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Despite my fever and headache I, high on painkillers, sat down on six 6max NL25 tables. Pretty quickly I understood that this day would be another test of my "not-tilting-promise". Damn it was sick today also out there. Think I had Khigh flush vs Ahigh two times, got rivered and turned out by three 2outers and a lot of other beats. Today I swear I would have tilted my roll away if I had played on as usual, because I would definitely have climbed up in levels.
I have figured out some kinda reasonable explanation for that behavior now. Think it's me handling losses a bit childish. Can't accept a loss when I think it's an "unfair" one and then I get some idiotic idea about me getting up in levels vs better players and higher stakes where I'll be the fish. In my mind that would even things out,because there i'm doomed to be the one sucking out if anyone does. So if i go up maybe I can be the underdog who sucks out which would fair and even out my unluck on lower stakes.Yes I know the whole reasoning is totally idiotic but I think that's whats been going on in my mind when I have been stuck earlier. The main factor that get's me into this reasoning is that I think I am ahead in 90% of my biggest losing pots.
However, today I managed to stay away from such destructive thoughts, and I continued to hold my promise, and once again turned a session into a profitable one. Think I made pretty exactly 3 bi:s. Happy with that. But still more happy of myself not tilting but instead standing calm and don't get too upset. Eventhough I still think I'm slightly more unlucky than an average ppl =P
Think I have to eat soon, but it's hard to get anything inside your stomach when your ill I think, but I feel what's left of energy in my body is going to be gone in a few hours...Can't exist on snuf (sw. "Snus". Nicotin pouches you put under your upperlip). One pouch is about three times stronger than a cigarette and I (ab)use about 50pouches on a singel day in combination with 1,5l of cola zero. Mix it up with some burgers and there you got my full mealscheme =) Healthy indeed. As Helmuth would have said if I ever sucked out on him, "You won't last for more than 2yrs son, in two years you won't be around anymore". That probably would be true in my case, but not by spewwing my BR away but more probably beacause of all shit I feed my poor body with =)
Bye for now!
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LemOn[5thF] Czech Republic. Mar 24 2009 11:17. Posts 15163 | | |
Jesus man, I mean I lost 3BI Last 4K hands in 15 hours, but you have signed your soul to the evil of junk food for your winnings ;o |
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haha, everytime I read this blog it's like "ok, that was that money, lol" after the first 3-4 sentences.
Pretty sure I've actually got a decent chance to outlive you too. Do you think our combined life expectancy beats Wigen's? |
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Haha yes you know "the old me" too well my dear friend! But this time around you can take it a bit more calm, but ofc you can't ever be sure when youre reading about a natural born tilters play!!!!
Haha probably not! I think that we have a lot of more dangerous things in our lives than he does. If you calculate on the risk of being drunk and for eg. having unprotected sex, how much more likely aren't we than R87 to die from accidents,std:s or something else that can be blamed on both factors mentioned above! And this is just factors coming over the top of our current lifestyles! And if R87 dies however, he's like best friend with god and jesus so they can like resurrect him. I would not put a single cent on either one of us to outlive him, If not we get him to like marry an aidsinfected crackwh*re or something ;-)
Catcha ya later!
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haha.. yeah I´ll take a pretty big bet that I`ll outlive you (both - but not combined!)  and if I die you can have my money - I wouldnt want to be resurrected since I would have a one-way ticket straight home to Jesus.. even if living here is pretty fun its no match for that! |
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Lemon-> Ofc I have, as Lady Fortune always seems to have despited me as it comes to poker I had to go to the dark side for some help. Hope it will work ;-)
R87-> I think you choose a mathematical correct decision not betting on outliving the both of us combined. And I also see your point in going straight home. However, if you decided to be resurected I would anyway sued you for cheating in the court of bettingl ;-) |
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