sup guys, sorry i didnt edit in the golfing clips, i need to DL some diff video editing softare soon so i can make these better, im just kinda getting all the kinks worked out b4 WSOP.
Umm other updates besides the video, ive been playing on iccup and trying that out, i am one of the very few LPrs that never played bw b4 poker, i was very good at Counter-Strike but i never plaid broodwar, so im kinda learning now, khans sweats my games some, im still just D ranked on iccup but i think i can make D+ or maybe C if i keep at it.
Khans house has some amazing gaming machines, his office room has 4 computers set up all on 30in monitors, his has 2 actually, the systems in there add up to over 20K, its really sick nice cuz when people come to visit they dont need to bring a computer at all, its just all there ready to go. So ive been playing some CS while im over here and like i said, trying to learn BW.
My website is in beta stages, will be done by may-15 when i will be announcing it via the blog and letting everyone know where to look for it and how to sign up, ect..
like i said, look out for khans house on pokerstars.tv, it will be featured this summer..
well im doing the road trip from oregon to vegas this year in my car, i didnt fly cuz last year all my shit got fucked up, my monitors got broken and my stuff was just in bad shape after the flights back home, so i decided to drive and take care of my own shit this time, i made a lil video but it came out 90 degrees tilted the wrong way and i was having a bitch of a time editing it to fix it, so its just out like that, if ur on a laptop just tilt it on its side lol..
anyway yea im on my way 2 khans house and right now im sleeping in a motel 6, LOL fucking cheap ass room but w/e im only here to sleep then keep driving.. ill b at khans house tomorrow night and im really looking forward to that..
mezmerizeplz aka clay, sent me a text jsut as i was arriving at my hotel.. told me about how he jsut shipped 212K euro, thats fucking amazing, im so happy for him, he spends alot of time traveling and alot of money, normally going on his own, just to be able to play in the big tournys cuz hes under 21.. anyway he works very hard to play in these things and has a ton of min cashes but this is his first very big tourny score, im very proud of him.. great news for him, also bad news his dad had a heart attack and is in the hospital his dad actually reads LP and i really wish him the best, i dont know 2 much about the situation, but i just really hope that everything is ok, and that he knows everyone is rootin for him to pull through... such a bitter sweet moment for clay.. hes on a plane right now heading home to visit his dad, i hope his flight is good and hes able to get home soon. Best wishes and congrats dude.
alright well heres the video i filmed today on the road.. hope u guys like it, sorry its sideways, ill film it diff next time.
ill b at khans house tomorrow night and post 2nd part of the road trip video... peace out everyone!
every new girl in our vegas house has to read dearest hannah and then guess which house member wrote it, if she gets it right she wins something or we can all prop on it.
Had a discussion in K2o4's blog about this movie and how the advertisement failed.. i watched the movie, and it was terrible.. my final thoughts on it are that they didnt advertise it and put it in theaters so they didnt tank the franchise and possibility of future movies.
well ive decided to just drink all day and then blog about anything interesting that might happen.. i got some sushi so far, and im gonna play a buncha HU pokers today.. tomorrow ill post results
Well since its April 1st, i decided to post up a story i wrote.. the idea behind this wasnt to trick the poker community, i wrote it to make people laugh, kinda like neillys "i quit" blogposts.
But what happened was, i sent it to foolsplay, he thought it was real, and i reailzed that everyone was going to think it was real.. after i found out people were believing the story, i started informing ppl that were in the story, to play along.
By the end of the first night it had been leaked that the story was fake. It had over 3K unique views and was crossposted on a few poker sites, but loco went on a "ITS FAKE!" rampage and runied all my fun.. Anyway i didnt write this on airl first or to fool ppl, but i had a great time reading it again, and thought other people might too.
On October 08 2007 02:52 milkman wrote:
The last 48 hours of my life have been fucking insane, i seriously am sitting in front of my monitors and thinking through all of these "what ifs" and contemplating if i have really screwed my life over and am heading down a wrong road, or if im just making a power play towards my true goal of becoming a great poker player.
Yesterday i woke up at about 2pm, pretty standard for me, i decided i was going to play a nl100 session, at this time i had about 5500 online and like 400 cash in my pocket. (nothing in bank) So im just doing my own thing, 4 tabling and minding my own business. I run into this guy that looks like he could be good, but probably marginal at best. He starts talking alot of shit and showing bluffs and/or nuts to diff ppl at the table. I didnt really get into many hands with him, he was playing 41/21/6 so i was just kinda waiting for the right time, i think i was sitting out of position on him. We get into a few hands, he cracks my AK with QQ and to berate me for getting AI PF, then we get in some shitty spot where im pretty sure i had the nuts with JJ but he floated me 2 streets with 45s and sucked out on the river.
A few hands went down and he just wouldn't stop talking shit, and i didnt know this at the time, but i was more tilted then i had ever been, i was getting so mad i was playing like any 2 vs this guy, and he just kept berating me every time i showed down, if i won or not. So ive i start talking back and telling him hes a monster douche and cant play poker for shit. He challenges me to HU for rolls. I SNAP call.
I get his aim (which ill leave out for now, but after tomorrow its fair game) and we start talking, he runs this bull shit line "Ill only play you if you play nl1000. 5/10" and im like "wtf u suck at nl100, why play 5/10?" basically i think he really didnt wanna play me anyways and was trying to back out of it... So i was like , fuckit, ill pwn this guy, doesnt matter. I sit 1 table of 5/10 and we start off, hes playing tight and like a newb, i started pwning him right off the start, playing a tight aggressive style that donald taught me. We start playing and i went up a buyin really fast (like first 50 hands) and hes like "add another table" and im like wtf, ur getting owned, but i was up a buyin so i didnt even care.
From that point on, was the worst 1hr of my LIFE. THIS KID RAN BETTER THEN GOD. THIS KID WOULD MADE EARTH AND EVERYTHING IN LIKE 3 DAYS. Im not even kidding you he ran SOOO hot, we ended up opening 4 tables, i had almost my entire BR sitting on them, and playd it out, i had to close 1 table cuz i was running out of money.. this kid just kept fucking hitting everything, one point i got AK vs 89s AI PF and he spikes a 9 on the river. It was just the sickest thing i had ever seen. We were down to 2 tables after a few hundred hands and i had like 1500 sitting on both of them. I got pissed and jammed 66 vs him, he had QQ and pwned me on the table i had 1K on. So my roll is down to like 500 fucking dollars. I just sat there and thought about fuckin nl25 and the pain and suffering of sucking again..
Shortly after this, my parents were gone, i drank eveything with any alcohol in it. I think it added up to almost a 1/5th of hard A. but it was like half bottle of peppermint schnops and whiskey and all this random shit. Later that night i fuckin barfed cuz i drank a buncha baileys, and my parents woke up from hearing me puke. Luckly ive been sick for a while and i just told um it was from that.
Later that night ( this is yesterday night BTW ) i sat down and grinded out 12 tables of nl25, i made fuckin 20 buyins in 1 night. Im Still so fuckin pissed that lee makes me run good when i dont really fuckin even need it. I think i ran at 22ptbb/100 over 4.5K hands. So then my roll was at like 1K and im not feeling so bad about everything.
It was like 5am and starting to get light out, i watched like 8 episodes of entourage and i just got SOO fucking inspired by the show and everything that was going on in my life.. i was just like "fuck running bad in pokr, i can fucking do something about it, that doesnt involve poker." I have been running on 0hrs of sleep since i woke up at 2pm.
I sat there and wrote down on a peice of paper like everything that i had bought with poker, what my net worth was, and what i could do about it.
At this point, i made one of the biggest decisions of my fuckin life. I decided i was going sell everything i bought from poker, and my car. I knew my friend james "rush3420" was looking for a car, and i knew he had money on stars. And i knew he wanted my BMW i just wouldnt give him a decent price. Before i did that tho, i decided to make a few bucks, i got on craigslist at like 6am, found a sony 52" big screen tv (the boxy kind) and it was listed at 200$, i drove over to this garage sale at like 7am and picked it up for 150$ and brought it over to my moms new office and told her she could have it for 400$, so i turned a quick 250 profit there. I still hadnt slept and all the coffee was killing me, but w/e i invited my best friend and his GF over for breakfast, and i explained what had happened, he told me i was retarded. And i knew it, but didnt really care. We ate and talked for a long time about it, then i went to sleep and actually had a dream that i was making out with jan from the office.. anyway, i got up at about 12 or so, it was a really quick nap basically... I called rush and woke his ass up, told him what happened, he laughed for like 1 hr i think and i told him i was driving down, he lives in eugene which is like 60 miles away. He lives with Yomer here from LP. We all chilled out for a while, i had a few beers, told um all what happend, and they couldnt fuckin beleive it.. we just kinda laughed alot about it. Rush and I talked, i ended up selling my fucking car for 3K (which im still fuckin not happy about) but rush said depending on how well he runs, he might pay me another 1K. I also brough some other shit over because they had some azn kid friend that wanted some stuff. I sold my laptop for 300, my iphone for 300, and fucking 10 pairs of my 12 pairs of shoes.. i kept my nice new white ones tho. Yomer thought it was soo fuckin funny that he actually bought the shirt off of my back, but he offered me 50$ and i only payd 2 bucks for it, so i was like fuckit..
I had rush drive me to the bus stop (this is today btw at like 7pm) I didnt even have a shirt on, i was wearing my hoodie zipped all the way up. I sold my cash to rush and yomer for 102% so that was pretty cool. I got a bus ticket and got back home, still with no fuckin shirt. The bus took sooo fucking long, but we stopped in this town called albany, and this hot girl got on, and im not even fucking kidding u, i schooled the shit outa her, and i didnt even have a shirt on... but then get this beat..I fucking get her number, go to pull out my baller ass iphone, AND ITS GONE, CUZ I JSUT FUCKING SOLD IT. and im like.. umm u got a pen? so i write it on my fucking had, didnt even think about replacing my phone, and the fact that my sim card was in my iphone, so i duno when the next time im gonna have a phone is.. I got home tonight around 10, i had my mom pick me up. I had to fucking lie about my car, i told her the alternator broke while i was down in eugene and yomer was gonna help me fix it.. so she doesnt even know i dont have a fucking car anymore..
Anyway after selling everything i fucking own, and getting beated sooo hard by that girl. I Now have like 5.5K in my online roll, and still about 500 in my pocket.
Now i could see fucking grinding out nl100 untill i can buy another car and some shoes and shit, but what ive realized is, if you got a shot, u gotta take it.. i mean, ive been sitting here over rolled and buying stupid shoes and tanning packages and everything for so long, but really i didnt have anything that i didnt mind kicking aside to have my BR again.. So about 2 hours ago, i got on aim and msgd the guy again, i told him i wanna rematch. This time there is no fuckin way he will run so good. And i know what else i did wrong, i shouldnt play 4 tables because i get to distracted and stuff, so were only going to play 1. He demanded that it be at 5/10 again, but i dont really care, this is my shot, hes a fish and im going to seriously fuckin rape him.
I decided that since i have barley slept and the last 48 hours have been so crazy, were going to play tomorrow around 12pacific time. If anyone wants to watch thatd be cool, ill have donald on vent probably helping me out alot.
i cant wait to fuck this kid up sooo hard, im also gonna insta cash out like 3K after this and go buy a street bike, i didnt like my car that much anyway.
Anyway, im fuckin tired as shit, im gonna get to sleep, hopefully tomorrow will be one of the biggest winning days of my life.
Well last night i kinda reached the degen tipping point.. ive been drinking and partying pretty much every chance ive gotten and been blowing buyins like its no biggie.. all my rakeback from last month is already gone.. and im on a huge breka even stretch, its a lil over 70K hands now.. i got fed up with full tilt and w/e its deal is.. srsly couldnt take it anymore..
so yesterday i switched my roll over to stars, grinded on there, entered the 27$ freeze out with 40K guar.. i got down to 40 ppl left and instead of continuing to play, i paid bibbobm to play for me and i went off to the bar.. i cant do this shit anymore.. i dont respect poker as a job at all anymore.
Soo ive had a really bad day today.. down 4 buyins to badbeats and misc shit. Each losing day im having im just stepping further and futrther away from my goals and plans.. all of us know poker obv cant really be "Planned" i mean u can say im gonna b at "X" stake in a monht, but a huge bad stretch is gonna fuck u in the ass reguardles.
My internet has been going abs fucking nuts, been timing out when i mass table.. so i guess im just gonna keep 8 tabling and keep improving my game and trying to keep my head on straight and not lose it all during this stretch.. after not winning for so long its easy to stop making the good value bets and overall lose 2 much profits in the only opportunities u see during your session..
Ive been thinking about setting a rule for my self where i cant spend any money on just for "fun" things.. but at the same time, the only reason i play poker is to have fun.. so if im gonna torch my roll, i might as well have fun while i do it... i duno, i was gonna say i cant spend any "fun" money until i make 10BI from this point on.. but its spring break over here in oregon and that would mean i couldnt drive to the beach or buy beer.. so i duno...
Im not going to buy anything stupid that i dont need, and im not going to the bars, and im not going to try and "ball" it up at all.. OH and 1 more key thing.. im not going to spend any money on any girls.. if i take a girl out to dinner or she wants to hang out or anything, she is paying her half.. i think i blew 300$ so far this month on taking girls out and partying with girls and buying girls dirnks and shit.. it didnt all go to waste, i deff got some stuff out of it, but im done doing it for a while... SO basically be a money nit untill i see some progress pulling my self out of this very long and exhausting break even stretch..
as far as my months goals, i feel like im pretty well on track, my goals where these
Keep iron man (the highest level)
30K hands, none of them forced.
Have a better winrate then last month.
Figure out whats up with me and this girl and either end it all or get something really going.
Keep working on iphone app, its semi unstuck right now, want to get the ball rolling faster b4 the end of the month.
Learn to cook at least 3 new meals.
Dont get black out drunk, only did 1 time last month but i duno if that was my fault or not.
Dont buy anything i dont need, no watches or clothes.. maybe 1 bottle of patron tho.
Learn and produce some things in blender(its a 3dmodeling program, not a actual blender).
Dont take anymore shots till next month.
Get ready financially and planned for vegas..
so far whats left is: to have a better winrate then last month (LOL), id like some more progress on my iphone app, 1 more cooking meal.. and work some things out in blender.. and i am basically financially planned for vegas.. the plan is im going broke if i dont pick things up soon lol.
8 days left in march but its still do-able..
cept the winrate part, i dont think thats gonna happen lol.
anyway i know when my blog goes all poker based it kinda gets gay.. but thats waht im really trying to focus on my life right now.. girls lately have been treating me like one big wallet and i got super tilted last night and told the girl form the above march goals to go fuck her self.. more or less i actually just wanna take a break from these fucking shitty girls, if i run into anyone decent im sure ill give it time, but im tired of trading dinners and shopping and entertainment for girls to take their pants off.. its not as much satisfaction as it was back in the day.. i think living with clay and eric really showed me how to mix poker money with girls... (to an extent) lol... clay mostly, eric has 2 many baller instincts, but living with clay, i mean he had nice gfs and stuff and always dealt with it in a good way, if i was him id be blowing thousands to have a million diff girls up on my nuts every night, but the way he deals with things is waht i honestly think is the best way.. funny cuz hes like 19 still and has managed girls and money much better then me.. but hes got more experience with money lol..
anyway im stoaked for vegas and excited to get back together with my friends again, going to vegas in jan for my birthday was the most fun ive had in forever and i really cant wait to see the group again..
ill prolly update at the end of the month, wish me luck.
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his dad actually reads LP and i really wish him the best, i dont know 2 much about the situation, but i just really hope that everything is ok, and that he knows everyone is rootin for him to pull through... such a bitter sweet moment for clay.. hes on a plane right now heading home to visit his dad, i hope his flight is good and hes able to get home soon. Best wishes and congrats dude.
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