and it's just not good for my game anymore. i regret having redeposited my 3750 back to pstars now, and im not making another mistake by playing it some more. now i have 715, which is good enough for 25nl grinding, i cant see the fun in poker when you don't win at ALL each session. oh well just a vent, im getting sick of this game already. and i can quit playing totally if i get a decent idea for a business or something. better focus on that for now. peace and goodluck to all you guys.
breakeven pokering lol
whamm!, Apr 20 2008
played my continuation session from last night.my tracker records dates wrongly so im forced to trick myself that this morning is my end session from yest. won a couple bi from 100nl and im pretty happy about it, well im not really concerned with winning right now, just not losing big and making supernova by the end of the month. winning marginally helps though haha. ill be playing my second session, hopefully ill get another 6k hands in up until next week. peaCE

back to 100nl
whamm!, Apr 19 2008
had my first solid session today. lost 2 buyins half of which might be somewhat of bad plays, well they were good reads just bad race results anyway. played another session now, went down further so i was looking at 4 buyins prolly, i didnt give a fuck anymore since everyone here's telling me im a huge br nit(lol) and so i just played solid the rest of the session then finally won it all back. felt good having a breakeven session like that, gives me enough confidence to feel i really need to play solid abc to win, and make good reads and go with them, whatever the result may be - may it be slowplaying some hands and changing styles and just sometimes pass off raising some hands im just not comfortable with in some spots. well i guess im here to stay at 100nl, played a ton of hands, maybe around 4500. im planning to play that many hands from now on and juice up my supernova race coz honestly i really slacked off playing last month and moved down limits, which really retarded my supernova quest. so far ive got around 26k vpps left and i think if i play a lot of 100nl up to the end of the month i can make it early may. im feeling a heater on the horizon gtg and goodluck to all you guys. 
50nlamnents
whamm!, Apr 17 2008
so ive got like 110 buyins for 50nl. ive got an axe to grind against that fucking limit at stars for sooo long now. i know its mainly due to leaks and running bad obv. but i just wont accept that i can't beat that limit. ill try doing 50nl for a month and see what happens if play really really well and dont tilt. if i lose, then i have no choice but to just skip that shit and just move to 100nl like before. fuck!
just bought a "company of heroes/opposing fronts" pc game and so far its pretty good, rts ala starcraft but with ww2 things in it. graphics really hurt the game if your comp doesnt really exceed the system requirements, too bad
back to the pain lol
whamm!, Apr 16 2008
well ive made it to around 1700ish again from my 750 roll last time so i guess ill just have to dodge 50nl for a while now. i dunno maybe i just suck at poker but anyway ill be back at 100nl very soon. i really missed playing 24 tables at 100nl, i think its been more than a month now and playing CALL OF DUTY 4 in between sessions really helps a lot with the destressing of poker's sickness. when my redeposit arrives in MB again ill be putting it back on pstars and kinda regroup my forces so to speak, BR will be around 5500 and i guess that'll be enough for my lowstakes multitabling adventure again haha. my supernova quest will end hopefully before my birthday for sure which is on june. ive got 70k vpp already and 100nl multitabling can get me to sn hopefully. god 50nl in pstars for me is like kryptonite 
been watching a ton of tv series' lately, i love THE SHIELD and THE UNIT. btw, here's a breakdown of what i did with my 5k withdrawal:
1kusd - home theater system (samsung)
1ksud - nice hp desktop
2kusd - paid debt to wife
note to self:
wait for 1500usd bonus and save points for that coz pstars just rapes me whenever i try to get those cute 50usd bonuses haha
ill be posting graphs and results again as soon as i get back on the 100nl track. bye and goodluck to you guys.
def doomswitched at 50nl lol
whamm!, Apr 12 2008
this is just a rant. i beat 25nl and 100nl. but 50nl FR is just fucking rigged against me i swear. i can't even get a winning ptbb here for over 80 to 100k hands prolly. i just never run good here. and mostly this is coolers and just sick, sick suckouts. i cant fucking ignore this over a large sample. i know i have huge leaks but running good at this stupid limit is just simply impossible for me. now i tried to rebuild and i think ive lost over 1kusd at this limit and just keep rebuilding at 25nl. bah. i think ill just / wrists now lol
roll shouldve been at least 2500 by now but every fucking time i take my next shot to 50nl this happens, just every fucking time. 6max i have no problem, but this FR shit at 50nl arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. fuck you pokerstars. end
microstakes adventures soon to end...
whamm!, Apr 10 2008
yay! been doing fairly well with rebuilding after cashing out 90% of my roll (lol). got a new pc, home theater system and some cash left in my hands. left stars with 750 before my surfing trip two weeks ago and after playing about 9 days ive more than doubled my roll already, i should be playing 100nl again but ive made a lot of those "extra" sessions where i lose 2bi asap then proceed to loose 400usd in a day haha. so playing good pc games aside from going out really helped me lately. if things run normal ill be getting my 100nl shot by monday, but now, ill be less conscious of losing 2bi coz all i really had recently was 750, and rebuilding makes me less of a br nit, especially if i rebuild coz of a cashout, much like with what happened to me 3 months ago when i bought a watch. maybe next time itll be a new car lol. peace out and hope we all run good today 
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