could have been much more but as always i got sucked out and coolerd a bunch.
I dont know but as said in an earlier blogpost somwhere in teh end of August it made click
and since then i am running liek shit in 98% of my sessions.
This is 2 month and 19 days now.
I had a few bad sessions in last couble of days. I was a bit spewy and ran like shit. These kind of sessions used to tilt me really badly. I'm happy I was able to continue without a break and just grind through it.
I found out I'm down 6 buy-ins with AQo. I seem to win alot small pots and lose big ones with it =/ Maybe I should slow down when I get dealt AQ.
I have been slacking and not playing enough hands because of wow xpack release. I got my druid to 75 and DK 65 Also glad they didn't chop my e-peen by takin away glad titles and giving better quest rewards than swp gear lol.
Whoa, the new Star Trek trailer makes it look like this could be a pretty good movie, and I'm the type of guy who always found Star Trek to be pretty damn cheesy. They also got sylar from heroes playing spock, haha! The youtube version is just some bootleg shit, so I suggest clicking the link below the video to see the HD version.
so ok, i play this 4 tables, and i try to play when i'm in a good mood and focused, but that has become like ~2h/day or less and i got sometimes whole days to play, wtf is wrong? and when i try to play more and i try to convince myself that i can play my A game i make stupid things
oh and i cant play w/o normal music, i just get bored super fast lol
graph shows it all.won huge in the first few hands thx to funny guys stacking off against my made hands with midpair&worse. nice -7-8 buyins swing starts with me losing 10+buyins in 2-4 outer suckouts and sets vs flushes(really, im breakeven with sets this day since they sucked out almost every single time.including 4 4flushboards etc). could grind some back, some mroe suckouts whatever. finished up 1 buyin after 7k hands with sucks esp after the very crappy 2 sessions the last 2 days(still down 3-4 buyins for this week after 15k hands)
but atleast i got quite some fpps. only 2,2k fpps to go for my new monitor yay
skysports.com TILT FUCKAHJSUHAAby Critterer, November 18
GOD
there is this advert on like all the skysports.com pages inc the football ones which i always have tabbed in my browser.
this advert makes like a swwwwwwoshhhhhh kinda sound every so often which tilts me tohell but i keep openeing the apge anwyaya syuahsauahass from habbit!!!!!!!
A lot of you guys are still winning pretty hard even tho the game got tougher, much respect, very far from being my case. Dropped 5k today at NL400, very hard to take, it's (un)funny I remember I was going to sit out when I had KK vs AA and decided just to try regrind it up, lost a couple of pot and down it went and very fast. Right at that point I had some tilt in me and maybe lost one or two BIs because of tilt in marginal spots. It has been I think 6 or 7 times I tried to stand up to this downswing and play good, watched some DC and CR videos to get back in the mood. Going to another site on ipoker network just went as poorly as the last one. I hope you have an idea I would really really love to able to brag about a good month or day, but there just hasn't been any. My winning days have been 1 or 2 bis, while my losing have been 4-5bis +. It's been some really hard month for me especially since poker has a direct effect on my life. I do feel incredibly pathetic to write over and over the same things in my blog but tonight was a really bad day and I just felt like writing a word about it.
It's really so unreal, like I always had huge downswing I probably don't have a sick edge or anything but god it's not changing direction at all. I would really like suggestion or help or anything but as far as everything went I've not been able to apply them. http://www.liquidpoker.net/user_pictures/0e97d952b2d65f513340a5d65cd8ebd9.jpg
I really just fucking can't put myself together after so many burned dollars. When I was losing at poker before I did put myself back on the track and started winning at some point. Now even if I can forget the absolutely horrifying feeling I have all the time in my mind and go play good poker, I run/play bad(whatever makes me lose) and eventually all the same pattern goes down without ever having any result to break the stupid circle.
Was just glancing through my PT over the last couple months and noticed that Ive made 100 buyins at 3/6 in last 2.5/3 months... not that impressive but the volume/WR is kinda cool
Also just coming off a pretty bad october starting to rebound nicely in Nov, +20k in 13kish hands or something
Need to grind more but doesnt look like thats gonna happen with exams and shit coming up.. Anyways stats/graphs
first time 1000$ hehehe
and it's only the begining (of a big downswing ofc)
happy fish i am now
useless blog post
[x]i agree
hopefully loco will vomit in the comments
bye bye & gl
I feel like being the biggest fish.by RaiZ, November 18
What to say ? I can't get max value from my cards.
I consistently do table selection (with max flop seens) in nl4 FR. Playing from 4 to 6 tables, yet whenever i get good hands they never go far only flop and that's about it.
But whenever i get to turn and there's a flush, i can't help but questionning myself what he has, sometimes he really does have a flush sometimes not, but when you don't hit, it's hard to steal the blind...
But more important is : i feel like being the only fish because i'm very often the most active player on the tables giving or gaining the most money, but lately i've been losing (on a -5 bi lose since 3 days in 800 hands, i know it means nothing but i'm seriously losing confidence because i can't fucking get allin moneys whenever i've the nuts. And when i do it's because i'm calling 2/3 or 3/4 of the pot in flush draw board and hitting it which is -EV right ? So i don't know what to do).
What i really want is some subtitles videos in order to know if what i am doing is right because this is somewhat frustrating when i see there are players with 2 bi on the tables with 50+/xx as stats which is pissing me off.
I really hope what i'm doing is not wrong otherwise i'd just have to stop but i don't want it, cauz i'm never giving this fucking sh.t up at least not before i'll go broke.
Will try to play more nitty and RAISING MORE.
Last night I decided that I feel completely unfulfilled with my life right now. So, in order to fix that I'm just gonna do whatever the fuck I want. High5
Day 2 $196.63
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Also glad they didn't chop my e-peen by takin away glad titles and giving better quest rewards than swp gear lol.
and when i try to play more and i try to convince myself that i can play my A game i make stupid things
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