So, yeah. I dropped out. Went for the first day of school, instantly realized I didnt want this and left a happy man. Ive been really torn about this whole thing but the instance I dropped out I could feel it was the right thing to do. I am going to try and get into medschool, until then I will play poker and enjoy myself.
One thing I have promised myself after my last 6 months of playing poker professionally is to maintain some structure in life. Last time my sleeping schedual got really fucked, I didnt eat very well and my appartment was a mess. I also gained like 5kg in weight which sucked. I have decided to run stockholm marathon next summer so I will have to start running very regularily which I think will help me stay focused on poker and just keep myself healthy in general.
As for poker, I decided to split my roll over several sites. I just get way to little action on ipoker so I figure I will ship in like 15k on microgaming and try to get a good grind going there. I also now have like 9k on stars after my sunday score and that is enough to grind 2/4 imo. Hopefully I can play 2/4 on three diffrent sites and grind up a 3/6+ roll on all of them. My stars roll is going to take a huge beating during the wcoop though so we will see how that goes.
As a huge bad beat start of my new life I have gotten really sick. I have a fever and just feel like shit. I have been sick so frequently the last year it tilts me to no end. Its probably just a reflection of my bad and unhealthy lifestyle and this is something I really want to change. Also, I turned 23 today and I cant go out drinking to celebrate. Such a sick fucking beat.
Good luck with the grind and hope you get better tomorrow because you should party on the weekend. Healthy lifestyle + sleeping regime is great aswell.
if poker is dangerous to them i would rank sports betting as a Kodiak grizzly bear who smells blood after you just threw a javelin into his cub - RaiNKhAN