goals pt 2
milkman, Oct 13 2007
my goals for yesterday were
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i have a few goals for today.
im not going to play any poker. (thats not a goal, just something to add)
my goals (not in order)
#1. i wanna eat some pizza
#2. i want to eat some sort of asian food with chopsticks
#3. i want to drink a beer, or many beers.
#4. shave.
#5. talk to one new hot girl.
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i did everything but 3.. i cant legally buy beer and i just totally forgot to grab one of my parents when i got home.
anyway i worked on my car all day, failed really badly, didnt have the tools i needed and i ended up dropping the car on the jacks, like 6 inches, and bent a small part of the sideskirt on my car, its not that noticeable, and ill just have it fixed when i send it in to get the other body work done.. but kinda sucked... so on monday i gotta beg a mechanic to fit me in and get my shit done so i can go to rush and yomers house and get some poker done.
goals
milkman, Oct 12 2007
i have a few goals for today.
im not going to play any poker. (thats not a goal, just something to add)
my goals (not in order)
#1. i wanna eat some pizza
#2. i want to eat some sort of asian food with chopsticks
#3. i want to drink a beer, or many beers.
#4. shave.
#5. talk to one new hot girl.
ill report back later on how things went.
HGL
milkman, Oct 10 2007
I downloaded the hell gate london beta and ive been playin it ever since, its really awesome, and u can quest and play a tourny at the same time. Im about 4 hours into the 20K guar tonight, top 10 in chips. About 100 players left. Ill make a rail thread of i get deep, but u guys gotta get hell gate london when it comes out. Its alot like a new and improved diablo 2.
If you liked D2, you will defiantly not be disappointed.
48hrs
milkman, Oct 08 2007
The last 48 hours of my life have been fucking insane, i seriously am sitting in front of my monitors and thinking through all of these "what ifs" and contemplating if i have really screwed my life over and am heading down a wrong road, or if im just making a power play towards my true goal of becoming a great poker player.
Yesterday i woke up at about 2pm, pretty standard for me, i decided i was going to play a nl100 session, at this time i had about 5500 online and like 400 cash in my pocket. (nothing in bank) So im just doing my own thing, 4 tabling and minding my own business. I run into this guy that looks like he could be good, but probably marginal at best. He starts talking alot of shit and showing bluffs and/or nuts to diff ppl at the table. I didnt really get into many hands with him, he was playing 41/21/6 so i was just kinda waiting for the right time, i think i was sitting out of position on him. We get into a few hands, he cracks my AK with QQ and to berate me for getting AI PF, then we get in some shitty spot where im pretty sure i had the nuts with JJ but he floated me 2 streets with 45s and sucked out on the river.
A few hands went down and he just wouldn't stop talking shit, and i didnt know this at the time, but i was more tilted then i had ever been, i was getting so mad i was playing like any 2 vs this guy, and he just kept berating me every time i showed down, if i won or not. So ive i start talking back and telling him hes a monster douche and cant play poker for shit. He challenges me to HU for rolls. I SNAP call.
I get his aim (which ill leave out for now, but after tomorrow its fair game) and we start talking, he runs this bull shit line "Ill only play you if you play nl1000. 5/10" and im like "wtf u suck at nl100, why play 5/10?" basically i think he really didnt wanna play me anyways and was trying to back out of it... So i was like , fuckit, ill pwn this guy, doesnt matter. I sit 1 table of 5/10 and we start off, hes playing tight and like a newb, i started pwning him right off the start, playing a tight aggressive style that donald taught me. We start playing and i went up a buyin really fast (like first 50 hands) and hes like "add another table" and im like wtf, ur getting owned, but i was up a buyin so i didnt even care.
From that point on, was the worst 1hr of my LIFE. THIS KID RAN BETTER THEN GOD. THIS KID WOULD MADE EARTH AND EVERYTHING IN LIKE 3 DAYS. Im not even kidding you he ran SOOO hot, we ended up opening 4 tables, i had almost my entire BR sitting on them, and playd it out, i had to close 1 table cuz i was running out of money.. this kid just kept fucking hitting everything, one point i got AK vs 89s AI PF and he spikes a 9 on the river. It was just the sickest thing i had ever seen. We were down to 2 tables after a few hundred hands and i had like 1500 sitting on both of them. I got pissed and jammed 66 vs him, he had QQ and pwned me on the table i had 1K on. So my roll is down to like 500 fucking dollars. I just sat there and thought about fuckin nl25 and the pain and suffering of sucking again..
Shortly after this, my parents were gone, i drank eveything with any alcohol in it. I think it added up to almost a 1/5th of hard A. but it was like half bottle of peppermint schnops and whiskey and all this random shit. Later that night i fuckin barfed cuz i drank a buncha baileys, and my parents woke up from hearing me puke. Luckly ive been sick for a while and i just told um it was from that.
Later that night ( this is yesterday night BTW ) i sat down and grinded out 12 tables of nl25, i made fuckin 20 buyins in 1 night. Im Still so fuckin pissed that lee makes me run good when i dont really fuckin even need it. I think i ran at 22ptbb/100 over 4.5K hands. So then my roll was at like 1K and im not feeling so bad about everything.
It was like 5am and starting to get light out, i watched like 8 episodes of entourage and i just got SOO fucking inspired by the show and everything that was going on in my life.. i was just like "fuck running bad in pokr, i can fucking do something about it, that doesnt involve poker." I have been running on 0hrs of sleep since i woke up at 2pm.
I sat there and wrote down on a peice of paper like everything that i had bought with poker, what my net worth was, and what i could do about it.
At this point, i made one of the biggest decisions of my fuckin life. I decided i was going sell everything i bought from poker, and my car. I knew my friend james "rush3420" was looking for a car, and i knew he had money on stars. And i knew he wanted my BMW i just wouldnt give him a decent price. Before i did that tho, i decided to make a few bucks, i got on craigslist at like 6am, found a sony 52" big screen tv (the boxy kind) and it was listed at 200$, i drove over to this garage sale at like 7am and picked it up for 150$ and brought it over to my moms new office and told her she could have it for 400$, so i turned a quick 250 profit there. I still hadnt slept and all the coffee was killing me, but w/e i invited my best friend and his GF over for breakfast, and i explained what had happened, he told me i was retarded. And i knew it, but didnt really care. We ate and talked for a long time about it, then i went to sleep and actually had a dream that i was making out with jan from the office.. anyway, i got up at about 12 or so, it was a really quick nap basically... I called rush and woke his ass up, told him what happened, he laughed for like 1 hr i think and i told him i was driving down, he lives in eugene which is like 60 miles away. He lives with Yomer here from LP. We all chilled out for a while, i had a few beers, told um all what happend, and they couldnt fuckin beleive it.. we just kinda laughed alot about it. Rush and I talked, i ended up selling my fucking car for 3K (which im still fuckin not happy about) but rush said depending on how well he runs, he might pay me another 1K. I also brough some other shit over because they had some azn kid friend that wanted some stuff. I sold my laptop for 300, my iphone for 300, and fucking 10 pairs of my 12 pairs of shoes.. i kept my nice new white ones tho. Yomer thought it was soo fuckin funny that he actually bought the shirt off of my back, but he offered me 50$ and i only payd 2 bucks for it, so i was like fuckit..
I had rush drive me to the bus stop (this is today btw at like 7pm) I didnt even have a shirt on, i was wearing my hoodie zipped all the way up. I sold my cash to rush and yomer for 102% so that was pretty cool. I got a bus ticket and got back home, still with no fuckin shirt. The bus took sooo fucking long, but we stopped in this town called albany, and this hot girl got on, and im not even fucking kidding u, i schooled the shit outa her, and i didnt even have a shirt on... but then get this beat..I fucking get her number, go to pull out my baller ass iphone, AND ITS GONE, CUZ I JSUT FUCKING SOLD IT. and im like.. umm u got a pen? so i write it on my fucking had, didnt even think about replacing my phone, and the fact that my sim card was in my iphone, so i duno when the next time im gonna have a phone is.. I got home tonight around 10, i had my mom pick me up. I had to fucking lie about my car, i told her the alternator broke while i was down in eugene and yomer was gonna help me fix it.. so she doesnt even know i dont have a fucking car anymore..
Anyway after selling everything i fucking own, and getting beated sooo hard by that girl. I Now have like 5.5K in my online roll, and still about 500 in my pocket.
Now i could see fucking grinding out nl100 untill i can buy another car and some shoes and shit, but what ive realized is, if you got a shot, u gotta take it.. i mean, ive been sitting here over rolled and buying stupid shoes and tanning packages and everything for so long, but really i didnt have anything that i didnt mind kicking aside to have my BR again.. So about 2 hours ago, i got on aim and msgd the guy again, i told him i wanna rematch. This time there is no fuckin way he will run so good. And i know what else i did wrong, i shouldnt play 4 tables because i get to distracted and stuff, so were only going to play 1. He demanded that it be at 5/10 again, but i dont really care, this is my shot, hes a fish and im going to seriously fuckin rape him.
I decided that since i have barley slept and the last 48 hours have been so crazy, were going to play tomorrow around 12pacific time. If anyone wants to watch thatd be cool, ill have donald on vent probably helping me out alot.
i cant wait to fuck this kid up sooo hard, im also gonna insta cash out like 3K after this and go buy a street bike, i didnt like my car that much anyway.
Anyway, im fuckin tired as shit, im gonna get to sleep, hopefully tomorrow will be one of the biggest winning days of my life.
update
milkman, Oct 04 2007
well i havent made a blog post in a while, so heres just an update.
august was a really good month for me with all the tourny wins and stuff, sept was a pretty bad month, i basically broke even in cash and ended down about 600ish in tournys..
this month im playing a more disciplined cash game at nl50 and nl100, im really tying to not cash out for a while.
Ive been running pretty shitty at so far this month, got 2 outed today in the 50K guar, built up a good chipstack only to get pwnzored for the chiplead. this month i really want to get close to 30K hands in and 1 more big tourny score, on the 30th i got 34th int he 10 freeze out, and felt i learned alot more aboute midlate game strategy.
Probably wont play any live, and probably wont be spending 2 much money on girls/boose/clothes.
ive decided to save up the rest of my fpps for the PCA, im probably going to try and qualify a few times, but if that doesnt work, im going to probably play the 5400 fpp sunday mill satellites, and convert then cash out all the T$ for my plane ticket/hotel room/drinks.
I dont plan on eating much there, i heard they invented beer to help feed the jews while they worked on building the temples.. i am not jewish but im going to follow in their footsteps a little bit, keep the food intake real low and beer intake real high, hopefully not blackout this time also..
some early goals for PCA..
1. have a good blog.. ( i got a new camera )
2. some how fuck with cosmo
3. i really wanna do more betting with Elky
4. maybe sneak/ninja into the supernova party.
5. i really wanna try some pollvaulting on the beach, so far no one has told me how amazingly great of an idea this is, i duno if their just scared to fly or what, but i think itd be fun to get drunk and fling my self through the air.
6. most of all... seek out and destroy cheap sluts in the bars. Oh and teach khan some scammin on trash 101.
thats my update for now, hopefully next blog post will be another tourny FT!
WBCOOP
milkman, Oct 03 2007
last night.
milkman, Sep 02 2007
so last night i went out to one of my friends partys and got fuckin retardedly drunk.. couple funny things happened... #1 i picked a girl up over my shoulder (were on a porch) then while i had her over my shoulder, i fuckin fell off the porch and landed in a bush, ripped my fuckin expensive pants, but its a rip i can play off. anyway after that, this girl my friend brought over was totally up on my dick and not his, so i was just hypin him up all night, trying to get the girl to focus on him (cuz last time we partyd i stole a bitch from him and i promised not to do it again) so anyway im gettin her all stoaked and shit, and we go on an "adventure" to the other house where ppl r sleeping and shes like "ok lets go find him, im rdy to go to sleep, i wanna sleep with him... well not with him like that, but next to him.. " and im like.. OK sick thats good enough for me.. and right after she says that, i hear him upstairs fuckin around with these other 2 random girls and one says "be careful im really sore" and i just start fuckin LAUGHING my ass off, and im like "well i dont think we need to go find him.." she gets totally mad and shit and starts clingin on to me and shit.. so im like "alright, ill go tuck u in, ill sleep with u, will that make u happy?" and shes like OBV duh insert cock into face... anyway i put her up there, and i run into the other house to talk to my friend, i tell everyone the story on the way cuz its really funny, then i go tell him, he doesnt find it 2 funny... then i tell him im taking over and if he wants, i wont do anything.. he says he doesnt care, but he really did, and he gets all upset.. so i fuckin go back into the other house and start to lay down with her and shit and assume the christopher "shits goin down" position.. and shes fuckin totally asleep, and im like wake the fuck up.. and she says "ur the one that left" and im like wtf fuckin bitches just dont know shit.. so i literally say this line (which may be one of my best pre-makeout lines ever... except for, "what ever happens tonight, just happens tonight, nothing tomorrow") ANYWAY.. i say, and im quoting my self here.. "How fuckin stupid are you? youve been on my dick all fuckin night and now im rdy to throw down and u go to sleep? Who the fuck do u think u are? Do u know who the fuck i am?" and she is so tired and sleepingish she just replys with "well ur the one that left" so i just slept with her for the night and we both parted ways in the morning.. i fuckin lold... i also woke up totally drunk, drove like 2 blocks home, got outa the car and fuckin almost fell over backwards.. then playd a 40$ sat to sunday mill, and bubbled with 4bb AJ vs KK.. anyways im going to sleep.
new toys..
milkman, Aug 31 2007
well i decided i wanted to buy a new toy.. i went to portland today and picked up a new iphone.. its pretty sick.. i tried to make this blog post with it but for some reason u cant make a post with it.. i duno if its some weird mac thing or a php error, but yea.. ive unlocked some shit and im working on getting a NES emulator for it.. i got a couple episodes of entourage on there and all of the good music i have.. overall im pretty happy with it.
1more donkament win
milkman, Aug 30 2007
i playd the new 12$ 180man turbo sng they have on stars today, i ended up winning it. Thanx again to rainkhan for helping me through the final table. First place paid a little under $600 so thats pretty cool, i spent a little more then i would have liked to trying to win a seat to the sunday mill last week, and ran a little bad in cash, so this win really helps out.
ballin out....of debt?
milkman, Aug 23 2007
So i used to be sponsored and used to work at this skate shop, and now the owner offered to sell it to me.. im thinkin about possibly buyin it.
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